As I mentioned last one about the dream/vision and awkening things which leading to changing things about my wings and specie. So Imma talk about that now.

The first time I got changed wings type was in the summer of 2021 because of that one flying dream showed hint about my wings. I changed into the Eurasian Eagle Owls wings. In around the January 2022, I got to know how my tail would be. In overall it'd be like this in basic:

My tail would have 1 more pair of the fin/feathered fan placed at the root of tail work for lifting up the bottom of body to make flying better.

Then coming to the February 2022, the unsure feeling came up again, then coincidently my fellow in transition to be a chimera, let's call them as Alice, talked to me that i should picked other bird specie to have better chance surviving in Vietnam, so I got another call for having connection feeling: it became the Peregrine. Again, coming to the July same year, Alice told me about their researching, and they found that according to the climate change happening in current, saying in future the world will have highly chance to be hotter, the air would be polluted real bad. Birds, especially the carnivorous birds are sensitive to the environment changings which mean they'd have highly chance going extinct first. Then they recommended me to choose a domestic birds such as dove, parrots, sparrows...

Hearing that fact, I was like, got the clarifying thought: No wonder why every time i switched bird species, all the previous connections just go away immediately. But the fact is: i never have the calling toward to those domestic birds. I gazed out, staring at the chatting I was having with them, considering. All of sudden, a old calling which I had for long time ago since when I started lerning about the WG (wings growing), I thought it was just a phase, but no. The answer was already from the start, it's "Dragon”. The feeling suddenly went strong, so strong that my heart pounding hard, i felt a slight heat in my body. I ask them: "Dragon. How about that?". Oh my, how interesting.

The reason I didn't choose dragon from the first place is because I have the feeling for having feather stronger than having membrance wings. Since that moments, my phantom form went changed immediately after doing research got to know that there's also have feathered dragon too. And eventually, researching, learning about dragon, finding if I'm a dragon shifter or a dragon-man (aka hybrid dragon). Here what I drew based on the feeling I have abouty phantom form:

About the leg, it's the front looking so it may looked a bit weird. It's just the angle looking in drawing, actually its' size is average dragon man legs

And here's about my ✋:

After that, my energy got shifted a lot, i've got plenty symptoms and some of them did made me tired a bit and sometimes i got pain as well. The nubs are still in muscle changing stage so I can say that there's still have time for the wings cuz I haven't got my cartilage nubs yet.

I thought that was all. But no. Life is full of surprises. Things were just going casually til the January this year, I started randomly saw blurry shadow of my wings, around 2 weeks later I found that Cheerub, subliminal maker, published the 4-winged subliminal, but i didn't care, only got to see what it was about, nothing more and totally have no intention to get that as well. And here the funny shit: instead of normal set of wings, it was a 2nd set but smaller, a bit downward from the normal placement for wings. I didn't care much about it, i thought that was just a phase, it just random symptom which wasnt big deal much. I'm wrong, man. It's got stronger as time passed. Last month, about the date of 20th of March, one night, I was chilling in my room, eating snack, being topless no shirt, I suddenly got muscle cramps a lot and that time was totally different that it made me realized sth was not right. It happened at 2 different spots: at the shoulderblades part and at the mid back (within the ribcage arear) instead of going all along my back from shoulderblades in reversed triangle. It kept twitching and cramping that I had to ask myself: "hey there, what da fuk is goin on hah?". I got onto the Alation to ask about this and Cheerub, who is also a member in there, explained that could be the 4-winged awkening. Oh yo, hell!

I was goddamn suprised that I didn't believe it at first. I went to make tarot reading twice, doing the intuition shoulder tapping method to ask if it was true or not. And guess what? All of them, the answers were all "Yes". Right after seeing the answer, without realizing, my phantom form went shifted immediately, it went from having 1 set of wings to 2 sets of wings.

Man. I still can't believe that much. Still having doubt about it. But no matter how  i try to visualize me with 1 set of wings, the phantom form still doesn't changed at all. Then here one night, I think i saw a dream having someone talked to me about this and they told me just work it normally and see the process going cuz I was chosen. Oh my dear, CHOSEN?! Why?!

Things just goes funkier and funkier that now I cant find any other explaining anymore but having to accept the reality I'm in. Don't ask me, even myself couldn't get the reason as well. All wut i know is: i got chosen. Nothing more, just that it. But you know what, if Gaia told me so, then let's see what da fuk will come.

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