Heya!! Long time no update! Sorry for the slow updates, I've been really busy. Plus, Im facing problems right now. Let's just dodge that alright? I'm having insomnia so I decided to finish this one shot. Hope you enjoy

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You yawned as you sat on your comfy chair. You took your phone to check if your boyfriend, Eren jaeger texted. You frowned when you saw nothing, but just a picture of you and Eren with big smiles.

You're a very famous singer, almost everyone knows you, loves you, and adores you. But being famous is hella exhausting. You don't have time for your family, friends and for Eren. You were actually worried that he might lost interest in you, or worst me might cheat on you.

But you trust him so you shook that thought away and sighed. Today, you're going home. Like home sweet home and you get to see Eren. You can't wait to go home.

Eren used to attend all of your concerts but suddenly he started to act all weird and stopped attending your concerts. You never knew the reason why but you decided to stay quiet and maybe he's just stressed and having a bad day. So you just leave it be and let Eren rest.

Eren is an actor, and very famous like you and also intelligent. You love him for being him and you love it when he's being a smart ass. You and Eren are opposites, well not really opposites. There's some small things that the two of you like. Like the two of you like the same movies or genre of music.

You heard a knock on your door so you stood up and opened it. You smiled as you saw your manager, Hanji Zoe. "Hanji, come in!" You cheered. Hanji smiled and enters your dressing room. She's holding a stack of papers on her left hand and a pen clipped on it. She sat one of the chairs and pressed the pen open.

'What's this about? Meet ups? Another concert? Perhaps a long vacation!!' You thought.

Usually when Hanji holds a pen and paper it's usually about another concerts or meet ups, or interviews. You're slightly nervous about this. You just wanted to rest.

"So the concert is a success!" Hanji beamed. "You're really great! I saw one of your fans lost her voice because she sang too much and cheered... Hahaha poor girl, I hope she gets well soon." Hanji chuckles and wrote something on the paper.

"Haha, I hope so too." You gave Hanji a warm smile. "So Hanji... What's this about?" You asked. Hanji's smile fade away and she became serious. You felt like you're going to faint, when Hanji's serious then this means shits happening.

"I'm sorry [F/n] but... You have another concert in Tokyo." She said. You exhaled heavily and rubbed your temple.

"It's okay, another one won't hurt right?" You chuckled.

"Sure you can do this? I'm very worried about you. I'm scared that you might be depressed and I'm scared that you might collap--" you cut Hanji off.

"Haha Hanji!! It's fine. Another one is alright. When will it be?" You asked.

"Next month. You'll take a 1 week day off and after that we'll start practicing." Hanji said.

"Yes ma'am!" You gave her a salute.

"Good luck to you." Hanji pats your head and left the dressing room. You sighed and changed into comfortable clothes and lie down to your sofa. You groaned and closed your eyes.

~Time skipuuuu!!~

You heard a familiar voice mentioning your name over and over again. You silently groaned and open one eye. You saw your friend, Petra, looking at you.

"[F/n], come on lets go home." Petra whispered. You nodded quickly and rubbed your tired eyes. You took your bag and hurriedly left the dressing room. You marched to Petra's car and sat on the back seat. You lay down at the back seat and slept for the whole trip.

--

"Hey [F/n], we're here." Petra said, while tapping your cheek.

"Eren... Please don't tickle me..." You muttered. Petra chuckled and pulled her phone out. She dialed Eren's number and waited for him to pick up.

"Hello?" Eren answered.

"Oh hey Eren, your girlfriend just finished her concert and she's knocked out. Can you please pick her up? We're right in front of your house." Petra said, and giggled at the end.

"Haha yes, sure. Just wait." Eren Hung up.

Eren left the room and head outside to pick you up. Eren saw a red car parked in front of the house. Eren smiles and walked over to Petra's car. "Hey Eren!" Petra greeted cheerfully.

"Hey Petra! So where is she?" Eren said.

"At the back snoring hahaha!" Petra laughed making you furrowed your eyebrows. Eren opens the back door and saw you sleeping peacefully. Eren sighs and carried you bridal style. "Thank you Petra, drive home safe alright? Bye and goodnight." Eren said.

"Goodnight to you too!" Petra said. Eren enters your shared house and puts you in bed. He kissed your forehead and sleeps beside you.

-time skipuuu-

As you finally woke up you felt someone hugging you from behind. You turn your head and saw Eren sleeping. You then realized that you're already in your home. You look at the time and it was 10:40. You yawned and sat up, waking Eren up.

"Morning Eren." You said as you kissed his cheek.

"Good morning [F/n]." Eren said in response.

You soon left your bed and headed to the sink to brush your teeth. After that, Eren did the same and got ready to cook breakfast.

"What do you want for breakfast?" Eren said as he snaked his arms behind you. You snuggled your head on his neck. "Surprise me." You whispered, making Eren feel the chills. "A-alright." Eren stuttered.

You chuckled and walk over to the living room to check some social media notifications. You opened your phone and saw a lot of messages from Hanji. You were slightly shocked about this but at the same time you were used to this. As you read some of Hanji's messages you face palmed yourself and regret reading it.

The texts were...

Hanji
9:00 a.m.
'Ayeeeeee [F/n] I found a squirrel in my garage!! Help meee!!'

9:05 a.m.
'Shit I accidentally killed the squirrel... Don't tell the cops.'

9:32 a.m.
Hey! I just saw Levi in the gym with Erwin! And guess what?! I thought of a great and very fabulous idea!!! I think you and Levi should make a new song and a new album!!

10:00 a.m.
Erwin (Levi's manager) just talked to me... He said he wanted you and Levi to make a new album together!! U ok with that?

You furrowed your eyebrows and decided to turn down their offer. You wanted to rest not more work, plus Eren will get jealous as fuck.

You
I'm sorry Hanji but I'll pass.

As you were done replying Eren was also done cooking breakfast. Eren have called you that breakfast is ready. You happily jumped out of your couch and ran over to the kitchen. "Smells good." You said. "Why thank you." Eren answered with a chuckle. Eren sets the plates down and sits beside you.

"AWW YES! WAFFLES!" You cheered. "I haven't tasted waffles for a very very long time." You added. Since you were a singer you weren't really allowed to eat sweet food, because it might ruin your voice. You were slightly jealous that Eren gets to eat ice cream, cakes, cheesecakes, and other kinds of desserts.

"Well... Since you're done with your tour maybe you could just take a rest and indulge with sweets." Eren said. Speaking of tour, you suddenly remembered that you have another tour in Tokyo next month. You weren't really sure if you're allowed to consume this waffle. One waffle wouldn't hurt right? Maybe one day of consuming sweets wouldn't really affect your voice? Yeah, one day is fine.

"Oh about that tour... I have another concert in Tokyo... But hey!! It'll be the last one!!" You said. Eren's faced turned into a bitter look. He wasn't so happy about the upcoming concert. You furrowed your eyebrows but quickly smiled warmly at him.

"Wanna come? The concert is next month." You asked and informed him. Eren looked away still looking bitter and sighed. "No, I have work." Eren said. You were expecting that he'll decline, but you were also hoping that he'd agree.

You weren't even sure if he's lying or not. Eren Isn't even scheduled for a shooting this month, an interview nor a fan meet. So you were having doubts, which is not a really good sign. You nodded your head and started to eat your breakfast silently.

Eren did the same, you guys spent your breakfast with silence unlike other time, you guys were usually noisy. As you were done eating your breakfast, you guys cleaned the kitchen and sat on the couch. Eren placed his arm around you and you leaned your head on top of his muscular chest.

Eren opened his Twitter so see the notifications he received, you did the same. As you finally saw your fans tweets you laughed as you were reading them. Favoriting the funny tweets, retweeting the fan arts, and replying to the fans that enjoyed your concert last night.

Meanwhile as Eren read his fans tweets, he saw nothing but a fan arts of him naked, which made him blush. Some tweets were his fangirls, some tweets were nonsense questions. As Eren saw your account he decided to visit it, just to see how the concert was. After scrolling through your account... He can tell that it was exhausting.

"Eren why are your fans drawing naked fan arts of you?" You said while laughing.

"I don't know... But you'll get used to it." Eren answered.

As you were finished checking all your notif, you decided to head to your music room and play some music, or also dance for the next concert, right?

"Hey Eren, I'll just practice in the music room. Wanna join?" You asked your boyfriend.

"... Oh yeah... Sure." Eren said like he was hesitating.

You smiled at him and walk to your underground music room (ohhhh top secret ;3) and took your electric acoustic guitar and connected it to the amplifier. You saw Eren entered the room and sat on the floor looking at you with a warm smile. You sat on the wooden stool and looked at him, you decided to sing one of your songs that was dedicated to him.

As you started playing the guitar with ease you closed your eyes feeling the music. You started singing smoothly and sang it with feelings. Meanwhile Eren's smile faded. He looked at you like it was nothing. Yes, he knew it was for him, but it looks like he didn't care about it. He was looking at you with no emotion, you can't tell if he's angry, or upset. It's just plain emotionless.

Eren stood up and looked at you, still stoic like Levi. He clicked his tongue and yawned, like he was bored.

"Ah umm babe, I'll just go upstairs memorizing some scripts." Eren said. You stopped playing and looked at him with a hint of sadness. Eren looks at you, still no emotions. You questioned yourself, does he want to watch you perform? Or he's just tired and busy? Perhaps he didn't like you singing? Perhaps... He got sick of you and started dating others girls?

"Ah [F/n]? Hey are you alright?" Eren waved his hand in front of you bringing you back to reality. You snapped then shook your head and gave him a small smile and nodded.

"Ah yah sure! It's okay! Good luck!" You walk up to Eren and gave him a peck on his cheeks. Eren smiled and excited the room. You sighed and rubbed your temples. You place you guitar on the stand and you sat on the floor. You started to sob silently, you hugged your knees and buried your face on your knees.

It was tough. Not knowing whats going on? Not knowing what's bothering him? Is it because of you? Is it because of his work? You just didn't know whats up and it's making you confused.

Then a vision of him leaving you for another girl entered your mind. It made you more scared, without Eren you're nothing.

Just to be clear, you're actually kinda obsessed for Eren. You knew this but you ignored it. Eren also knew but he wasn't bothered by it.

"Eren... Pl-please... Don't leave... Me..." you whispered.

"i l-love you... P-please don't..." you sobbed and let all your tears out.

You felt your heart aching, knowing you're deeply hurt and confused. You lay there helplessly and let all the pain out.

~Time skip~

"hey, [F/n] tomorrow we'll have a meeting with Levi and his manager alright?" hanji told you while turning the lights off on the studio.

"huh? Why?" you asked in confusion.

"well... Me and Erwin are going to discuss the idea of you and Levi making a new album together." Hanji explains.

"wha?! I never agreed remember??" you exclaimed.

"well yeahh... Its just a small meeting, you might change your mind since Eren agreed--" you cut Hanji off.

"E-eren agreed?!" you exclaimed one more time.

"yes, i talked to him yesterday." Hanji smiled.

"Hanji you idiot." you crossed your arms and left the studio.

"oh come on! This is going to be so much fuuuun~ we'll get to work with shorty and Erwin!!" hanji beamed.

"you're just excited because you have a crush on that Erwin guy." you said while opening your car.

"wha-what?! Me?! Have a crush on Erwin?! Ehhh?! Th-thats just i-impossible!" Hanji sweats.

"Hanji, its obvious." you chuckled and entered your car. You started driving away and went straight home. As driving home all you could think is Eren. He's suspicious actions still bothered you. You started to feel stressed, thinking about this always made you stressed.

You saw a café a few meters away. You decided to buy some for you and Eren. Just to remove the stress away. You parked your car in front of the café and left your car. As you entered the café people started to stare at you. You didn't mind though, all you wanted is a cup of coffee. You walk up to the counter and the cashier greeted you.

"G-good morning ma'am! May i take your order?" the cashier stuttered. She was really nervous when she saw you. Her eyes showed excitement and nervousness. You can tell that she's a fan of yours. You didn't like to assume it though so you just act normal.

"ah yes, one large [Fave Coffee Drink] and one large caramel maciatto." you said.

"that'll be... $12." she said. You smiled at her and handed her the money. She smiled back at you and took the money. Before you could go and wait for your order she called you and asked for a picture.

"sure." you said. You took her phone and took a slefie with her.

"thank you so much! Ms. [F/n]! Im a huge fan!" she thanked you over and over again.

"Anytime sweetie." you said and sat down waiting for your order. A few minutes have passed, your name was called and the barista gave you your order. You left the café and headed back home.

As you finally parked your car inside your garage you entered your house holding two cups of hot steaming coffee.

"Eren im home!" you beamed making Eren pop his head outside his work room to look at you.

"welcome home [F/n]." Eren walked over to you and pecked your forehead. And giving you a warm back hug.

"i got you your favorite." you chuckled and handed him the coffee and pecked his cheek.

"oh thanks babe." Eren said while taking the coffee. Eren took his scripts and sat on the couch with you.

"so how's the scripts?" you asked him.

"ugh... My head fucking hurts! The director added some new lines! And they're fucking long! Can you believe that?!" Eren grunted.

"oh geez, that is exhausting, but thats alright Eren i know you can do it." you said.

"thanks..." Eren looked away and blushed. "so... How about you?... How's your practice?" Eren asked.

"well... Ummm... I completed 13 songs today. And Hanji wanted me to sing 2 more, but my throat hurts so we called it a day. Lol, o have huge feeling that Hanji likes Erwin." you laughed.

"the new album about you and Levi?" Eren suddenly blurted out.

"ohh... Ummm... Its doing fine... We're working on a new song. Its almost finish. Wanna liste-"

"No." Eren cuts you off. His response was tough and a bit bitter. "o-ohhh..." was all you could say.

As you read some of Eren's scripts you started to hum a song.

"stop." Eren mattered. You looked at him and didn't stop.

"i said stop!" Eren said a bit louder and this time it broke your heart.

"i can't concentrate if you keep humming!" Eren said.

Okay this was the last straw. Everytime you sing or talk about some music related topics Eren stops you and act weird. Now you need to talk to him and tell him what was bothering him.

"okay Eren. I don't know what the fuck is up but you keep on avoiding me everytime i sing or tell you stories about my job. Now whats up?" you said. Eren sighs and looks away.

"its nothing." he simply said.

"are you su-" you were cut off again.

"yes im sure [F/n]!" Eren stood up and entered his work room. You sat there dumbfounded, shocked also hurt. This feeling made you sick.

Tears started to fall down heary started to pump fast. Your head started to heat up. You didn't know what was happening. You sat on the couch silently crying.

After minutes of crying you started to feel tired and you suddenly dozed off.

° ° °

You woke up at the sound of Eren's voice. He was talking to someone on the phone, and it was obvious that he was frustrated.

"No! In not jealous about her talent Armin!" Eren Exclaimed. "dude! Why don't you believe me?!"

You stood up and leaned your head on the door to hear the conversation clearer. You could hear Armin's voice on speaker and you could hear Armin trying to explain Eren some stuff.

"Eren why don't you just admit? Eren just face it. You're jealous." Armin said. Eren stayed silent for a while and sighed heavily.

"Armin... Its true... I'm jealous of [F/n]." Eren said.

'jealous of me?!' You thought.

"Armin... It's just that... She has everything. And i really hate it when guys starts talking to her." Eren said.

"well dude, Jealousy is wrong... Maybe you need to talk to her about this one." Armin said.

"its hard... Its just funny that im jealous because of her passion. To be honest, i want to sing like her... So that we could sing together... And play some instruments for her..." Eren said.

"Eren? You can act. You're an actor! Thats a talent! Can [F/n] act like good as you? No. sure, she can but that isn't her passion. Its yours. You can draw, and dude! I have to say, you have a nice voice. You can sing. Now look, if you want to sing or play then go and study. In that way, you and [F/n] can now do a duet... Instead of other male singer." Armin said.

"You're right Armin... Sorry for acting all childish... *sigh* i gotta go and and apologize... I went too hard on her awhile ago." Eren said.

"Yeah try doing that, but i suggest you give her a little time. Apologize after you finish re-reading your lines." Armin said.

"Sure, thanks man. Talk to you later." with that they hung up.

You sat on the floor crying and covering your mouth, so that Eren couldn't hear your sobs. You stood up and ran into your music room. You took one of your guitars and crashed it on the wall, breaking the guitar into pieces.

Eren couldn't hear any noise since this room was soundproof. You took your chair and smashed it on the piano.

"Because of you dumb instruments! Eren is sad!" You shouted.

"If I hadn't met music I wouldn't be a singer! And I wouldn't disappoint Eren! I HATE MYSELF!" You shouted while smashing your violin on the floor.

"FUCK EVERYTHING! FUCK MY LIFE!!"

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Eren sighs after reading his last line on the script. He ran his hands on his messy brown hair and left his work room. He went to the living to check on you, but you weren't there. All he saw was the cup of coffee you bought earlier. You weren't on the couch anymore.

Eren sighs and walks into the kitchen hoping you're there eating a snack. Sadly you weren't there either. "[F/n]?" Eren called, but no one answered. He walked out of the kitchen and entered your shared bedroom. Still no sign of his girlfriend. He checked the storage and the bathrooms, you weren't there either.

Eren began to panic so he ran outside to see if you were there taking a fresh air, but there's no still sign of [F/n]. Eren checked everywhere... But there's one room he hasn't checked. Your music room.

Eren walked down stairs and knocked on your room. Eren was hoping that you'd answer him, Sadly you didn't.

"[F/n] it's me Eren... We need to talk." Eren said.

Still no answer.

"[F/n] I'm sorry for shouting at you earlier... Please let me in." Eren begged.

"..."

Eren sighs and open your door slowly. As the door was finally wide open, Eren gasped and his eyes widened. He started to shake and fear is written all over his face. He couldn't believe what he was seeing.

The room was filled with blood. Smashed instruments and the mirror was smashed as well. Everything was broken. Chairs and other furniture were smashed into pieces. But what Eren feared the most was the blood. He ran inside and looked for you.

There, he saw you in the corner lying on the cold hard floor sobbing silently. Your body is covered in blood. And fresh blood were still coming out from you.

"[F/n]!!!" Eren screams. He ran over to you and picked you up. But as he saw a clear view of your body he noticed that your fingers were chopped and your throat was slightly slit.

Eren fell on his knees and started crying. He wrapped his arms around you and cried in agony.

"[F/n] I'm so sorry!" He screamed.

"E-Eren..." You muttered. He looked at you straight in the eyes and listened to you. Your voice was raspy and it was very silent.

"[F-f/n] I'm sorry I'm so sorry..." He said.

"S-shh shh it's o-okay..." You said.

"It's not okay!!"

"It's okay... this is what you wanted... R-right?" You looked at him as tears started to pour out again.

"Once I'm healed... I-i can never s-sing or play a-again... Just like you wanted..." You said.

"I DONT WANT THIS [F/N]!" Eren shouts.

"No... Because of me... Eren is sad... I-i should've known... So-sorry but I over heard you and A-Armin awhile ago..." You smiled. "B-boys wouldn't go near me because I have t-terrible scars now... I'm a-all yours n-now Eren! arent you happy?!" You added.

Eren didn't say anything but looked at you and sobbed. He doesn't know what to respond, all he could do is hold you close and cry in agony.

"I'll do anything for my Eren... Because I love him... I love you Eren... Forever... And al... Alway..." You stopped talking and your body became lifeless. Eren's eyes widened and he shook you.

"[F/N]!? [F/N] WAKE UP!! [F/N] PLEASE! WAKE UP PLEASE!! [F/N]?! WAKE UP!!!!!" He shouts while shaking you furiously, but It was no use. You wouldn't wake up and he knew that you died. He looked at you and hugged you close to him and He kissed your lips for the last time.

He stood up and stared at your lifeless body. He didn't know what to do, all he could do was stare at you with fear. He looked around the room and he suddenly saw a sharp knife lying next to you. Eren took it sliced his arm. Eren winced in pain and dropped the knife.

He took the knife once more and pointed the knife on his chest. He looked at you and smiled.

"I'm coming for you [F/n]. I love you too, forever and always." He closed his eyes dug the knife on his chest and pulled it out. He fell on the floor next to you and he tried reaching for your hand. Before he could touch you, his hand hit the floor and died.

END.

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How's this one shot?

Lol, TBH I feel like the ending is shîtty. Like always, my endings are shitty xD

Lol it's now 3 in the morning and I need to wake up at 5 xD I need to sleep I just really want to finish this one shot since I started writing this one shot last year.

Anyway, that's all cadets!!

Ja ne~!

Ackermanity out!!