A/N - This is the first draft. Sorry if there are any errors.

All my life I yearned for one thing I cannot name.
-Andre Breton.

Jason has been really in a foul mood since his father's burial two days ago. He rarely eats, nods or shakes his head when spoken to, and he's always in his room brooding. So I had to call Daphne to actually know what to do so he can cheer up. Daphne suggested a week vacation in Bora Bora, which I think is a pretty good idea. So I told her to invite a few of his friends from college because friends are actually a good step towards recovery from grief. The only thing left for this vacation to be a success is to get Jason to agree to tag along.

I stride across the room to the bed Jason was currently on while staring at the ceiling of the room unblinking.

"Hey, Jason... How is the best boyfriend in the world doing? " I slide under the duvet as I placed my head on his chest while I placed my left arm over his stomach.

"M&M missed you too. " He said placing his chin on my head as he weaved his arm around my waist. He tried smiling but I saw the glint of sadness in his eyes.

"I'm really sorry about your dad," I whispered as I placed a kiss on his chest.
"It's okay. What will be will be." He muttered sadly.

"So to cheer you up Daphne and I came up with a vacation. Of course, it wouldn't be just us because that will just be boring as hell. We invited some of your college friends. It's going to just be a week so you won't miss much business... " I was rambling before Jason cut me off.
"So what you want to know right now is if I will want to come?"
"Will you? I mean it would be amazing if you agree. I don't want to pressure you or anything but..."
"Yes, I will love to go. " He placed a kiss on my forehead.
"It's okay if you don't... Wait you agreed so easily! How come?" I looked Jason over like he had suddenly developed two heads or a rare disease.

Jason just chuckled as I kept looking at him like he suddenly became an alien.

"I'm fine Mia. If it's what will make you happy, then why not? Besides you arranged it to make me happy. Don't think I haven't noticed you act like you are treading on eggshells ever since my dad died. It's like you want to do something but you suddenly change your mind like you don't want to offend me. I don't want anything affecting our relationship. Yes I miss my dad and I regret that some stuff happened and I didn't have the time to right those wrongs, but the fact remains that it's past and you are both my present and future." He kissed my forehead gently.

I just threw my hands around his neck and hugged him tightly.
"Thanks so much. "
"So after the present and future declaration, I don't get a kiss from you? " He smiled mischievously.
"Shut up dork. " I said placing my mouth on his.
I knew that the Jason I once knew was coming back.
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We all came down from Jason's private plane as we landed in Bora Bora. Daphne already introduced Jason's four college friends. Dave and Jake are twins and currently famous quarterback for the Lions.

Apparently, they dropped their jaws when they discovered I didn't know them or their club. When Daphne pointed to them during the introductions obviously expecting me to know their names, but when I kept looking as clueless as a doorknob. One of the twins which I later got to know was Dave, with his eye wide as saucers asked 'You really do not know who we are? ' I shook my head slowly.

I was wondering why everyone was making a big deal of it. I mean come on I'm just meeting you people for the first time! Jeez!

When I shook my head that I didn't know them, everyone suddenly started laughing even that traitor Jason.

Jason then whistled and said "Well harper twins that is definitely a first. How do you feel that one girl isn't on your fan club and dying for you?"
"Shut up Jason," Jake spoke for the first time.
"What is it, Jake? Does it hurt your ego that Mia doesn't know who you are? You wanna cry?" Jason jabbed his friend once more.

"There is no need for this fuss. Just tell me who people are. So we can put this behind us. So who are you guys? " I sighed.
"Well, our names are Dave and Jake Harper. If you can't tell already we are twins and I senior this little boy over here, " He rubbed Jake on his head.
"With just two minutes! Jeez! Get over yourself, Dave." Jake said exasperated.

From what I can Jake was a more quiet one and Dave was the loud one.
"Don't feel so bad, Mia never knows anyone. Right M&M?" Jason smirked.

He is really enjoying this and just wants to rub it in.

"Wait, Mia... M&M... Mia Montana? Granddaughter of the owner of Montana estate management? The best friend is Ashley?" Jake questioned like a detective.

I nodded my head slowly. Forget whatever I said about laying low and how no one knew me. It's obvious I wasn't as anonymous as I thought I was. He even knew Ashley for goodness sake! If I tell Ashley this I knew she would squeal. That girl loves fame like she loves her boyfriend Greg and, that's a lot.

"See that was what supposed happen when you saw them," Daphne said laughing.
"I'm sorry that I don't watch football and didn't know who they were." I gritted my teeth obviously in frustration.
"It's alright you can let it go. We can still learn to be friends." Jake said immediately noting my anger.

We immediately started talking and we were really bonding as they told me some of Jason's most embarrassing moments in college. Although like I already knew Jason was on the football team and was really popular. Jake asked for my e-mail and promised to send the pictures. While all this was going on Jason was glaring threatening at Jake who didn't seem to care.

When the two girls finally woke up from their beauty sleep. Daphne told me their names were Sheila and Lydia.

Apparently, they were models, no surprise there cause they looked like ones. They were best friends but apparently, they have not gotten the whole high school /College inferiority complex thing. It's obvious that Sheila was the one with more say in the friendship and Lydia was just the dogmatic follower.

I noticed when Jake asked if they wanted to eat steak, Sheila snorted and said something about keeping in shape. Lydia looked like she wanted it and kept looking at me with puppy eyes as I ate my steak.

I just wish she would be herself cause I know she'll be an amazing person and not the person who right now is laughing obnoxiously as Sheila mocked some other models from one magazine.

As soon as we came down from the plane we heard someone yell.
"Welcome y'all to the best vacation place ever with the most amazing person. " She smiled widely.
"Ohh... That's Sara and she's everyone's favorite person well except Sheila and like you have noticed Lydia does anything Sheila tells her to do. So Lydia claims she doesn't like her but secretly laughs when she makes fun of Sheila. Also, Sarah is a rancher here on Bora Bora so she'll be the best to show us nice places to have fun." Daphne explained.

Sarah approached the plane, as she got closer I noticed her features. She was a tall brunette probably six foot tall, she was a slim lady but in a sexy way. She wasn't looking like she starved herself to be the way she was. It was really cool.

Lydia and Sheila were redheads although, from the roots of Lydia's hair, she was a dark-haired lady, so I guess Sheila had her way with her hair as well.

"Hello, Jason my favorite person in the world. How're you doing? I'm really sorry about the loss of your father and I'm not going to say you don't cry cause crying is a good stress reliever but I'll just say you remember shit happens. Okay? " She threw her hands around him.
"Thanks so much, Sara. I'm grateful for the advice." He hugged her back.
"You're a welcome, buddy. So where is the so much talked about a girlfriend?" She asked while glancing around.

I waved my hands at her. I knew she already saw me but just wanted me to identify myself.
"Finally a breath of fresh air, " She said this while giving Sheila and Lydia the stink eye. Although I noticed it was more of Sheila she gave the stink eye.

"My name is Sara Whitney and I know you are Mia Montana. It's so nice to finally meet you. Jason has told me so much about you." She pulled me into a hug.
"Good things I hope?" I hugged her back smiling.
"Yeah... Definitely good things." She smiled back.

She hugged Dave and Daphne as they exchanged pleasantries.
"How come everyone gets hugged, well not technically everyone but Sheila and Lydia don't count. No offense though..." Jake was talking when you got cut off by Sheila.

"Hey." Sheila glared at Jake.
"That's why I said no offense. Also, when did Jason become your favorite person? I thought that was me? " Jake pouted.
"That was until you dumped me a night before prom!" Sarah frowned at Jake but one can tell she was just faking it and she wanted to burst into laughter.
"I broke my arm!" Jake said like he had to explain it a million times.
"Whatever, dumping is dumping." She shrugged her shoulders like she couldn't care less.

"Come on Sara, I have explained a million times to you that I didn't dump you." He followed her still trying to explain not realizing she was pulling his legs.

I looked around as I saw the way Jason was laughing at his friend's banter and I realized that maybe this vacation was not actually a bad idea.