Dark- *wakes up really tired* =w=

Dark- *Looks on Wattpad after not updating for about 502829927 years*

Dark- *scrolling through notifications*

"PLEASE UPDATE!"

"I DONT MEAN TO RUSH YOU, BUT PLEASE UPDATE ;W;!!"

"AAAAAAH, PLEASE UPDATE!! I LUVE YOYR BOOKS SO MUCH, I NEED MORE!!!"

Dark- ...

Dark- *closes phone and pulls up computer, tablet screen, phone, and kindle-*

Dark- Yeah. Sorry guys.

Dark- To tell you the truth, it started out as writer's block, followed by no motivation, then turning into stress.

Dark- The first two phases were honestly my fault and I wasn't able to get a story out for the past few months (minus that 4 am Soulmates update, I was really tired for that one owo).

Dark- I know excuses sound bad in this situation, but as an all AP student, I had summer reading projects to do.

Dark- Basically:

- I have to read two books, both about very, VERY serious topics (including society, how government works, and suicide). Books leave an emotional after each chapter I read, so this has impacted me negatively and made me rethink a few things (Some close friends already heard about my reading assignment and yeah owo).

- The first book is a 95 (or something along those numbers) allegory about a revoultion which happened in another country, meaning my class expects a well-written dissection of the entire novel (requirements are seven paragraphs with at least 6 sentences each in them. I asked for assistance from the email address I was provided, but since I'm new and alien to that district, they probably didn't even read it and deleted it so :/).

- The second was pretty bad so owo (They gave us a choice of what to read, but they are all about divorce, mental illnesses, and depression, so I've been thinking about signs of depression in me and LUCKILY DIDNT FIND ANY AAAAAAH OWWWO).

- On the first day of school, these projects are due. If I refuse to complete the project by the second day, then I will be immediately ejected from the AP course and put onto an on level (something I can't afford to do owo).

- Then, on the first week, I'm expected to write a descriptive two page essay on one of the novels.

Dark- It may not seem like a lot, in fact, some of you probably have it worse, but this is dragging me down atht e moment.

Dark- Also, another thing I'd like to mention was summer was also a vacation .w.

Dark- then again, despite all this, I'm trying to find time to write as much as possible uwu

Dark- Back in 2016 or 2017, I had all the time in the world, but now my life is hitting some difficult stuff .w.

Dark- So, it's been trouble having to adjust. Yeah, adjust. I'm not going to fight these difficult stuff because the difficult stuff is what life is. So, I'm still learning to adjust and accept it.

Dark- I didn't realize that before. Probably why it made me look like I was on sugar 24/7, writing Sanscest Crack and all OWO''

Dark- But yeah. Late 2017-Early 2018 has really changed me, in more ways than one. Some of the changes I don't like. Some of the changes I do like. If anything, I can never go back to how I used to be.

Dark- What I'm trying to say is-

I grew up.

Dark- and I'm not as innocent, or crazy, or easygoing as I was before.

Dark- I've been through things that made me like that.

Dark- BUUUUT, THAT DOESNT MEAN IM NOT STILL ME- OWWO

Dark- I just want to say...

Dark- That muffins are great and should be eaten everyday.

Dark- that is the true moral uwu

Dark- Okay, but seriously,

Dark- I see your guy's comments and I'm thankful you enjoy so much as to 'knock' on my door to remind me.

Dark- Thanks for that. I'll try updating something soon.

Dark- Alright, now I can-

SUMMER READING- HELLO FRIEND-

Dark- *SCREAMS-*

ESSAYS- HALLO AMIGO

Dark- *S C R E A M S*

Responsibilities- HEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

Dark- ok, u cool-

Future Situations which if you fail them, they will haunt you all your life and make everyone you know and love utterly disappointed in you, so don't screw up like the idiot you are LOL-  R A W R.

Dark- *SLAIN-*

Wattpad- *picks Dark up and props them up* Yo, u got this

Dark- ;w; k.

Dark- THANKS AGAIN! X3 ANS I'LL SEE YOU SOON!!! X333