It´s Just For The Best

Stella´s pov:

"Just. Leave." I begged, hoping he would leave. 

I kind of felt bad for doing this, mainly because he had done nothing bad to me. Besides, why was he being so stubborn? I don´t get it, he´s met literally millions of girls all over the world, so why would I be any different from them? I mean, why does he care what´s wrong with me? That´s my problem, not his. 

"Come on. You can tell me." he begged once again and I refrained an eye-roll, obviously annoyed by his stubbornness.

"I think you should really go. There is girls out there waiting for you, and so are the rest of the boys. Just leave." I said harshly.

"But-"

"Leave!" I said and then it was silent.

"Fine. Bye." He said, but I didn´t answer back. 

***

"Finally." I said to myself, packing the last piece of clothing I had picked up from the laundry room this afternoon. I had already packed everything I had used, except what I was going to need after I took a shower. 

I checked one last time to make sure everything looked okay, and then grabbed a towel and went inside the bathroom. I stripped out of my pyjamas, turned on the water, and got inside the shower. I smiled at the feeling of the warm water against my body, so relaxing. I reached for the shampoo and put it on my hair, I did the same thing with the conditioner and then put soap all over my body and done. I cleaned off all the remaining soap and got out. I wrapped the towel around my body and walked back to the bed. I dried myself and put on a white t-shirt, skinny jeans, boots, and my favorite Jack Wills jumper.

I grabbed all my stuff and packed it, and then grabbed my suitcase and exited my hotel room. I went downstairs and just as I passed by the buffet room, I spotted the five teenage boys. I tried to walk a little faster before they spotted me, but it was too late. Niall spotted me and waved at me, I mentally slapped him for doing that, and I just sent him a small smile, which was obviously fake. But I had become pretty good at faking smiles because I realized that people don´t really care about your personal problems, so I just rather pretend I´m okay, instead of making a fool of myself and sound pathetic when the person doesn´t even care, if you get what I mean...

Suddenly, Harry spotted me too, so I just walked away, as fast as I could. Sadly, I´m apparently not a very fast walker, and not too long after they spotted me, I felt someone grab my arm, not harshly though. I rolled my eyes knowing who it was, and turned around. And I was right, Harry.

"Hey." He said, his voice rather soft and almost as if he was trying to whisper.

"Oh hi." I say, trying to avoid eye contact. I hear him sigh.

"I´m sorry for whatever I did to make you mad. I´m-"

"No no no. Harry, you didn´t do anything. I´m just doing it for the best of both of us okay?" I said, and suddenly I realized that sounded very cliché out loud. I felt like I was in one of those movies where one person is all like 'it´s not you, it´s me.´ But I wasn´t going to say that...

"For the best? What are you talking about? We just met and-"

"Exactly Harry. That´s my point, we just met, so why do you care so much? Look, it's complicated okay? Just leave it alone. And don´t worry, I don´t think you´ll see me ever again anyways because  I'm not staying here anymore. But it was really nice meeting you. Bye." I said and started walking away.

"Wait!" he said but I just ignored him.

"Stella come back." he said and I turned around. 

"What?" I said.

"If you won´t see me ever again, then why can´t you explain?" He asked me and I just rolled my eyes.

"Just don´t talk to me. I'm pretty sure you don't want any stories going around about you with some mystery girl a.k.a. me. Besides, I don't think Taylor will be very happy about seeing you with me, I heard she's the jealous type. Bye." And with that said, I left. Probably leaving him with lots of unanswered questions, and probably completely dumbfounded.

I walked out the doors, got in a taxi cab and told the driver to take me to my sister's apartment. I decided to plug in my headphones and put my iPod on shuffle and 'Love story´ by Taylor Swift came on. I don't know if i was kind of creeped out by the fact that it was a Taylor Swift song, or because the song reminded me of the situation I was in, because of Harry and all that and how we could NEVER be together. Either way, I changed the song.

***

"Thank you." I said to the man who drove me to my sister's place. I got down, grab my suitcase and walked towards the building. I found the door, and opened it. I walked in and my eyes widened, Her apartment was like my dream house or something! You could see the whole city from her window and her walls had all these cool abstract paintings. I suddenly felt a little sad i had to leave all the painting I had made back home. I walked further into in and heard a noise. I turned around and jumped when I saw the small dog in Jane's room. If I'm right, it was a Yorkie. I smiled at the little puppy rolling on the floor, playing with a red ball. I put my suitcase on the bed and then walked over to the puppy.

"Awh. You're a cute little thing!" I cooed at it, even though I'm pretty sure it couldn't understand me. I looked at the necklace around its neck. Jelly. The dog's name is Jelly? What kind of name is that? Ok then. Haha.

I walked over to the kitchen, hoping I would find some dog food. I really don't understand how is it that my sister didn't even bother to tell me she had a dog! She could've at least sent me instructions about what to do with it... I continued to look, and suddenly I spotted the bag. I smiled, and grabbed it. I walked over to grab Jelly's bowl and served some in it and put it back on the floor.

I walked back to the room and plopped down the bed. Finally. Some peace and quiet. No parents to deal with, no famous people, just me...and Jelly, but you get the point. I laid there for a few more seconds, before standing up and unpack. I put all my clothes in my sister's empty closet and all my hair, make-up, and that stuff in the bathroom. I walked back in the room and looked out the window. It was just a glass wall so you could see the whole city. It was so amazing how many lights you could see in the city. It was somewhat similar to London, but very different at the same time. London was always quiet and everything happened so fast. Everything was just rushing. But there was something different about New York. It was more of a partying kind of place, of course, everyone kind of rushes here too, but it's just a bit more...spontaneous you could say? But I kind of liked it. I mean, it was nice to experience something different. 

I looked at the time.

4:42pm

My eyes widened. Oh my gosh! I'm supposed to go visit Jane! I stood up, grabbed some money and walked out of the room. I saw Jelly eating some food and then remembered I was supposed to fill in the other bowl with water. I walked over to where the other bowl was and filled it in with water. After I did that, I walked out the door, locked it, and walked out to look for my sister's car. I realized I didn't know which one it was and laugh at myself for doing what what i was about to do. I stretched out my arm and pressed the unlock button of the keys until I heard a Range Rover go off. Wow...nice car Jane. I got inside and then my stomach started growling. I'm hungry. I passed by a McDonald's drive through and they told me if I could wait in the parking lot so they could take my food because apparently they had a lot of orders or whatever, so I parked and not too long after me another Range Rover parked next to me. My window was open, and suddenly, the other car's window opened too. Ok? As it went down, I mentally punched myself for choosing this specific place to eat. Is he like stalking me or something?!

"Stella?" Harry asked me, inside his car.

"Harry." I said bluntly, not making eye contact with him. I realized this was rude, and since I'm not that heartless, I turned to face him. Big Mistake. There was a blonde in the passenger, known as Taylor Swift. Great. Just great.

"Hey. Oh, I'd like you to meet Taylor." He said and I gave him a look. Does he really think this is the best way to introduce me to his girlfriend? Like seriously? We're in different cars!

"Oh. Hey Taylor. Nice to meet you too...Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to roll up my window because I'm not really enjoying your presence ok? Ok bye." I said rather rudely, but the thing is, if I'm mean, he won't like me. Which means he won't want to talk to me and things will be a lot easier. A few minutes later the lady came up to me with my food, I thanked her and left. Wow...I just realized I was introduced to Taylor Swift and didn't even ask for a picture...oh well. It's not like I'm a fan of hers anyways...

***

"So you just basically told them you hated them in their own faces?" Jane asked me.

"Yup." I said, popping the p.

"Wow. I never thought anyone would miss the chance of meeting One Direction, more than once, and then meeting Taylor Swift and not get a picture. Much less, being that rude to them..." She said nodding and I just smiled.

"Well, you see, if I'm mean to Harry, he'll hate me. If he hates me, Taylor will not get jealous, I won't cause any drama or appear in any magazines, and everything will be so much easier." I said, with a small shrug. She just stared at me for a second, as if she was trying to tell me something, but was trying to find the right words.

"You know...boys like it when girls play hard to get right?" She asked raising an eye brow and I just gave her a confused look.

"No..." I said, not quite sure what I was supposed to say back.

"I've come up to a conclusion." She stated proudly.

"And what would that be?" I asked her, a playful smile across my face.

"Harry likes you." She said, and if I would've had some sort of drink in my mouth I would've probably spit it out.

"What?! No he doesn't! What the heck are you talking about Jane?" I asked her, trying to put some sense into her head. I really didn't understand her sometimes...

"He helped you in the airplane, tried to get you to tell him what was wrong, and the other boys didn't. And he tried to ask you what was wrong in the morning, when you were leaving the hotel and even though he knew you were mad at him for some reason he doesn't know about, he still rolled down the window and tried to talk to you. I bet you he's going crazy with all these weird things you're doing...This feels like a movie or something!" She said and I just sat there, processing what Jane had just said. No. He would never ever like me. He's a rather attractive, and I'm just...just me. There is no way he could ever want to be seen with me probably, much less like me! 

I mean, there is nothing special about me. I'm just me.

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