Yibo shook his head vigorously. "No, absolutely not. I don't like the idea of white pigeons. It's nice to see them flying in the air. But everyone knows it's just symbolic and they'll be recaptured afterwards. Besides, the stress for these pigeons is much too big. And I don't want rice or anything else edible thrown over our heads that birds might eat and then die from."

"Then we won't do that with the pigeons, no problem. And we could scatter flower blossoms if you like that more." Suggested Huang, the wedding planner.

"Besides, you have to remember that we're getting married among close family and friends, not making a big event out of it." Added Yibo, to the long list of things he noticed in the wedding planning and preparations that were not the way he and Zhan wanted.

Yibo by now was annoyed all the planning for his and Zhan's wedding had not been done by himself and had left it to the wedding planner and their mothers. He wants and never wanted anything other than a simple wedding in a small circle. Because all that matters to him is that Zhan stands next to him on the wedding day and says yes.

Although Yibo would like to shout out to the world how happy he is with Zhan and that every single person knows about his happiness, but at the same time such a wedding is an intimate and very emotional moment for him. A big thing in his life and something he only wants to share with the people he really cares about.

"So, just to be clear. No carriage! No white doves! No scattering edible things!" Yibo repeated again, and this time in a much sharper tone than he had intended.

Zhan patted Yibo's hand soothingly, smiled, and said, "I don't know why our mothers planned our wedding like an event. But it's not our wish. My fiancé and I just want a small wedding in a small circle. Because just because it's not a big event, that doesn't make it of any less importance to us. We love each other and want to say yes to each other. That's the most important thing to us."

"I understand that, too. Your mothers said the same thing. But I guess they are really happy for both of you and want this to be a memorable day for you." Explained Huang.

"Our wedding will be a big and memorable day for us even if we get married in a small circle. We love each other and what could be bigger than officially saying yes to each other? How could such a day be less important just because we don't make a huge celebration out of it?" Yibo, who had calmed down thanks to Zhan, replied.

"Fine, we'll just plan a small wedding. You tell me what you want and I'll try to make it happen." Huang suggested conciliatorily.

"I know a motto." Said Yibo with a grin.

"And that would be?" Huang wanted to know.

"Playboy! But not like the magazine. But rather, referring to a Sexy Boy and the playful nature of him."

Zhan smirked, gave Yibo a kiss on the cheek and said, "I called Yibo Playboy for a while. He is playful, sexy, can dance insanely well, and attracts everyone's attention. He captivates those around him and expertly knows how to wrap them around his fingers." Yibo laughed and nodded at the same time.

"Ah I see! However, it's hard to implement that for a wedding. However, we could adjust it to the theme of dancing." Suggested Huang.

"Mhhh, maybe." Replied Yibo disappointedly.

"Why don't we do it that way. We're not getting married until the evening anyway. We could make the wedding look like an evening at a club. With music, dancing and colorful lights." Said Zhan.

"Yes. Let's reenact how we got closer at our wedding." Yibo exclaimed happily.

"Good idea and I already have the right location for it." Said Huang and the three of them immediately started planning for it. They now know how the wedding should look like and where it will take place. However, what they still don't know is how to tell their mothers that they absolutely didn't like their ideas and are now using their own ideas.

Yibo doesn't want to disappoint his mom, but it's his wedding and he wants to celebrate it the way he wants. After all, he plans to get married only once. Because Yibo is sure, Zhan is the one, the right one and nobody else.

Lately, at least since the wedding is getting closer and closer, there are only 6 weeks left, Yibo had often thought of the past. The time before Zhan came into his life and made his life perfect. A time when he tried to pay off the debts of his parents, to finance his living and his career with the job as an escort.

At that time, there was nothing more important to Yibo than earning money, paying off his parents' debts, and pursuing his dream of getting on the big stage as a dancer. Youn was his most important constant in his life. His best friend who was always there for him and still is. Even though they don't see and talk to each other every day anymore. Still, no matter what, the two best friends are there for each other and still try to meet regularly and do things together. If Yibo can tear himself away from his handsome fiancé for one evening.

But at that time not only his dream, earning money and Youn belonged to the most important things in his life. Emily and his relationship with her was also part of his life. She was a part of him for a long time. A long time he had the desire to have a person at his side, who loves him as he is and doesn't just want to get him into bed and is only interested in his body.

In Emily he believed to have found this person. A woman who was not only sweet and smart, but also loved him, even though he couldn't offer her much. Again and again she let him feel her love and at least for a while pretended to accept his job as an escort. Even more, in the beginning of their relationship, she even supported him when it came to his job. She often went with him to fashion stores, picked out clothes for him that made him look elegant or even sexy. She accompanied him to the hairdresser or to the gym and spent as much time with Yibo as possible.

Actually, they were always together when he was not at work. She was always by his side. They did something together almost every day, even if it was just grocery shopping. She made the best of the time they had.

And exactly because of that, because she loved him, accepted his job and even supported him, he loved her. Or at least thought he loved her. Today with enough distance from all this, he knows it was affection and not love. But at that time he didn't know it and enjoyed her company, her affections and her love for him.

But then more and more the real Emily came out and she was anything but sweet, smart and understanding. Again and again they got into quarrels and thus moved further and further away from each other. Suddenly, she no longer accompanied him everywhere, was ashamed of his job and her affections became less and less. More and more, Yibo began to have doubts about his relationship.

And then he met Zhan and suddenly, without realizing it himself, Zhan became more and more present in his thoughts. He began to feel attracted to the handsome businessman, but didn't understand it at the time because he had no idea who he really was and what he really wanted.

When Zhan ended the business relationship with him back then, Yibo felt hurt, sad and wished for nothing more than for Zhan to give him another chance. If he had known back then who he was and what he really wanted, he might have understood by then that it was no longer about the money he lost by losing the business relationship with Zhan. For him, it felt like a slap in the face when Zhan told him he didn't want to see him anymore. However, he didn't realize that until much later.

But it was probably exactly what Yibo needed to realize what was going wrong in his life and to finally realize that his relationship with Emily was at an end and there would be no future with her. Even though he didn't break up with her right away and demanded a break in the relationship so he could take the time to think about whether or not he still wanted the relationship.

When Yibo then saw Zhan again a short time later in a club and the two spent a lively friendly evening together, he finally realized that he was very attracted to the handsome businessman, even if he did not yet know why, and courageously demanded a kiss from him. A kiss that Yibo got and that completely blew his mind and more than pleased him.

But it was also not just a kiss that Yibo will probably never forget again, but the beginning of an unforgettable night. A night that ended with them making love in a hotel room. For the first time, he not only had a kiss with a man who had been on his mind for a long time, but also had sex with him and never before had he had so much fun having sex as he did that night, in that hotel room.

And what was once planned as a one-time thing happened only a short time later a second time, even more intense, even better than the first time and Yibo could not, no, he did not want to give up this pleasure anymore. He wanted more and more of it. Above all, more of Zhan. And so their story began, began cautiously and with the promise it would only be about sex and went on and on. And sex, was soon no longer just the only thing that interested the two of them. They fell in love with each other. And now, in 6 weeks, Yibo will marry the man who means no more and no less to him than his life.

What was once unimaginable for Yibo has now become Yibo's great and true love. He now knows who he is and what he wants. And that is no more and no less than his Zhan!

"Hey, are you okay?" Asked Zhan after Yibo stared for minutes lost in his thoughts.

Yibo looked at Zhan, his heart racing and his belly tingling, he hugged Zhan, kissed him gently on the neck and nodded. "Yes ZhanZhan. Everything is perfect." He replied. A single tear of joy rolled down Yibo's cheek.

"That's all right then. I was getting worried."

"You know what ZhanZhan?"

"What baby?"

"I love you. I know I tell you every day and even often. But, I mean it too. I love you. And I can't imagine my life without you in it."

"What's gotten into you?" Zhan wanted to know confused, but then added, "I love you too baby. More than anything else. Now tell me what was going through your mind."

"Mhhh, I was just remembering how you and I got together. And how happy I've been ever since."

"I feel the same way baby."

"Yeah I know. You know ZhanZhan, I was just thinking about our first kiss and how much I enjoyed it."

"Oh yeah, I remember that. You couldn't get enough of it."

"Mn. That's right. But that kiss was the beginning for us. Because of that kiss, we're here today and we're going to get married soon. At the time I thought I just wanted to know what it was like to be kissed by you and what was so special about it. And then you kissed me and I wanted more. And I got more. I got a wonderful fiancé who makes me perfectly happy."

"You make me perfectly happy, too. And I'm glad you demanded that kiss from me then. And you know what? Already from that kiss, I was hopelessly in love with you." Replied Zhan. Yibo kissed Zhan with a smile and lay on top of him. They were back home in their living room. They were alone and made love to each other all evening.