MrsKenway25 here is your Edward X reader! A warning to all that this chapter will be triggering.
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No one loves me.

No one cares if I die.

No one will ever care if I hurt myself.

Why? Because I'm a worthless, good for nothing, helpless, weak, disgraceful, and a waste of air for a human.

Are all thoughts that go through my mind as I pick up the blade. I press it to my skin and slide it across. That one was for my parents leaving me as a kid.

I press it against my skin again and make another horizontal cut. The blood goes from the cut and into the sink below. That one was for all the bullies at school.

This time I take the blade and press it to my collar bone. The blood drips down my bare upper body. That was for my bad grades.

I finally feel relief so I put the blade down and wash up the blood on my arms and chest. Once all the blood is washed off and the cuts stopped bleeding I throw on a long sleeve black shirt and walk downstairs.

Once I'm downstairs I see no one is home. No one loves you. They won't care that your gone. This world is just better with out you.

And with that I snap. I walk into the garage and find the chain my uncle left here. It's a thick, heavy, and rusty towing chain. Some tears slip out of my eyes as I walk back into the kitchen. I hook one end of the chain to the ceiling and I wrap the other end around my neck as I stand on a chair. I make sure it's tight around my neck as I kick the chair out from under me.

I feel my wind pipe be squeezed as my feet dangle from the floor. I hear the door open and my best friend runs in. My world goes black as I fall to the floor.

When I wake up again I'm laying in a white bed. I have a white blanket covering my body and I'm clothed in a white shirt and light blue pants.

"Good to see you awake dear."

A lady says as she walks in. She is dressed in white and has short black hair.

"Where an i?"

I ask her as she hands me a glass of water. I gulp it down and she takes the glass from my hands.

"Your in the hospital dear. Your friend said you tried to hand yourself. Right now you are in our rehab unit. Please, this is a safe place. Tell me why you tried to kill yourself."

She spoke as she sat on the end of my bed. Her voice was soft and kind. It's the kind of voice that makes you trust them imeaditly.

"Everyone hates me. No one wants me around. Heck, my own best friend didn't stick around."

I tell her and I sigh at the end. She slides her hand up and down my back slightly.

"We love you here dear. So, we have a buddy system here. Everyone has someone they stay with throughout their day. Then at night the both of you will share a room."

The lady says and I nod as I look up at her. I'm in a tee shirt so all my scars are on display. Why? Why not a long sleeve shirt.

"Yours is Edward Kenway. He is here for being an alcoholic. He knows he has a partner now and he can't wait to meet you."

The lady says as she stands up. She motions for me to follow and I go with her. She leads me through the halls and into a large room. This room is like a cafeteria. It's filled with people and one man walks up to me.

He is pretty cute with dazzling blue eyes and blonde hair. His sun kissed tan skin strikes out against his baby blue cloths.

"Hello, I'm Edward kenway."

Edward says as he holds his hand out. I smile slightly and shake his hand. I am a little shy after all.

"(Y/n). Nice to meet you."

I speak softly as we shake hands. I smile and so does he. The lady leaves us and we both stand their awkwardly.

[Time skip: 2 years later]

"I'm going to the bathroom. Don't do anything."

Edward jokes with me as he stands up. I smile and nod. Right now we are in our room. I sit there as I look around the room. My eyed land on Edward's razor. No one loves you.

No, that's not true. I am loved here. I know I am. Edward and I are like siblings and nothing can break that bond we share.

"Hey (y/n). I have something I need to tell you."

Edward says as he sits back down next to me on the couch. I turn to him and he looks into my eyes.

"I love you. A lot."

He says and I gasp. My thoughts have been proven true. He loves me.

He's lying.

Next time he leave, just end it.

"E-edward."

I whisper out but the door opens up. The same lady stands there the day I came here. I found out her name was Sharon.

"Edward the doctor is ready for you. You will only be a few minutes."

Sharon said and Edward stood up. He winked at me as he walked away. The door shut and I took my chance.

I ran over to Edward's razor and slashed one of my wrists. I dipped my finger in the blood and wrote in the wall 'I am sorry'. Once that was done I slashed my other wrist and went to lay on the bed.

"I love you too Edward."

I whispered as I slashed the blade across my neck. The whole time I was still conscious I cut myself until I felt my life slipping from my grip. Then I closed my eyes and let sleep take over me.

'Welcome home child.'

A heavenly voice said and I turned to the source. I found an angle standing before me.

"Where am i?"

"Heaven."