Hey, you should know if this is for you. You should already know. And tbh, I doubt you're gonna see this. So, um, I fricking love you. You made a very elaborate plan and stuff, and frankly, it's awesome that ur willing to do all this stuff for our friendship.

I really do miss you, that shouldn't be a surprise. You're a great friend and if the plan doesn't work out I am glad to have called you my friend. Plus, you're still my friend in my books.

It sucks that I can't text you back, it does. I just need to get a few words off my chest so I'm doing it here. Idc if I'm not allowed to do this but here goes.

You're probably the best friend I'll ever have, and that's saying something. Ur the first one I told my name to I think, at least on here. I loved our long talks, and I'm sad we didn't get to ever actually talk face to face. I'll never forget you dude.

I guess that's all I can say, I'm better at writing fiction :P

If the plan does work, I've got so many freaking stories to tell you man!!

And if it doesn't, it doesn't have to mean goodbye. It'll be awhile until we could talk again but I'm sure if we stick to it and I continue being friends with Ash, then we could be able to see each other again. Even if it'll be years.

It's hopeful thinking but I'm all for hopeful thinking of it means getting to see you :P

❤️

-BV