Chapter 3

Revealed Secrets

Stella´s POV:

"What is in the box?!" I asked my father once again. My parents exchanged glances again and I suddenly started wondering what could possibly be so secret for them not wanting to tell me...

"Stella..." My mother began, "The box...it´s yours." she admitted and her face fell. She looked just as depressed as always, I really didn´t know what it was that she was so depressed about, but I honestly didn´t want to know, knowing it might get me in a pretty depressing mood too.

She gave me the box and on the top it had in black bold letters ´From: Jane To: Stella´. I felt a knot in my throat at the sight of my sister´s perfect and neat handwriting.

"How long have you kept this from me?" I asked, wondering if they had had it before.

"For about...3 weeks?" My mom said. Why wouldn´t they just give it to me?

"Oh..." I said and decided I no longer wanted to be with them and went up to my room and locked it.

I stared at the box for a while, debating whether I should open it know or wait until I was completely ready. It was really tempting and I really wanted to know what was inside, so I decided to open it. I carefully lifted the top, revealing about 15 letters inside. Some envelopes were pink, green, or white. I grabbed them all and looked at the dates on them, I decided to open them by date.

The first one was pink. It was sent on November, 14th. I slowly opened it and started reading.

Dear Stella,

 I hope you´re doing good and made some friends :) I miss you sooo much sis! I really hope mom and dad are taing good care of you or I will come back! ;) I wrote this letter because I wanted you to know that even if I´m not there I want to stay in contact and try to be helpful because you know I love you. In case you were wondering, I got a job and have to be some photographer for this magazine, It´s actually really cool. Before you say anything, no I haven´t met a guy...yet :) Haha. Please stay cool and I really miss you , I wish I could go see you more often but my boss won´t let me :( I swear I do, and I hope you´re doing good in school and everything. I gotta go now because well, my boss is calling me but I want you to know  that you´re always on my mind and I Love You.

                                                                                                                                       Love, Jane.

Just as I finished reading that, I noticed I was crying the whole time. I just missed her so much, and I coudn´t believe she wasn´t going to be here anymore. Not for Christmas, my birthday, New Years. Nothing. And I would have to be all alone because I knew there was no way my parents were going to celebrate any of those things. I read them all and they were all basically just saying how she was doing and that she missed me, but the last one absolutely broke me. It shattered my heart and I just couldn´t believe what I was reading.

Dear Stella,

Pleasem before you continue to read this, promise me you will stay strong no matter what, and that I will always love you. Please continue with your life, and make your dreams come true. I love you and I will always. I´m writing this because I hadn´t been feeling good lately. I went to the doctor a few days ago and I told them what was wrong, they did a few tests on me and then came back with the results the next day. They called me and told me I have cancer. Please promise me you´ll stay strong and no matter what please don´t hurt yourself in any way, shape or form. I really love you Stell and I will always be in your heart. I miss you and I´m sorry I didn´t get to spend all this time with you. I am so sorry. I really am. Just always remember that no matter what happens, I love you sis.             

                                                                                                                        Stay Strong, Love You, Jane.

I couldn´t believe it, I couldn´t stop crying. I was already having a horrible life and the only thing that kept me going was Jane, and know I´m going to loose her. The only thing that loved me ever, I´m gonna loose. Why couldn´t  she just stayed here with me? Because she needed to live a happy life, but know I will loose her, I will loose my everything, I will loose the only person who ever love me. I just can´t believe it is so surreal yet true how someone can just disappear in a matter of seconds, how the only person that I loved will be gone. But I promised I would stay strong and try keeping a smile on my face because it´s pretty amazing how a smile can hide your pain, and your tears. Basically, a smile can hide it all.

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