(A/n:- Don't bang my door! You will know why)

(Warning:- Very long chapter! But who cares! Let's get this bread!)

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"Kook! Where are you going?" Jimin asked as he rushed towards the front door to hold back Jungkook by his sleeve.

"I am heading to the supermarket to buy some ingredients for dinner."

"Can I come with you?" Jimin tugged on Jungkook's sleeve.

"No!" He answered in a firm tone.

"O...okay," Jimin flinched back a little and stood over his toes, rocking himself to and fro as he bit his lips.

"How silly could you get, Mimi? I was just joking, come with me!" Jungkook smiled and ruffled Jimin's hair; he pulled Jimin out of the door towards the Mart.
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"Is there anything specific you are craving for?" Jungkook asked as he eyed Jimin who was busy picking up items.

"Yes!" Jimin chirped.

"And what that might be?"

"You!" Jimin answered in a comparatively higher tone earning a few chuckles and giggles from all corners of the mart.

Jungkook turned a shade of deep red and immediately pressed his hand against Jimin's mouth and pulled him to a corner.

"Mimi, how could you say that so loud?"

"What's wrong with that? I was just joking." Jimin pouted and stared at the shoes, kicking Jungkook's shoes with his.

"I know...but still," Jungkook's voice trailed off as he immersed himself in thoughts.

Your sudden confessions flip my heart. What am I supposed to do? Jungkook mumbled to himself.

"Can we just continue shopping?" Jimin spoke in a bored tone and continued to drag his feet toward the vegetable section.

"I was planning to cook steak for us, but if you insist on having greens then so be it," Jungkook said, and smirked when Jimin instantly stopped in his tracks and walked backwards in Micheal Jackson style.

"Did you say steak? I don't even know, what a vegetable looks like. Ou! Where was the steak section again?" Jimin blabbered and paced towards the particular section with a huge mountain of steaks to choose from.

Jungkook couldn't help but chuckle at the male's cute baby behaviour. He followed the hyperactive puppy as he pushed the cart of items.

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"I am heading towards the cash counter. Is there anything else you need, Mimi?"

"Um...I forgot to bring lemons. I will get them, you get the other items packed."

"Do you want me to come with you?"

"Yah! I am not a kid. I know the route, okay! You go ahead and I will join you soon."

"Okay then," Jungkook smiled and waved to the male that headed to the other side of the mart to bring lemons.

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Jimin slowed his pace as he was close to the section and instantly dropped his soft little smile to put up a more sturdy and strong personality.

He smoothly slipped through the corner stacks to reach the opposite side of the lemon section.

He cross-checked if anyone followed him. When he felt the arena was clear he swiftly picked an apple with the tissue placed over there.

He kept walking through the racks, avoiding people's gazes and simultaneously writing something over the tissue once he was done. He picked a few apples and headed toward the cashier.

"I would like to buy these," Jimin chirped and flashed a small smile to the lady that stood before them.

"Oh, of course! Here you go. There are for free," the girl replied with a cunning smile.

Jimin instantly dropped the smile and turned towards the door to leave the mart.

The person slid their hand over the counter to pick up the tissue and placed it into their pockets and tapped over it before smiling.

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"What took you so long? I was worried!" Jungkook whined as he saw Jimin running towards him.

"I brought apples for us, baby!" Jimin replied and pecked his cheek.

Jungkook gasp with both his hands over his mouth and looked, either way, to check if they were alone, "Yah! What do you think you are doing?"

Trying to show someone who you belong to.

"Why? Didn't you like it? Should I kiss you again?" Jimin mumbled too quick and pressed his lips against his before leaning back.

"What's gotten into you today? You are weird!" Jungkook blabbered turning a red tomato and entered the car immediately like a penguin running towards the water to dive.

Jimin, on the other hand, turned back towards the Mart to watch the lady peeping through the windows. He lifted his hand and showed a middle finger straight up in her way.

He smirked vividly the moment she mouthed 'fuck you'.

The tables will turn soon, lady. Jimin thought to himself and got into the car.

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"Is it ready? I am hungry, Kook!" Jimin whined as swayed his legs back and forth over the tall chair he sat on.

It was right in front of the kitchen counter where Jungkook was skillfully chopping the sides and frying the steaks at the same time.

"You need to learn to be patient, Mimi. It takes time to make good food. You need to learn to resist it until it's done to relish it with satisfaction later," Jungkook explained as he focused on plating the steaks over the plate.

Exactly! I waited five years for you, Kook. I waited patiently for you to get out of your shell and face the world. I watched you confront your harsh reality from the other side of the wall. I have waited long enough for you to grow up as an independent man who is capable enough to help another person.

Now, I want to savour you, Kook. I want you to know that you are the most important piece of my heart that refuses to be plucked out irrespective of the consequences.

"I just want you and only you," Jimin mumbled the last line a little too loud for the latter to hear.

Jungkook's hands instantly stopped to look at the male who sat there with the most serious expression he had ever seen.

"Jimin..." His voice trailed off.

"You call me that only when you want to say something from your head and not from your heart, Kook," Jimin chuckled dryly and got off the stool, "I...will wait for you in the hallway. Call me when you are done cooking. If I stay here a little longer, you might burn down the steak and the house," Jimin mumbled with his back facing Jungkook and walked towards the hall.

"This isn't fair!" Jungkook shut down the stove and paced towards Jimin to pull him back.

"Huh?" Jimin asked with a dull hazy look unable to comprehend his actions.

"You... can't just do this every single time and run away!" Jungkook screamed.

"What do you...mean?"

"You can't just speak all flattery and make my heart jump off a cliff. You can't just run away after creating butterflies in my tummy. You just can't say you want me and walk away the next moment-" Jungkook's complaints were interrupted by a pair of lips pressed against his.

He immediately shut his eyes and circled his arms around Jimin's waist. The latter threw his arms over Jungkook's shoulders and raised his toes to deepen the kiss. Their lips crashed against each other with Jungkook's trying to suck over the male's bottom lip and bite it in the process.

A small gasp escaped from Jimin's lips as he continued to work on sucking his lips. Jungkook soon ran his hands down to the male's thighs and lifted him. He immediately wrapped his legs around Jungkook's torso with his lips still connected with Jungkook's.

Jungkook walked towards the couched and dropped him over it. Jungkook cupped his cheeks as he let his tongue enter Jimin's mouth and his knee grinding against Jimin's thigh.

Jimin gasped as he felt Jungkook's knee rubbing against his clothed member. He clutched onto the back of Jungkook's hair to pull him closer.

Jungkook, on the other hand, hovered the male and held both of Jimin's hands above his head as he trailed his lips over Jimin's neck.

Are you sure Jungkook is right for you?

What if Jungkook turns out to be like him?

What if he just wants to use you for your body?

Don't you think you are too naive to give in so quick?

How stupid could the great Jimin be to fall into a similar pit, twice?

Jimin's heart hammered hard against his chest as the voices inside his head grew stronger as the time passed. His breathing was hampered as Jungkook bit the skin over his collarbone.

He isn't like him.

He was a demon and Jungkook saved me from him.

I can't possibly be wrong. He is a ...good person.

Jimin tried to convince his erratic thoughts.

But fuck! How hard could life slap over your face?

"St...stop!" Jimin croaked a voice as tears rolled down his cheeks.

Jungkook immediately let go of his hands and cupped his cheeks, "What is it, Mimi? Did you feel uncomfortable? I...I am sorry. I shouldn't have done this-"

"It's ...not you. It's my head-" Jimin tried to speak between his sobs but the loss of air broke his words.

"Calm down, Mimi. Tell me what is it that you are feeling, okay?"

"Kook, I am scared. I...am trying so hard to forget those nights, those painful events but they just bombard my head every fucking time. I don't want to live in the past, Kook. I want to look towards a new day. I want to imagine a future with you. But the voices in my head are screwing things up. I am sorry if I hurt you-"

Jungkook instantly pulled the boy over his lap and hugged him tightly, "You didn't hurt me. And I am really glad you spoke to me about your feelings. I thought...you were repulsed by me-"

"You are the warmest person I ever met, Kook. I am not repulsed by you neither will I ever. It's just I can't bring myself to trust people." Jimin said, he hid his head in Jungkook's neck. He was scared that the latter might just push him away.

"I can wait for you, Mimi. I understand it's hard to trust someone after what you have been through. We can take it slow, Mimi."

"Why are you so... sweet?" Jimin's lips shivered as he clutched onto Jungkook's shirt.

"When you said to stop, I felt like, I wasn't a worthy man for you. My insecurities just pushed in and I was this close to shutting down. I was scared of losing you, Mimi."

"You weren't the cause of my fear, Kook. I can promise you that. All you have ever done is soothed my heart in the best possible way," Jimin began as he snuggled deeper into Jungkook's neck.

"Could you please trust me till the...end? If a day comes where you have to loathe me, would you still wait for...me?" Jimin spoke up with tears unwilling to stop. His heart screamed to tell Jungkook the entire truth but he can't.

"I will wait for you, Mimi. It might take time for you to forget your past. But I promise to stick by your side till the end. I will stay till you find the courage to embrace me. I will wait...till the end." Jungkook spoke up but his words only caused Jimin's heart to prick more as the time passed and the male crashed over Jungkook's chest, wailing in anger and sadness.

Jungkook answered in a plain tone to the question put forth by Jimin. The male didn't realise the hidden meaning behind it.

Well, he will soon learn about it but in a rather throttling way.

A/n:- Okay! Who's up for the questions?

What did Jimin write on the tissue paper?

Also, who picked up the paper with important information?

Who was the lady at the counter? If you guessed it right then tell me if the paper was picked by her?

Will Jimin be able to embrace Jungkook the way he wants?

Will Zhu let Jimin play his games?

Also, what's the truth Jimin's hiding?

Okay, Maddie! Too many questions. Now stop!

Hope you guys liked the chapter.

Love you guys

Maddie 🙂❤

I promised to tag people, here it goes. I am going to tag a few more in upcoming chapters!

YOONGGLEESSSSSSSSS - thank you, kid! For always putting such lovely comments in my books. I love when we just blast off the comment box by counter firing on each other with lots of hearts and uwus. You are a cute little human being. ❤

mimikooks -My dear lady, I met you on this new account and trust me it was the best thing ever. Your thoughts match a lot of mine, so a plus point to that. Thank you for sticking with me❤

rjsjjvjlimbslee My cute little penguin! Your humour is unbeatable. Always remember that you aren't alone. Always stay happy, baby❤

OfficialKenma05 My sassy person! Your comments always pull out the humour in my lame writing. Thank you for putting such wonderful messages too in the middle of some chapters.❤

jimsmoon - and my another special person. I love your dedication to read through the book and put the words of appreciation wherever possible. When you said that you appreciate for putting effort and writing. This is just a return gift for that. It touched my heart. Thanks kid ❤