Hi. Today in Vietnam is 26/06/2021 and time is around :21am. It's been a while. Acually, i did planned to update this damn wattpad, unfortunately that I couldn't because of the Wifi at my house, it's like it block almost the website which come from the other countries. Mostly is the porn websites, Wattpad some international websites. Besides, my phone has been being lagged badly due to being dropped for tons of time. I think maybe after finishing lockdown, I have to have my phone fixed well... Bet that I gotta withdrawal money from my saving for top surgery, which is real pain for my 'cause I want my plan go well.

'kay, lets get in to point. First, as u see the title, the first phrase, yeah, lockdown things. The fact is, Ho  Chi Minh City has been in lockdown twice in this month. The first period was from the 1st of June then would be end at the 15th. But sadly, the patients and the people whom suspect that having the Covid have increase rapidly, so the government decided to work out an another 2-week lockdown again, which means I have to wait until the 29th so that I can go out.

Honestly, in these two periods of lockdown, I have my dysphoria got worse, and the urge for wings, flying also became stronger. Everyday, there's no moments that I didn't think about the wings things and my boobs. And worse, i feel like I was about to be in depression due to being stressful with my mom and my lil's sister. I... I feel like... I'm not truthful at home even though where I living is my house. All day, all what I could do were waking up, having online classes, wiping the house, feeding cats,... And listening to the subs. Those rounetine keep in loop, and I'm realllll bored. I have been struggling with being can't have coffee, struggling with the urge for flying.... And also, money, yeahh... Most of us all experience that. Yeah...

But, well, luckily, or not really, i think? Well, u know what. In this months, I have got so many new symptoms. My back has been in pain more often, and my top half of back has been fluffier a bit (just the feeling, u can't see any visible hair nor baby feather). My eyes seem got better a bit, i can somehow see things in the dark. My legs have been more cramps, soreness and pain, besides I also got taller either. And, after months since the day I attended in the 2nd stage of wings growth, internal changes, I finally got pain and twitching more at my tail area. And the finger nail, i prefer to call them claws, they got harder that I can be scratched and bleed accidentally, but they went softer when I let the claws touch the water. That's a lot, whoa, amazing right?

Erm... And final thing, i have been on mind about signing contract with Webnovel to public this book, and I did made contract with 'em last week. Well, the reason I decided to do that is I want to have my independent financial as soon as possible so that I don't have to rely on my mother anymore in the future. Y'all know, once we got our real, physical, and permanent wings , with or without tail, we may never can go out public anymore, nor having job outside, and if we wanna make money, the only option is Work from home, as a Freelancer. Yes that's it. So, yeah, i made the contract, I'm going to post it on the Webnovel only after I finished this shit lockdown and get coffee for my poor mind at the coffee stores. One more things, i also try to look up a job that I can work at home, but before that, i have to develop digital art skill, and editing mangas skills, and also the Japanese skill. About Japanese, i have to get to the N3 so that I can apply for jobs as an translator easier because English translators are pretty popular, and most people have already know English. Yeah. Hard time.

However, i will can overcome those shit and  manage my daily expenses. I wishes y'all will do your things well and u can get what u desire for. Best wish and stay safe.

OMG, i forgor dis... LOL, yeahhh, guyssss. HAPPY PRIDE MONTH 💖🎉. U all deserved to be who u wanna be from deep inside ur hearts, and be happy for being yourself. Luv