=Why I Did What I Did : ANGSTY ANIMATIC=
This is about my latest chapter in my artbook : ANGSTY ANIMATIC
If you haven't seen the video, here it is :
https://youtu.be/tVSQt5cgnN4
(All credits are in the video ; more are in the original chapter ;3)
SO,
I wanted to explain why I did this animatic.
No, it doesn't have to do with DEPRESSION OR SUICIDAL THOUGHTS .w.
I don't have those, soooooo . w .
It's because I listened to the song and envisioned the scenarios!
SO,
If you're a little confused on what's happening, THEN IT'S YOUR LUCKY DAY.
EXPLANATION TIME!
(This chapter is highly unnecessary, BUT I LOVE EXPLAINING AND THEORIZING STUFF, SO WHOOP-DE-DOO! :D)
1) Why Evil!Cracked?
Well, while listening to this song, I had already figured out that I wanted to connect it with my OCs, but I couldn't think of any correct places.
It wouldn't make sense for Willow to be the 'singer' since he doesn't YELL at the people about their problems .w.
It wouldn't be ######### because they don't give a sh*t.
It woudn't be XXXX either since...well...same reason for Willow.
And it wouldn't be Darling since...SAME REASONS FOR #########
(Oh my god, i just realized how one-sided my characters are ;w; They either don't give a damn or are too nice.)
BUT,
THERE IS ONE NEUTRAL CHARACTER I HAVE.
Craaaacked????
It would be fine if it weren't for the fact he was yelling at his BROS of all people.
He would actually sit down and at least ATTEMPT to comfort them or something.
So, that left me with no options. Who could possibly do this?
Enter Evil!Cracked.
It makes perfect sense to me .
Here is the logic behind it :
According to the stories of both Icetale and Skytale (From my interpretation. It could possibly be different), Ice is quite fearful of Cracked and Sky is very accepting of Cracked.
However,
What about Evil!Cracked (AKA, THE ORIGINAL)???
Well, Sky has reacted in a similar way to Evil!Cracked, accepting him as a brother.
Ice is still getting there with both Crackeds, despite his hesitance towards both of them.
Now, how does Evil!Cracked feel about them?
(NOTE : This is my version of Evil!Cracked/The Original Cracked Sans Right Now. Crackedtale's second creator probably might disagree with me, so prepare for that .w.)
Evil!Cracked sees them as...well...people.
If you haven't figured it out yet, Evil!Cracked HATES Cracked.
I've already hinted at this, but here is a basic explanation :
Due to the 'parody' creation of another Cracked (made by yours truly ;3), Evil!Cracked was disgusted. He wanted to kill and erase his AU forever, and he succeeded; killing his Chara and Frisk. However, his existence continued because of these parodies. Angry, he sought out to take them down as well, fianlly getting the job done. What he didn't expect, however, was that this Cracked became well-known (ish) and liked. He even started having a family with one of the most powerful guardians out there (Sky Sans). Upset that he couldn't really kill Cracked without Sky going insane and killing him, he started to become docile. Soon, Ice came along and made it even harder to kill the fake. Obviously, they didn't know that Evil!Cracked was actually the original and thought that their 'brother' was the real one. This frustrated him so much that he went over the edge. He started to not care. Not in the sense where he would stop taking care of himself, but he stopped caring about the fake. He let him live his life. Evil!Cracked just wanted to be left out of craziness of his other parody, but a certain Hacker Slayer kept on wrangling him back in. But eventually, Evil!Cracked was finally accepted as a person and was able to be 'bros' with the others.
OKAY, SO
OBVIOUSLY THIS ISN'T CANON
(Unless OverlordMil and HayMagic want to make it a thing, then go all for it-)
Anyway, this animatic takes place when he feels excluded from them and simply observes Cracked's life.
He does this because he still remembers his past life with his Chara and Frisk.
Anyways, this animatic is basically showing Evil!Cracked providing outside help from the main story, knocking sense into the people he grew to know (through watching them...HE'S NOT A STALKER...Kind of....sorta...okay, he kind of is a stalker, BUT NOT THE CREEPY KIND OF STALKER!) and telling them to 'Move on' or 'Get over it!'
2) Sky's part
Here is what happened :
No, Outer did not die.
What really happened was that Outer was someone Sky deemed as a potential soulmate. They never really hooked up together because Sky never could confess his feelings. Alas, once Sky had gathered the courage to confess, another sans (COUGH-SCIENCE-COUGH) had already confessed before. Heartbroken, Sky went to...you know.
It probably is too drastic for a heart break (hence the Evil!Cracked SMACKDOWN ABOUT THAT FACT!), but Sky had invested so much time in trying to get his feelings straight and trying to confess. Outer also made him extremely happy and light-hearted, helping him through dark times.
It's just,
When someone you hold ideal leaves you for someone else,
It hurts, you know?
3) Ice's Part
OOOOOOH BOY.
CONGRATS TO HAY FOR MAKING THIS AU THIS AMAZING BECAUSE ICE IS THE MOST EMOTIONAL AND AMAZING AND-
IWANTTOHUGHIMSOBADLYHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
But yeah!
His part was basically what happened in Icetale
(SPOILER ALERT FOR ICETAAALE. GO READ IT 0W0)
Since he was forced to freeze everything (THANKS ALOT, GASTER-) against his will, people both despised and hated him. It wasn't his fault for being that way. Feeling this, he felt secluded and alone.
Even after meeting Sky and Cracked, his memories continued to haunt him to the point where he just had to...You know.
Of course, This is my interpretation .w.
I completely understand if this is wrong ;w;
But yeah.
Evil!Cracked reminded him that he DOES have people which care about him and that he shouldn't simply DIE.
It was a ridiculous thing to do, but also understandable (if you think about it...).
4) Cracked's Part
*BREATHES IN*
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-
OKAY.
So.
If you knew about Cracked's past, you would know about what happened...or at least a vague idea of what happened.
Here is what the three images mean when Cracked told his reasons :
Gravestone : Someone dear to him died. (Shown in the Scars and Cracks chapter in my Art Book)
Frisk : Long story short, Frisk was taken away from him and was found nearly dead. It took a long time for them to recover.
=) : The memories of all of the countless genocides which rendered him to have no emotions. Very traumatizing.
Why would he see these 'every time he goes home' ?
Well, his home is the Omega Timeline.
So :
Gravestone : (NOT CANON IN THE ACTUAL OMEGA TIMELINE) In this omega timeline, there is a cemetery where they are buried (Copied from his original AU, which was erased. The 3 managed to escape by separating direct code from it).
Frisk : They literally live with Him
=) : Belonged to Chara, which ALSO lives with him.
SO YEAH.
5) Why isn't Cracked Crying like the others?
Well, this one isn't too important, but as I said :
Cracked was rendered down to almost no emotions.
I mean,
he HAD emotions, they were just...Numb.
Obviously, he feels numb about his AU past, but certain HEAVY things still get to him (Such as all of the things mentioned before and some other things).
I just thought it would be fitting for him to not spill tears since he already cried so much that he ran out of tears! :D
(Godthatwasreallydepressing-)
(Line inspired by Fairy Tail ;3)
6) Ending?
ALRIGHT, SO
IF YOU HAVE SEEN THE ORIGINAL, YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED.
Basically,
A girl went to the roof everyday and found another girl at the edge of the building, wanting to...you know. The girl would stop them and try to convince them, which she succeeds and doesn't (or in other variations, jump anyway since SCREW IT). Eventually, at the end, no one is there. AND, DESCRIBED IN THESE LINES :
"Taking off my yellow cardigan. Watching my braids all come undone. This petite girl short as can be. Is gonna jump now and be free."
MEANING,
ALL OF THOSE GIRLS,
WERE HER.
SHE WAS CONVINCING HERSELF NOT TO...YOU KNOW!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH-
WHYDOAMAZINGJAPANESESONGSHAVETOBESOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD
NOW,
After realizing all of that sad nonsense, I said,
"NO! THIS IS ENOUGH ANGST AS IS!"
SO
Happy ending???
At the end, When Evil!Cracked tries to...you know, his family (the ones he helped), stop him as well.
Give away kindness and kindness will come back to you.
So, I was planning to make a mini comic after that of more feelsy stuff, but I thought,
"Nah, my audience has already suffered enough -w-"
BUT
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE,
HERE IS A SHORT STORY!
(If you don't want to read it, look for the word END ;3)
(Evil!Cracked will be referred to as 'Scars' because Scars and Cracks XDD)
Their hands were intertwined as Sky held tightly to Scars, tears running down his face. Scars blinked. He couldn't believe the sight before him. "Wha..."
"You're not alone...bro." Sky smiled, his grip tightening. In front of Scars, his soul was enveloped with blue. It was magic.
Slowly, Scars was pulled back onto the roof of the building and brought over the fencing. Once he was, Scars was immediately pushed into a crushing embrace by his three brothers.
"What...?" He mumbled, too shocked.
"You helped us with our problems..." Ice brought up.
"Even if you did do it in the most direct way possible." Cracked chuckled lightly.
"But now...we're here to help you with yours." Sky finished, giving Cracked a 'Really?' look.
Scars was silent, at a loss of words. Eventually, he hugged back, enjoying the comfort. "...Thank you." He softly grinned, tears slipping down his face.
He was finally home.
END
Dark- *BUSTS ONTO THE ROOF* AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA
The 4 -????
Dark- AHAHAHAHAHAAHHA *OPENING A PORTAL*
The 4- ???????
Dark- *TAKING OUT 2ND CREATOR, AKA ROB ONTO THE ROOF* AHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
Rob- le wut?
Dark- *SHOVES HIM OFF OF THE ROOF* YOU MADE ME FEEL THIS WAY-
Rob- jokes on you, i'm immortal.
Dark- FAK. *REGRETS ALL OF THEIR DECISIONS*
The 4- UUUUUUUUUH???
(AND THAT'S HOW IT WOULD HAVE WENT IF I WAS THERE-)
7) What is the message?
The message is this :
Evil!Cracked isn't the bad guy.
He never was.
Hell, he isn't even supposed to be called 'Evil' Cracked.
He was just seen that way.
Just remember...
"I'm not the villain of the story... Sometimes, you have to look past the ugly scars and hate-filled words to finally see that I bleed too."
That's it for now!
I hope I cleared up a few things .w.
Baaaaai!
~Meanwhile~
Rob- *LANDS ON FEET* HA! IMMORTAL.
Dark- FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
(XD Robplsdon'tkillme-)
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