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Tired

Michael had a whole meltdown. The nurses had to sedate him. I'm so tired. "Lay down Dre, he's gonna be out for the night." Kim told me. I nodded doing as told. "I'm leaving sweetheart. Keep me updated." Kate said hugging me tight then leaving. I laid down finally sleeping.

Flashback

"Michael I'm so fat!" I whined. "You're pregnant and I think you look so sexy." He said sitting next to me on the couch. He kissed my cheek, then rest his hand on my belly. 9 months pregnant and i was feeling it. "Oh that was a big kick." I gasped as Michael smiled and felt on my belly. "Come on Jay Jackson. Daddy is so ready for you." Michael said feeling Jay move around. "How many more babies do you want?" He asked me, "uhh I don't know. This is all a bit overwhelming. Give me a year then ask me." I said.

Michael has been staying home with me, because I am getting close to my due date. I occasionally get contractions, but they aren't the real thing. Just Jay getting ready. "Mommy and Daddy love you so much already." I told Jay, talking to my tummy. "But daddy's gonna be your favorite." Michael jokes. "Oh whatever! It'll be just my luck that I carry this child for 9month and you're the favorite. He's gonna be a mommas boy though." I smirked. Michael playfully rolled his eyes. "I can see your belly shifting." He said. "He's moving a lot." I said feeling my stomach.

Jays nursery has been ready and we've got our hospital bag ready. I was nesting so bad and it's driving Michael nuts. Sometimes he has to go to work and when he comes home everything is reorganized. He can't find anything. "Again?! Are you serious Dre?!" Michael huffed. Looking through the kitchen drawers. "I can't help it!" I shouted. "Baby you gotta stop. You're driving me crazy." He laughed but was serious. "I'm nesting and have cabin fever. I want this baby out." I said frustrated. "Fine let's go out then baby." "I don't want to go anywhere." I groaned. "What do you want Dre?!" He said frustrated. I poked my bottom lip out, reaching my arms out, "you." I said softly. He melted. He sighed but couldn't help but smile. He embraced me. "Let's have a movie night." He suggested. I nodded. "You drive me crazy but I love every minute of it." He said. "Now that's a lie." I laughed. He shrugged, "I wouldn't want anyone else driving me this crazy." He said kissing me. "Ugh stop. You're gonna make me cry." I said kissing him back then I felt this strong contraction. I groaned gripping Michaels arm. It lasted for a couple seconds and it was painful. "Dre are you okay?!" He asked concerned. "Y-yeah, that one really hurt." I groaned gripping my stomach as it faded. "Are you going into labor?" He asked. "I don't know. Let's wait." I said wanting to sit down.

He put a movie in and we sat there for about 10 minutes then I got another one. "Oh my god," I groaned crying. "Breath baby breath." He said. "Ouch ouch! This hurts." I cried as it started to fade away. "I think this is it." Michael said wiping the sweat off my forehead. "Let's wait. That was only two." I said getting up. I needed a drink of water. "Baby let me get it," he said. "No I want to get up and walk a little bit." I said. I got to the sink, getting water. I started to take a sip when another one hit strong, causing me to drop the glass and groan in pain. "Dre!" Michael shouted running to me. Im trying to not throw up honestly. That one was strong. "Okay okay we need to go." I cried getting through the pain.

Present

"Baby," I heard a voice say. I woke up rubbing my eyes. "What's up?" I said sitting up. He took a deep breath. "I need to get up." He said. "Let me get a nurse in here." I said pushing the button getting up. I stood by him as he sat up. He looked upset. "What's wrong baby?" I asked softly. He shook his head, "I really fucked up." He said with a crack in his voice. "Hey, it's going to be okay." I said holding his hand. "We're going to get through this." I promised him. He shook his head. "I failed you I failed Jay. I'm a horrible dad." He cried. I held him as he cried. "You're not a horrible dad, we're going to get through this. We got you baby." I told him with tear stained cheeks. "Dre?" Kim said. "Oh, hey. Sorry. He said he wants to get up." I said as Michael wipes his face. "Yeah let me get Christine and we will get him up." She smiled then leaving. I sat with him, holding his shaky hand. "Are you mad?" He asked. I shook my head. "Just scared. You really scared me Michael." I said. He didn't reply. "Hey," I said getting his attention. I motioned him towards me. I grabbed his chin kissing him. "I'm just happy I get to kiss my husband, I really thought there for a moment I'd never get to kiss you again, tell you I love you." I said.

Christine and Kim came in and helped get Michael up. He gave him a walker and he did pretty well. As Michael was walking down the hallway, Wesley came in with Jay. "Dada!" Jay squealed excited. "Hey buddy," Michael smiles. "Hey man," Wesley said. "Hey." Michael said. "Dre can we go back to the room?" Michael asked. " of course baby," I said helping him get turned around.

He sat on his bed holding Jay. Jay was all about Michael, he didn't want me or anyone. "I think he's hungry baby," he said trying to hand him to me but Jay just started crying. "Michael you're gonna have to feed him. He doesn't want to leave you." I said grabbing food out of his diaper bag. Michael nodded, "here," I said handing him baby food to feed him. He slowly fed Jay and Jay was being impatient. I couldn't help but laugh. Michael smiled genuinely giggling a little. Jay gave him the signal for more bouncing. "Hold on big guy, daddy can't move that fast." He said.

"How's he doing?" Wesley asked as Michael continued to feed Jay. "Better, he was crying earlier and kept saying he failed and that he is a bad dad." I said. "So he knows what going on now?" I nodded. "I told him we got him and we're going to get through this." I replied. "He's still shaking a lot." Wesley pointed out. "I know, it's the withdrawal." I said. "I just want to know how this happened again." He said. "Me too. But I'm not going to push it right now." I said. "Baby I think he pooped," Michael said. "Then change his diaper." I joked. I grabbed Jay from Michael letting him stand up. Jay cried and cried as I laid him on Michaels bed to change him. Michael tried to help but he was so shaky. He was getting frustrated and upset he couldn't help. I hurried up and finished. Michael sat back down and Jay instantly reached for him. "Dada!" He smiled. "I'm going to leave him here with you guys. I'll get him later today." Wesley said. "Okay," i smiles as he hugged me and did a hand shake with Michael.

Jay was fast asleep on Michael and Michael was embracing it. "I'll do better buddy, I promise." He told Jay. I let them have their time. He still isn't himself. "Can you take him?" He asked. I nodded getting up grabbing jay. I laid Jay on the couch then Sat next to Michael. I grabbed his hand holding it. "What are you thinking?" I asked. He shook his head, "I was doing so good." He said softly. "You still are. You just slipped up. We're going to get through this." I said. He nodded, "why were dr. Taylor and Angel in here yesterday?" He asked confused. I took a deep breath, "we are looking at what the best treatment options are for you." I said. He shook his head and just laughed. "I don't need treatment. I'm fine." He said. My heart sank. "Michael, you almost died." I  told him. "And I'm okay. I fucked up and I'm okay now. I'm not going into treatment." He said very adamant. I stayed silent.

Once Michael was back asleep I called Wesley crying. "You were right!" I cried. "What? What are you talking about?" Wesley asked confused. "He doesn't want treatment! He won't go!" I cried. "Calm down. Just give him time." He said. "They're releasing him today!" I cried. "What?!" "That's what one of the nurses said." I cried. "Dr. Taylor and Angel are on their way." I added. "I'm on my way." He said.

I sat in the room nervous. Heartbroken. Scared for Michaels life. Jay woke up, and shortly after Wesley walked in. Michael was awake just watching TV. "Dr. Taylor is just down the hall." Wesley said. "There's no need for her to come in here." Michael said sitting up. "Michael you need help." I said. "No you just want a reason to leave." He accused. "I'm not leaving you! I'm scared for your life!" I cried. "Just like last time? I'm not falling for that again." He said. "Let's just get him dressed Dre." Wesley said. "Here's some clothes Mike." He said handing them to him.
Michael walked into the bathroom, "Wesley," I cried scared. "Let's just talk to him." He said holding my shoulders. "I'm going to hand Jay off to Angel." He said leaving the room. Michael came out, "it feels nice to be in normal clothes." He said. I nodded. He came up hugging me tight, "I'm okay baby, I don't need treatment." He said then kissing me. I couldn't help the tears. "If you love us, you'll get help." I told him. He looked offended. "I'm not going Dre! So lets get our shit packed and go" he said. Wesley came back in. "You ready?" Michael asked Wes. "Mike you need to listen to her. We got everything set up. It's only 6 months long. Jay and her will visit everyday." He said. Michael laughed, "you think she's going to visit?! Nah she's going to leave just like last time and your not taking my kid!" He said getting mad. I took a deep breath, "you either get help and we work at this or you need to find somewhere else to stay. You will not come home till you get help." I said with tears. "Oh really? Watch me." He replied. "You will not have Jay and i if you don't get help! Just get help baby, we will be there every step of the way." I said grabbing his hand. I looked over and I could see Wes was losing his patience. "No. I am going home and going back to work. And you and jay aren't leaving. You're over reacting!" He said. "You think she's overreacting?!" Wesley hollered, "she found you nearly dead at the bottom of the steps as she was hold your son! You nearly suffocated on your vomit till she had to dig vomit out of the mouth so you could breath! No wife should have to do that mike! She has been here every second, you need to get help and if you were in the right mind you'd agree. But it seems you're a lot worse than we think. You love your family and you need fucking help man!" Wesley hollered pissed. Michael didn't say anything. He grabbed his bag and walked to the door. "Let's go baby." He said to me.

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