i love you for who you are because that's the person i fell in love with in the first place .

that's what the chapter titles spell out.

this story was more of an emotional outlet than anything lol, so here and there things might sound random and rambled and stUff lmao.

hope you enjoyed this.

thank you so so so much if you read it to the end asdfghjkl and thank you even more if you voted or commented~~~

i know i dont respond to every individual comment (i try to whenever i have time lol) but just know that if i didn't respond to your comments, i still read them and took them to heart and i hope this story didn't hurt you too much oml.

also, i didn't intend to glorify eating disorders or self harm through writing this fanfic (or any of my stories). writing is partly my emotional outlet (im not good at it, but it just really feels nice to spill everything out in a story about someone else) and i like to write stories with characters that i can empathize with. i've never personally had an eating disorder, but i'm human obvs, and i've had my share of insecurities. that being said, a lot of people seem to be able to empathize with the characters in my stories, and most of the characters they empathize with are the characters taking part in self destructive behavior of some sort. so to anyone who is struggling with their mental health or is just unhappy or insecure in any way, shape, or form, you're beautiful the way you are, and as long as you're happy, that's really all that matters. so please, if you feel like you can't cope on your own, seek help or talk to someone you trust about it. if all else fails, i'm here too so feel free to message me and i'll respond as quickly as i can! i hope things get better for all of you soon <3

»bella