I´m Not Going Anywhere

Stella´s pov:

"Stella?" She asked me wide eyed.

I didn´t blame her though, this was a totally unexpected visit. I really didn´t even know I was going to ever see her again. But now that I think about it, I´m really glad I stood up to my parents. Yeah, I guess it really sucks I just dropped out of school, but it´s not like I was going to get anywhere far in life anyways. In fact, I was planning on just writing a book. Or maybe be like a comic book drawer or something, I don´t know. I just really didn´t want my life to be like my sister´s. I just didn´t want to have to have a whole bunch of work to do and stuff, but now I was really starting to consider doing something in my life. I´m really sick of my life always being so boring and having nothing to do is really not something I enjoy. Maybe I can just finish school here and graduate. Maybe coming to America wasn´t such a bad idea...

"Jane." I said, echoing her. I really couldn´t believe she was right here. I front of me. flesh and blood, she was actually here and it was just so surreal. After all this time I was finally going to be able to hug her and talk to her. And I couldn´t be happier.

"What are you doing here? Oh my gosh I´ve missed you so much Stel! I can´t believe it! How did you get here! I just can´t..." She said and trailing off at the end starting to cry. I walked over to her and hugged her. I hadn´t realized I had been crying and quickly wiped away the tears.

"I came to visit you. It´s kind of a long story..." I said quietly and she raised an eye brow.

"I have all day." She said simply and I sighed. I sat on the edge of the bed. I turned to face her, and I realized how worn out she looked. Her face was paler than usual, her bright blue eyes had turned into a sad grey color, and most of her hair was gone. And yet, looking so tired and sick, she still looked happy and beautiful. That was one of the things I admired about her, no matter what situation she was in, she always tried to look on the bright side, even if she knew things wouldn´t be alright, she always had hope.

"Well, I got in a fight with mom and dad. And well, dad basically kicked me out. But I was planning on leaving anyways. So, when they weren´t home, I had the courage to go inside their bedroom and I found...drugs inside a box. There was money and I realized that was dad´s job." I said, ashamed and disgusted of what my own father  done and would probably continue to do. It wouldn´t surprise me if he ended up in jail.

She just remaied silent, as if she wanted to tell me something but was holding it back. I frowned at this.

"What?" I asked her.

"What of what?" She asked me and I narrowed my eyes at her.

"There´s something you´re not telling me, just because I haven´t seen you in quite a while doesen´t mean you became a total stranger to me." I said crossing my arms. She sighed knowing there was no point in arguing back.

"I had always known what dad was doing." She said and my eyes widened. She knew? And she never told me?! It would´ve been really helpful to have some kind of information, especially such important information like this one! But why didn´t she ever tell me?

"You what?! Why didn´t you ever tell me! I could´ve left that house years ago!" I manage to say without yelling. 

"I´m sorry. I did it for the best alright?" She said letting out a sigh knowing I wouldn´t find that an acceptable answer.

"For the best? And how would that be for the best?" I asked.

"Look, if I would´ve told you, you would´ve left and that´s against the law and you would´ve had to go to a foster home and that´s the last thing I would´ve wanted to happen." She said and I gave her an apologetic look. 

"Oh. I´m sorry J. I didn´t mean to be so harsh. I´m just a little overwhelmed by everything. My fight with mum and dad, moving out and having to take care of all the money, the airplane incident-"

"Wait what are you talking about? What money and what airplane incident?" She cut me off. I sighed and I just now realized this was going to be a very long afternoon. But I guess that´s ok because I get to spend it with Jane, and I need to spend as much time as I can with her because I don´t know for how much longer I´ll be able to have her. 

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"So you´re finishing school here?" She asked taking a sip of her water.

"Yeah. I just din´t know what to do. They need to know my address and I have no where to stay." I said, taking a bite out of my ham and cheese sandwich. It wasn´t too bad to be hospital food.

"Just stay at my apartment. I´m not staying there anyways so you can just stay there." She said with a shrug and I smiled.

"Thanks Jane. You´re the best." I said hugging her. And it was true. She was the best. 

"So where are you going after you graduate? College? Back to London?" She asked me and I thought about this for a moment. I really didn´t want to go back to London. Why would I? College? I really don´t think I can afford College, besides, it´s obvious I won´t get a scholarship so to be honest I don´t know.

"I´m not going anywhere. I´m staying here with you until you get better. I will come here very single day after school. I promise." I said and i saw a flash of sadness in her eyes but she quickly smiled.

"Thanks, but you don´t have to." She said.

"Of course I do. You were there for me all the time, good and bad times. And there is no way to repay you other than doing the same to you. I want to do this because I couldn´t live with myself if I didn´t." I admitted and she smiled kind heartedly at me.

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"Alright bye. See you tomorrow." I said and hugged her one last time.

"Promise me you´ll go to school tomorrow and give them all the information and everything." She said and I refrained an eye roll.

"Yes Jane. I promise. For the tenth time." I said and she laughed

"Ok bye! See you tomorrow." She said and I left.

I was really happy I actually got to spend the whole day with her. After all this time I finally got to see her and talk to her. I might´ve left London, gotten in a fight with my parents, been in a plane that almost crashed, meet the biggest boy band on earth, possibly have a crush on the curly haired one and my sister might only have 3 months to live, but at the end it´s all worth it because I still have her and that´s all that matters at the moment. I don´t want to live in the past, or in the future. I want to live in the present and live the moment because right now everything else is uncertain.

I left the buliding and hopped into a taxi cab again and told the driver to take me back to the hotel. We passed thorugh Times Square again and I have to say it was even cooler at night! It was full of lights everywhere and all the bulidings were just pretty awesome. I slipped out my phone and snapped a picture. I went on twitter and uploaded it.

"New York City! Lights everywhere!Excited t b here :Dxx"

I tweeted it satisfied with my picture and put my phone back in my pocket. A while later we finally got ther and once again I thanked the driver, paid and left. I started walking towards the entrance when I noticed the lobby was full of girls singing. What the heck is going on?! I walked in adn tried to get past security once again and remembered One Direction was staying in this hotel. Great. Just bloody great. How am I supposed to go back to my room? I sighed and suddenly got an idea. I walked up to a security guard and tapped his shoulder. 

"Excuse me sir. I´m staying here. In this hotel." I tried and he just laughed.

"They all say that." He said and I narrowed my eyes at him. "You need the key to your hotel room in order to go in. Sorry kid, good try." He said and I just laughed.

"Actually," I said grabbing the hotel room key out of my pocket and waving it in front of his face, "I do have one." I smirked and he just stared at me, obviously feeling stupid.

"Besides, I´m not a fan, so let me in!" I said annoyed that I was still waiting while all these annoying girls kept on singing the same song for about ten minutes already. Gosh, can´t they just shut up?!

"Sorry miss. My apologies." He said letting me in.

"Yeah yeah whatever." I said rolling my eyes and going on the elevator. Just as the elevator started opening, all the girls started screaming. I frowned, confused why they were screaming, and then just as the door opened it revealed 5 teenage boys known as One Direction. Of course. 

They stepped out and smiled at me. I smiled back.

"Stella?" Harry asked and  nodded.

"Hey." I said and they all smiled again.

"Hey." They all said in unison. I laughed at how coordinated they were, they were all wearing similar outfits but they were different, if you get what I mean.

"Wait, you´re staying here?" asked Niall.

"Yeah, but only ´till tomorrow. I´m going to live in my sister´s apartment." I said and they nodded. 

"That´s cool. We should hang out sometime before we go back to London." said Louis and I smiled.

"Wait, you live in London?" I asked feeling slightly sad. I really don´t know why I was so surprised. They all had an accent and they were famous, of course they weren´t going to stay in London forever. What is my problem?

"Yeah..."Said Zayn and I just laughed a little.

"Yeah, right. I knew that. Ha. Well I think girls are waiting for you so bye." I said without looking back at them and got in the elevator. What is wrong with me? I can´t have a crush on any of them, they´re famous! Besides, even if I was allowed to, none of them would ever like me! I mean I probably look like a hobo compared to millions of other girls they could have, I mean they literally have girls falling at their feet! I really don´t know what´s wrong with me sometimes...

I went in my room and changed into my pajamas. I put my hair in a messy bun and got inside the bed. I looked at the time.

6:37

Wow, it´s still early. I decided to turn on the TV and it was on E! News. I started watching it.

"Taylor Swift and Harry Styles spent the day together in New York yesterday. They are rumored to be  dating, the couple dated back in May but Taylor had a relationship with Connor. But somehow Haylor managed to spark up the relationship! Is Harry the prince charming Taylor has been waiting for? Keep watching daily to find out more about the newest rumored couple." Said the lady talking on the TV.

Of course, he obviously had to find a girl! I just knew it was pointless even thinking about having him just as a celebrity crush! Gosh...I´m starving. I got out of bed and went down to the dinner buffet. I didn´t really care I was in my pajamas. I got there and started serving myself practically almost everything that they had. After I finished I was pretty satisfied and went back to up. As I walked back I crashed into Harry. What´s up with me crashing into these boys? I just looked up at him and he smiled at me. I decided I needed to stay away room him as much as possible because I couldn´t fall for him, or try to get over my little crush on him. I just mumbled a ´sorry´ and walked back to my room. He must think I´m some kind of bipolar weirdo, but I´m just doing it for the best. I want nothing to do with him or the other boys.

Suddenly I heard a knock on my door. I walked over to the door and looked through the small hole on the door to see who it was. Harry.

Oh my gosh...why does he have to make it so hard?

"Stella. Please open the door. I know you´re in there!" he begged and I just stood there.

"No. I don´t want to. Just leave."

A/N

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