(A/N: I'm sorry I'm such shit at titles. 😂 Also, I couldn't find a nice picture of Jimin crying so I found this sorta? Depressing one. Just imagine him going through life wishing he could turn back time. To the good old days. Sorry I'll stop. Happy Reading! 😊)

No one's POV

The first month hit Jimin the hardest. He stayed in his room, all hours of the day, only leaving to make some food for himself. And even then, it was the type of cheap food one could find at a 7-11. The ones that take no time at all to make.

His parents grew worried and constantly asked him what happened. All they knew was that Jungkook left in a hurry, Jimin left and came back a few hours later, a sobbing speechless mess, and now he won't leave his room. They figured that Jungkook probably broke up with him because of some stupidity and that they would get back together soon. That was the only reason why they didn't intervene.

Yoongi comes over frequently which doesn't raise any concerns for the Park family but it did raise their friend's suspicions.

Jimin's POV

I blink as the afternoon light hits me through the blinds. I guess I should wake up now. I shift under the blankets, stretching in the clothes I've been wearing for days now. I'm hungry. I get up and head downstairs to the kitchen and put some noodles in the microwave. On the handle of the thing was a small note.

Stop eating that crap. Go out and use the money I gave you yesterday.

Love, Mom

Thanks Mom. I roll my eyes and still eat the noodles I prepared. The house is silent, seeing as how my parents are at work and I'm not going to school. Another effortless day where I do nothing but cry because of Jungkook.

Jungkook.

The tears well up for the millionth time, following Jungkook's death. He's gone Jimin. And he's gone because of you. I succumb to the threatening tears as I finish my "food". This is useless. I throw away my "meal" and look for my phone.

74 missed calls, 50 messages

It doesn't matter. I don't need to speak to any of them anyways. I will go through this grief alone. Just like how Jungkook spent his last several minutes.

To be honest, the thought crossed my mind to join him. To end this pain. But that would mean everyone else would grieve because of Jungkook and me. I won't let that happen. I'll stay alive, suffering until I die of old age because it's my punishment for not being there for him. I was too late.

I didn't bother to ask when the funeral would be. No one extended an invitation so I assumed they blamed me. Everyone hates me. What would I do at a funeral where I was the one responsible for their death? They would curse at me, threaten me, and worst of all, it wouldn't even be close to the amount of pain I'm putting myself through.

Besides, I want to remember Jungkook as a loving, vibrant person. Not a cold, frozen corpse. I don't think I could take it, seeing the marks of self-harm riddled across his body.

I go upstairs and change, not bothering to lock or even close the door since I'm the only one in the house. I take off my shirt and pants, leaving me only in boxers.

(Knock Knock)

"Hey Jimin, I stopped by to-" he stops talking when he sees me in boxers. Like I give a fuck.

"What do you want Yoongi?" He keeps coming over to date me, obviously, but I can't. Jungkook killed himself because of all the shits I've been giving him. He was tired of me. Everyone else is too.

He blushes and avoids my gaze as I bend down and pick up my clothes on the ground. "Actually, I was wondering if maybe... You wanna eat lunch with me." He looks at his watch before continuing. "It's already 1:30. Have you eaten yet?"

"Barely." I walk in my closet and pick some clothes, changing for the first time in about a week. I also haven't showered so I put on the dry shampoo, trying to smell decent.

"Well then let's go eat. I'm buying!" I shrug in response and fix my hair a little. We walk downstairs and leave, locking the door behind us, we make our way to the car.

Namjoon's POV

I wake up extra early, wanting to arrive at my new job on time. Once I'm done changing and brushing my teeth, I take one final look at the framed picture of Jin and I before I leave. Jin.

I haven't talked with Jin since our fight but it's not like I haven't tried. I can see that he reads the texts I send him but he never answers. I call him everyday and every night. I feel like a fool.

I applied for this job because it would take my mind off of Jin for a little bit and I need to save money for college. I walk there since it's only 10 minutes from my house. I open the heavy door with the name of the company clearly labeled in big print and approach the receptionist.

"Hi. My name is Namjoon and I'm here for my first day of work." I smile at the nice lady and she smiles back, picking up the phone and calling her boss.

"Hello sir? A Mr. Namjoon is here to see you.... Ok."

"Head on up."

"Thank you miss." I smile and bow, heading towards the glass stairs. Shit I hope I don't mess this up.

Jay's POV

1 month. It's been 1 entire month that I haven't seen Yoongi. And it's all because of his beloved Jimin. For all we know, he probably doesn't feel the same way. He could just be hanging around him cause he needs company which is a dick move considering Yoongi's feelings.

What's worse is how much I'm missing him. He was a great friend. No. He is a great friend. But why do I feel like this ache isn't just a longing for a friend?

I miss him so much.

This is when I decided. I tidy up my house while thinking of a plan. Cleaning helps me think after all.

I realized my true feelings for Yoongi and I don't know why I tried to hide from them. What am I scared of? Oh right. James. I need to make that right. I care about Yoongi too much.

I need to complete the deal with James. Because I...

I like Yoongi.

😱😱😱 The plot thickens.

Jay realized his true feelings for Yoongi!!! 😧 Sorry if it was anti-climactic.

Do you think Jay will really give up Jin to James?

Where do you think Namjoon started working?

Yoongi and Jimin hanging out ❤️

Jimin still doesn't know that Jungkook is fine, and he won't know until he talks with his friends which he is to stubborn to do. Aish, Jimin you idiot.

When do you think he will find out?

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*sighs* I miss asking questions. Make sure to vote and comment! Especially if you're confused about something. Have a nice day lovelies! ❤️❤️❤️