Chapter 10.

Piri Hospital, maternity department.

SuA and Siyeon go to the hospital to begin their journey to have a baby together. The one who suggested this was Siyeon and SuA couldn't say no.

SuA learned that in the previous love, Siyeon and Handong had been dating for a year and then Handong was the one who suggested raising a child with Siyeon, Siyeon agreed and the two of them adopted Chenle.

SuA knows Siyeon is a carefree person, she has no long-term plans, following the natural flow of life. But she said that she plans to have a family with SuA, she wants to have a child with SuA, not an adoption, but a child of two properly.

SuA was shocked after hearing that, she never thought of that scenario. She and Siyeon have only started dating for a few months, although her feelings for Siyeon are very strong, she has not yet dared to say anything.

Siyeon was the one who first made SuA decide to sell her house to live with Siyeon. When she fell in love with JiU, she often stayed at JiU's house but she didn't go to the point of selling her house. Siyeon was also the first to mention children to her, when she fell in love with JiU, SuA never thought of this.

Her relationship with JiU lasted a long time and it ended badly, so there is no basis for sure that Siyeon is her last….

Not available.

But then she hid her vague thoughts inside and didn't show it to Siyeon. She nodded slightly at Siyeon’s  suggestion.

After her nod, just a few days passed, Siyeon informed her that Siyeon had found a sperm donor, that guy's name was Seonghwa. Siyeon and Seonghwa used to be college friends, they are often thought of as sibling by everyone around them because their faces are a bit similar, even though they have nothing to do with each other. Seonghwa is three years younger than Siyeon.

SuA was startled by Siyeon's rocket speed, she seemed in a hurry in this. When the two went to the hospital together, the doctor consulted on artificial insemination method, implanted the fetus with half of SuA's egg and half of Siyeon's egg, and Seonghwa's sperm.

Before taking SuA to the hospital, Siyeon and Seonghwa came here to conduct sperm storage. The doctor said that this method has a success rate of about 30%, must be implanted a few times to be successful, today is the day of the first fetal implantation. Seonghwa and Siyeon together wrote a commitment that if SuA was pregnant and gave birth, they would not be allowed to reveal Seonghwa to the baby.

Kim SuA holds the position of CEO of the company, busy with hundreds of thousands of jobs, but she agrees to accept the responsibility of pregnancy and childbirth. She thinks that it is a sacred job that she needs to take on, after all, there are many talented people beside her who can help in her work, such as Kei.

As time passed, SuA went to her father and told this story, he said that she was too blind in love and that she would be easily taken advantage of. He gives an absurd thought that Siyeon wants to marry her soon because Siyeon is greedy for money from SuA.

SuA felt it was a delusional thought. From the moment she stepped into Siyeon's house, she rarely had to spend money because Siyeon took care of her from a to z. Food is what Siyeon buys, she just needs to cook, new clothes, new furniture, even jewelry, Siyeon buys and gives her. Siyeon has a habit of shopping a lot and addicted, every week has 4-5 packages delivered to their house. Her carefree personality is reflected in her spending and shopping style.

Siyeon really doesn't plan on keeping money, Siyeon is very liberal, she only plans to have a baby with SuA.

Siyeon works in a top entertainment company in Korea, although not as good as SuA's family, but with the existing assets, she can live comfortably without any worries.

So there is no basis to show that Siyeon is greedy for money and taking advantage of SuA.

SuA once again ended her conversation with her father in disappointment. She thought that having a baby was good news and she should share it with Chairman Kim, but she had already exceeded her expectations.

Siyeon's family loves her very much, and her father can't do the opposite.

Siyeon once took SuA to meet her family in Daegu, including Siyeon's parents, sisters, aunts, uncles, cousins. A total of about 15 people and all enjoyed dinner together at a restaurant. The atmosphere is very fun, Siyeon's extended family is full of love and warmth.

SuA was completely welcomed, she felt extremely happy.

Even during that dinner, when everyone was talking to each other in small groups, Siyeon suddenly kissed SuA, a kiss that lasted about 5 seconds. SuA doesn't know if anyone saw it, someone will probably see it because they are all sitting at the same table, she feels shy, but Siyeon has a very confident demeanor, Siyeon just smiles at her reaction .

Siyeon's childish personality is shown through this. She wants to show off to the world about her relationship with SuA, openly and unnecessarily.

But SuA feels happy because she feels like she has another family, this family is both crowded and emotional.

SuA returned home and prepared dinner, her mood was quite sluggish, her life had never been an exciting day after every meeting with President Kim, she felt helpless because she could not find a common voice with him.

After a while, Siyeon came home, she just walked into the house while talking on the phone with someone, her tone was quite annoying.

- I don't care, you have to arrange yourself according to the signed contract, we are already fully set up, can't change the location so unreasonable, so it affects Wendy's reputation.

“…………………….”

- I don't want to hear you say anything more.

Siyeon hung up the phone, breathe hard and threw her bag on the chair, took off her coat and hung it on the rack, and went to the kitchen.

- Hello, baby.

Siyeon changed the tone of her voice to talk to SuA, kissed SuA on the lips and sat down on a chair to prepare for dinner.

SuA pursed her lips and didn't dare say anything because Siyeon looked a bit nervous. The two quietly ate dinner together, after a while, Siyeon began to release all the frustrations in the work.

- Wendy's fanmeeting location has already been contracted, tickets are sold out, fanmeeting news including location, now the lessor blatantly cancels because they want to make room for another artist, Do you think I should go crazy?

- …………. – SuA nodded approvingly, she thought it best not to say anything.

- What they do is irresponsible, shit.

- Cancel the contract, they will have to pay compensation – SuA said.

- They accept compensation, but money is not an issue here, Wendy and fans will be disadvantaged in all sorts of ways. In such a short time, it's impossible to set up a whole show in another place, the shipping cost is huge, and the fanmeeting can't be postponed because Wendy has other shows in the near future, no more dates which is empty.

Siyeon continued to vent her anger in a grumpy tone, which SuA tried to endure. She is sad about father Kim and now she has to sit and listen to Siyeon's anger, she is so sad that she can't concentrate, she doesn't know what Siyeon is saying, even though Siyeon’s voice is very loud.

- Do you consider their attitude to be ridiculous or not?

- Yeah - SuA dropped a sentence because she didn't know what Siyeon was talking about, Siyeon was probably still cursing the other place rental partner.

- That's damned.

After eating and drinking, Siyeon took a shower and climbed into bed, she didn't bother to clean up anymore. SuA sighed and had to do this job instead of Siyeon.

In the evening, the two of them lay side by side with a small distance, SuA turned her back to Siyeon, looked out at the moonlit window and thought.

Whenever she meets father Kim and argues about something, she usually spends the next day sad. She knew this was pointless and a waste of time, but Mr.Kim was her only family member, and she couldn't let it go. Her dream is that one day he will smile at everything she does, will be happy to see her happy.

She had happy times with the relationships around her, but her father was not happy about it.

And she can't change her father, of course she can only endure.

And today, SuA just got to see another side of Siyeon, it turns out that when she's stressed, she will talk a lot, not only talking a lot but also chewing over and over again. Lying on the bed, but Siyeon is still complaining about it, she said while dialing the phone.

SuA is tired of being around and listening, she doesn't care what Siyeon says, but she just hums until she finishes talking to Siyeon.

Starting a relationship with Siyeon, SuA changed herself a bit and she feels that's very positive. Although she did not do well last time and caused Siyeon to get hurt, she told herself that she would not let such a thing happen again in the future.

She has learned to share her inner world more, she no longer has her excessive control. She stayed at Siyeon's house and she let Siyeon decide everything, she always followed with a relaxed spirit, she found what Siyeon did was reasonable, she had nothing to complain about.

Even when it comes to having children together in the future, although she is still a bit confused in her heart, she still listens to Siyeon's orders and does what Siyeon arranges, because she thinks Siyeon's decisions are reasonable.

She asked Siyeon why Siyeon decided to have a baby together so quickly, Siyeon simply answered her.

"I don't want to lose you so I want to have a baby with you, I want us to have something to connect, a strong bond, I want us to be family"

She never thought of leaving Siyeon, she really loves Siyeon very much, but maybe the time she lived in the negative and pushed Siyeon away, that made Siyeon feel anxious. So she had no reason to refuse Siyeon’s request.

Siyeon was upset about work for a while and then stopped, SuA couldn't hear any more talking behind her, Siyeon must be asleep, SuA breathed a sigh of relief.

After a while, she felt an arm wrap around her from behind, she heard Siyeon's monotone voice on the back of her neck.

- Baby, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have vented my anger about work on you.

SuA grabbed the hand that was touching her and rubbed it with her thumb, creating comfort for Siyeon.

Work stress is a normal thing in life, she also has it sometimes, just her way of dealing with it is different from Siyeon. Siyeon can feel free to let loose with anyone, and she locks herself in her own space to gnaw on that stress.

So she has no reason to be angry with Siyeon. She wanted to share with Siyeon about going to see father Kim at the prison today, but maybe it's not the right time.

- What's wrong with your hand?

SuA turned to look, Siyeon was touching the bruise on her right biceps, she had accidentally rushed into a sharp corner in the room during boxing practice this afternoon. SuA explained to Siyeon about this bruise, she has only been wearing a tank top since this afternoon, but only now has Siyeon seen her injury.

- You have to be careful - Siyeon winced and grumbled again, she said something about going to buy some ointment and kissed the bruise lightly, hugging SuA.

Siyeon's steady breathing on the back of SuA's neck, she's really asleep, SuA also closes the eyes and tries to go to sleep.

As time goes by, SuA and Siyeon's life is still a beautiful pink color. There is no sign that SuA is pregnant, the two are still waiting every day in hope. The doctor said that if there are no symptoms after 2 months, SuA can return to the hospital and perform the artificial insemination procedure again.

SuA sometimes meets Dami to talk. She honestly told Dami everything about her and Siyeon's life, including going to the hospital for a fetal transplant and then President Kim's damaging words.

- SuA, do you feel you're ready for that? – Dami asked, the two were sitting in a coffee shop.

- Hmm…I don't know, but I went to the hospital anyway.

- It's really fast, it's only been 5 months since you met her.

SuA felt overwhelmed by the number Dami just said, the short time was like a blink of an eye, yet she and Siyeon have been through so many things.

- Your father must need time, he must be in there mentally not happy - Dami continued.

SuA sighed looking up at the sky through the glass window, she had been waiting for the sympathy of Chairman Kim for a long time. Starting from the time she graduated from university and progressed to a love relationship with JiU, it has been almost 3 years so far.

So how long does she have to wait?

And is what she is doing right or is it because she is blind like Chairman Kim said?

On a romantic evening, Siyeon pulled SuA into her arms after making love, she stroked SuA’s bare back, providing ultimate comfort. SuA snuggled into Siyeon's chest and started to fall asleep.

- Sleep well, baby.

SuA had a wonderful nap, in an indeterminate dream she heard the phone ringing, then a whisper in her ear, Siyeon's voice.

SuA dimly opened her eyes, in the dark she saw that Siyeon was no longer hugging her, Siyeon was standing at the wardrobe, wearing a thin suit and walking towards the door.

Sleep was interrupted, SuA curiously got up, put on a shirt and went to the window to look out.

Through the window, she saw Siyeon going out to meet a young girl standing in front of the house.

SuA gently pulled out the window glass.

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- Why are you here at this hour, 4 am? - Siyeon said while rubbing her eyes. Wonyoung called her in the middle of the night and told her to go out the door to talk, her sleep was disturbed so Siyeon felt a little uncomfortable, but because of her inherent gentle personality, she still went out to talk to Wonyoung. .

- I missed you so I come - Wonyoung hugged Siyeon.

Siyeon's discomfort rose to a level, but she remained calm, gently removing Wonyoung's hand.

- How do you know my house?

- I asked Wendy sunbaenim.

- It's late, you’ll go home, we'll talk about it later.

- Why are you so careless, you haven't contacted me for 2 months.

- Wonyoung, because I haven't told you yet, I have a girlfriend - Siyeon winced, wanting to end this conversation soon.

- Who is it, inside the company? when did you have a lover, recently?

-No, she’s not from the company, I've been dating her for 4 months

- Before even sleeping with me? Ha!! you are so toxic Lee Siyeon – Wonyoung was surprised, quickly letting out a sarcastic voice.

- Wonyoung, it was you who took the initiative to meet me first - Siyeon who was already annoyed is now more annoyed.

- Aren't you very excited that night? You are my first time, I'm a minor, I’ll be an adult in a few months, if you're a guy I can sue you in court.

- Wonyoung, what are you expecting, an official relationship? You should remember that you are the one who takes the full initiative, we are clearly a one-night stand and nothing else - Siyeon crossed her arms, coldly stabbing the other person with decisive words.

- You…. - Wonyoung is angry.

- You have only been debuting for a year and what you should do is focus on your career, why waste time on such things. Wonyoung, wake up, don't bother me - Siyeon said and turned back to enter the house.

Wonyoung angrily climbed into the waiting taxi and went home.

Siyeon opened the door and entered the house, heaved a sigh of relief and went to her beloved bed. She didn't see SuA on the bed.

And SuA was standing by the window.

End of chapter 10.