sometimes i like
being by myself
cryin' by myself

but i don't want
just anybody else
when i ask for help

it takes a special person
to understand my special case
i am hurt by the mistakes
i make on the daily

no one can cover for me
i make it on my own
destroy shit all alone

so don't be mad, love
when i don't reply, love
maybe i just need you
to get the fuck out of my face
i don't want your pain
no bad vibes in my way

looking in the mirror
every morning i wake up
thinking to myself
maybe i'm not enough

so i put my hoodie on
blasting lofi music in my beats
just kill the voices in my head
trying to fucking kill me

you don't know what it's like
so don't force your feelings on me
no, i don't owe you
don't need to return your love for me

i will do my shit
grinding all my shit
not a single care
if you call me a bitch
'cause i am, love

i don't always like myself
but when i do
the world burns around me
i'm the baddest in this city

fuck your boyfriend
when you not lookin'
suck his homies
when he's sleepin'

i don't care, love
it's not that you're shit
it's just that i'm better
keep hatin'