you were screaming for me to stop.
yet i was grinning as i was sliding the blade down your cheek.

you let out a groan, and i was feeling excited. it was pleasuring me, and i needed to hear more of that.

so i grabbed the scissors that was on the nightstand and scraped it across your neck mercilessly as you kept on screaming, while i kept on smiling.

blood was spurting out everywhere and it made both of us dirty, but i didn't care. this was heaven for me, and we were in this together.

but then soon i was being grabbed away and you were being dragged away,

and i saw solid tears forming in your ears,

which stirred up a guilty feeling inside me.