All right, a repeated seesaw game.
I try to put an end to it only now
All right,
a boring seesaw game...

Last night you had a very restless night. Your soul mark kept on acting out. You can still feel the sensitivity around your chest area. It's 7 am still reasonably early. You grudgingly got up and quickly go to the bathroom. Do your routine, wash up, and put on casual wear. You went to the kitchen, and you're surprised to see the coffee brewing.

Who woke up so early? Bless their dear hearts. You pour yourself a cup of cappuccino and two spoons of sweeteners. You saw two very excited duos coming out of their bedrooms. Dancing, twirling around you.

"Didn't you wake up Rose.."you look around confusedly? Rose is never late.

"Oh...Rose got an early call from our stylist. Yesterday Elle Mag called ...they wanted Rose's hair different...cause our hairs are practically the same. One of us was supposed to have platinum grey hair...the stylist dyed Lisa's hair ...she'll wear a black Bob cut wig.."Jennie stated,

You looked surprised" no way...like grey! Ew...I'm glad I dyed mine yesterday..but way so short notice."

Lisa laughs "ooh their stylist intern messed up...she thought she sent the final reminder, to our stylist but she forgot, and it was too late to do their hair...so Rose went to at 4 am to the studio.."

You nodded. " Ok ...thanks for the coffee.. anyone for a light breakfast? "

Jennie sips from her coffee" don't bother...ELLE mag already arranged breakfast for us...well be picked up by 9:30 am. oh shoot our driver will be heard already are you coming back to the house with us Ji-Ho ."

You shook your head" no, the manager will take me to the dorms later today after my hair is dyed ..my travel bags are still there...we are traveling with Tzuyu and her soulmate.."

Lisa with dreamy eyes" oh it will be so relaxing. I envy you, Ji-Ho. You must enjoy your trip."

Just then a car hosted outside and the girls all ran for the shotgun. Lisa won. You always get last in because you are still slow and tired.

......

The shoot went well. The photographer was so in love with your cute face he didn't want the makeup artist to overdo you with all, the makeup.

The cover shoots were a success. Rose looks stunning in platinum hair.

Your group photos stood out, and you miss Jisoo at the shoot. She was supposed to be here.

The fashion editor and her assistant looked highly pleased with the final product.

After the shoot, the girls went back home. The manager took you to the office to fix your hair. You were satisfied with the outcome, but it was a little lighter. You still love it. A new shade to fit with the vacation theme.

One of your managers gave you a ride back to Yonsei dorms. You feel the anticipation of the trip in your bones.

Busan here we come! You pack cute clothes and swimwear.

You were dragging your Louis Vittone travel bags to the front foyer of your dorm. Tzuyu and Yerin were laughing at something on Yerin's phone as they were waiting for you. Tzuyu's soulmate, Mino, was packing the bags into the booth of their SUV.

Tzuyu saw you and hugged you tightly" hi yah...Ji-Ho !"

You smiled at them, and they look so happy." Hi, you two, ready for the week of fun and flavors."

Yerin giggles" oh yes ...can't wait to swim in the ocean."

You laugh a little:" I'm too scared for the deep sea. I once went on a cabin boat on the river. It was scary, but I just forced myself not to think about Anaconda."

Yerin shoves your shoulders" you so weird ...Ji-Ho !"

Tzuyu shouts loud" let's go guys... we will be there by nightfall."

They all get into the SUV. You and Yerin are sitting comfortably in the back seats.

Yerin starts to laugh." did you see the new post of Blackpink on YouTube...it's so hilarious. They did a dance cover of "blood, sweat, and tears" Jisoo was hilariously funny."

You paled a bit but hid your nervousness and quickly mention "really, I haven't seen it...can I check it out?"

Tzuyu" here use my tablet... it's still on the tag list."

You took it and opened the app. Your eyes widen at the 1.7 million views, 608 000 likes. Rose just posted last night. OMG...

You were amazed at the popularity of the group. It looks like Blinks loves the Blackpink members in their comfortable pj's at home. There were a lot of comments on Jisoo parts...You look so sexy as you feel yourself up like Jimin in the mv.OMG, what if they see it...what if he sees it...

You feel all of a sudden embarrassed at the number of sexual nuances you depict. Oh well. Jisoo will get it...You smiled at Jennies Suga's rapping skills and the way Rose jump at Jhope's part. You enjoyed it.

Tzuyu with admiration " they are so good at it. I wonder if ARMY saw it. I hoped the girls don't get trolled for this, and it was just for fun..."

You smiled " I don't care ...I enjoyed performing..." You were unexpectedly utter. Tzuyu looks at you with raised brows until you realised almost too late what you said.

You quickly covered it up" I meant I like the performance. My sister and I also enjoy performing it at home even if we can't even dance."

Tzuyu giggles" I can imagine...are you hungry."

Yerin loves food, so they decide on a drive-through for burgers. You don't feel like eating cause the management of ELLE prepared you a gigantic organic breakfast. You just opt for an Apple Mc Fizz and chicken nuggets.

Tzuyu with a whiny voice " oh Ji-Ho how do you get it right to have the body of a kpop idol? We never get that figure even if we gym.."

Her soulmate scoffs" I doubt if you'll ever get that thin, my love...the number of calls I get from you to send takeout is horrifying" You all laugh at her pouty face as she took a big bite of her McFeast.

You decide to take a nap while the vehicle has emerged in silence. You can just hear soft music coming from the Tzuyu playlist. Yerin also chooses to sleep with her head on her lap.

.....

It almost was evening when you reached the hotel and were you so tired. A bellboy came to help with your luggage. You took your small carry bag and followed your friends inside the reception. You all get your room keys. You were so excited to have a room by yourself.

It is like a little suite. You took cute selcas and sent them to the Pink Bunnies Chatgroup.

Taes💜love: oh Ji-Ho the view is breathtaking.

Piscesgirl: it is,....we just arrived safely at our hotel.. did you guys see the dance cover we did yesterday.

JenSuga: yes, it's now 1.86 million views. The fans loved it...did you see how cool I impersonate Suga.

RosePetal: just hope he doesn't sue you...that member scares me...

You signed. You don't want to talk about Yoongi now. Give me a break.

Piscesgirl: No you all aced it...what did Jisoo say

ChiChoo enters chat

Chichoo: I loved it ...You made me look so sexy Ji-Ho... the way your eyes intensified with every Jimin and V move.

Piscesgirl: I had fun...how's the skin doing

Chichoo: it's better, but I must be made up free for a week.

Piscesgirl: at least your schedule has been cleared for the week...

RosePetal: We still have to do dance practices, and Jisoo finds it uncomfortable with the masks on her skin.

Piscesgirl; I'm sorry sister follow the treatment your skin will heal soon.

Chichoo: thanks we were nominated for a Mnet Asian Award. We might perform that night. I hope my skin has been cleared by then otherwise.

Piscesgirl: otherwise nothing ...You will perform that evening, and you will look stunning

Taes💜love: we know what happens if she gets overly excited

Chichoo; aww little sister...You always have my back.

Piscesgirl: anyways congrats on the nom..I'll check it out online on Pinkvilla or Koreaboo...have to go now...

Piscesgirl left the chat.

You are very much glad for the group's accomplishments knowing that you've played a significant part in their success. You don't see what you are going to do when you tell them about your plans. Maybe you'll complete your two-year master's degree in Seoul and go and audition outside your country.

There's nothing that keeps you here. It's only pain and sadness and for this moment, unrequited love for someone you'll never have.

You decide to go and take a long, aromatic bath. You filled your water with all your expensive oils, aromatics bath soaps, and lotions.

After your relaxing bath, you met the girls at the elevator leading to the restaurant areas. You went for dinner and then for drinks at the bar facing the beautiful night view of the beach. Tzuyu and her soulmate went for a romantic walk on the beach, and they missed each other.

You and Yerin were at the bar ordering for yourself virgin cocktails, and Yerin loves her alcoholic drinks. You laugh and really enjoyed you hanging out together.

Some of the hotel guests, especially the younger ones, couldn't stop looking at you. Your hair is glowing like fire in the light. Your eyes are smoky, and you look stunning. Guys came up to you and offered you free drinks, you just politely decline.

Before you even know it, a flashlight went off in your face. You sat there, shocked at the blatant invasion of privacy. A paparazzi got a tip from a guest informing them that a famous idol is at the hotel.

Pandemonium broke out. You cover your face with your arms hidden inside an equally shocked Yerin.

The obnoxious guy kept on shouting questions at you.
"Jisoo tell us about your relationship with (his name ) from Got7.."

" did his soulmate know about your affair?"

" Where is your soulmate..did he leave you because of this affair....common tell the world what you are hiding"!!! He continually takes numerous photos, and you started to cry...the few guests stare shocked as the scene unfolded...some captured it on video. Cameras were on you guys...

You just hid deeper in an annoyed Yerin's shoulder. Oh my gosh..they found out about Jisoo's secret..but now it's not a secret at all. Yerin shouts profanities at the annoying guy and people to stop taking photos and videos, but the guy kept throwing invading questions. Two hotel security guards came and save the day and drag the pap out of the door but not before the barman grab the protesting guy's camera and rips out the film.

Yerin: "Ji-Ho it's ok...shush it's ok...the pics will not get to Dispatch or Tabloids" the few guests that were in the bar ran to you and ask you if you were ok. They didn't know you were "apparently" a celebrity. The other guest couldn't believe they are in the same bar as an idol.

The kind barman quickly brought you a glass of water to let you calm down while tears were streaming down your face. You need to keep it together-you're not Jisoo.

Yerin was furious" that filthy, sleazeball just ruined our vacation..people please she is not the singer..her name is Ji-Ho."

One guest looks at you in amazement " but girl, you look just like that star. Your full facial features are a replica of her..it's so uncanny...like a doppelganger."

You looked up and shrugged" I get that a lot since that girl group debut in August."

You wipe your eyes, suddenly self-conscious of all the admiring gaze and attention you are receiving. Not that you are not used to it, but this is different. You get it outside the safety of the group.

The barman asks you if you alright. Just then the manager came in and profusely apologized for the incident. They even offer you one free weekend stay.
You just nodded. Just then Tzuyu and her soulmate came rushing in as they saw you looking in distress.

Tzuyu was concerned" what happened... did you cryJi-Ho...who must I kill now."

Yerin is still on the warpath" some crazy paparazzi guy run up to us, flashing his camera into our eyes and shouting invasive questions to Ji-Ho. He thought she was
Jisoo. He asks untrue questions."

You stood up abruptly." I think I'll take my leave..."

Everyone around you just nodded and agreed and gave you space. You and your friends went back to your room. You need to call Jisoo. Now. Someone knows something. If a paparazzi follow you here, the others will follow.

The manager ensures that you will be safe and that no unauthorized guests will be allowed in the patron's bar. The management informed the rest secure in the building, but they knew you would not be safe.

At least everyone knows you're not Jisoo, but the others didn't believe you. They thought you were under a pseudo name-you are the type of celebrity that wants to go too far lengths for their privacy.

In your room, you quickly went to the bathroom and cleaned your face. Put on your PJs and get yourself in bed.

You quickly dial your sister's phone.

"Jisoo!" you almost croak it out.

Jisoo answered with a cheerful voice:" heya sis...how's the vacay going."

You fall right through the door." there was an incident tonite at the hotel's bar. A paparazzi got in and took random photos of me thinking I'm "Jisoo"...in front of my friends..."You hear her gasp.

Jisoo."Oh, my word! Ji-Ho are you alright? I know you can't handle the flashing lights. You almost got a heart attack during our trip to Japan. "

You:" I'm ok, but that's not the worse..he threw at my questions about your relationship with a Got7 member. He said you had an affair with him and did he and your soulmates know? And did your soulmate leave you because of the affair:

Jisoo screams out of fury" that's a blatant lie...he didn't meet his soulmate yet. He found her two weeks later!"

You signed" how did the tabloids find out?"

Jisoo still livid" maybe from that dating place we went to"

You rub your face " the media wants to find anything to tarnish our good reps. Anything else happened that I need to know off if I reencounter them?"

Jisoo stood silent for a few seconds, oh no.

You groaned" there are more skeletons in the closet?"

Jisoo signed" it was only one night... I was so happy I was registered as a Tarnished and wanted to experience real freedom, so I erm spend quality time with Jinyoung on a regular, innocent date, not like that!"

-You shout" what!

Jisoo whined " at that time I didn't know they were so well known..yet. We were kissing in the corner of that place, out of every body sight. I didn't think we were caught maybe on the camera footage of that place.

You: "please call management now! Jisoo causes tomorrow it might be on YouTube or online. People took videos of the incident."

Jisoo" I know ... if that gets out I'll get punished. I would get my screen time cut or have fewer lines in the next video or worse no new endorsements ." Jisoo sounds sad. You know how she feels, Jennie and Lisa are the most popular when line distributions or individual cover shoots.

You feel conflicted "please deal with it...or my vacation will be ruined. The paps know now that "Jisoo" is in Busan."

Blinks and saseang fans will stream now to this hotel.

You said your goodbyes and hung up, crawling deeper into your bed covers and slipping into dreamland.

A/N: Thank you to all my lovely readers. Your interest in my stories encouraged me to carry on. Please vote and comment. I would like to know what you think. Stay safe and healthy. Remember, you are blessed and highly favored.

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