you're so pretty
i can hardly breathe
when you're looking at me
with those eyes

i'm falling just to die
is anyone even surprised?
that i held this shit for so long
crying on my own

now i'm writing about you
don't say what i can't do
i'm such a wreck for you
and it's your fault

all the stars aligned that night
when you and i tried to stay alive
through the loneliness
and the pain started to subside
so of course, i can't forget it

spending the first few hours
of the new year with you
why would you pick a girl like me
who's hopelessly romantic and naive?

i can't say i'm sorry
i don't know what it is i did
to cross paths with you

i had that dream
and you know damn well
it meant so much to me
you meant so much to me

but maybe you don't actually know
you're that type of guy anyway
frolicking in the fields of daisies in your own mind
not a care in the world but yourself

yes, that's the kind
that's the kind of guy i like

i guess i always knew
you would use whoever's around
and it's not like i never asked
it's not like i wasn't of sound mind
no, i didn't think you could be mine

but i really wanted to
be more than that one night
we could've been friends
i'm just not that cool, i guess

i don't have the money or the clout
i'm just another girl in your dms
thousands of those you keep around
but i would've let you lock me down

you're just so fucking pretty
and your voice does wonders to me
i wish i was something or someone else
i wish i was your friend