you're all it is
always a victim
you can't own up to your shit
acting so different

like you think you're perfect
and everyone else fucks you over
then why the fuck you got
some other bitch's gloves
right in your car's drawer?

you got mad at me
when we just met
and i didn't talk much
'cause i was mad busy

you got mad at me
assumed i ignored your ass
your day didn't go well
so you took it out on me

the fuck was you on?
how you feel cheated
when i wasn't even yours?
you don't got the right to bleed, no

you weren't there for me
in my time of need
but you come back around
tell me things that you did
behind closed doors
just to make me feel like shit

like how was i supposed to know
you left me to cry on my own
so you could get money for this hoodie
that you gave me on christmas

how the fuck was i supposed to know
that you weren't leaving
just 'cause you were sick of me
and that you only want me
when i'm fucking unavailable

i know i broke your heart
but i broke mine too
yet all you think 'bout is yourself
never thinkin how it hurt me
to even hurt you

i couldn't breathe
and i was up late crying
whenever i thought about
you not being here no more
'cause i had to break your heart
i was with another boy

i came back a month later
begging for your heart
and you made me wait two weeks
for nothing
dreaming of you every night was hard
sweating for days only to fall apart
again on my own

you're never there when i need you
everything about you
i should've seen through
all of them red flags
but instead i idealized you