Hey darlings!

Yes, you read it right. I am here with my first ever author's note.

Sorry I know many would just turn only by reading the title. I mean not many are interested in my blah blah😅😅

They usually think I blabber a lot maybe they are right😕😅

But I can't hold it back anymore. This author's note is the result of my suppressed emotions of days.

I usually try to be cheerful in any situation, try to be optimistic irrespective of the position I am in.

But at the end of the day I realise I too am a human. 😅😅😅 I realise that no matter how often I smile I too get hurt. It's good. It proves that I ain't doll😊.The real world is very harsh, one needs to be practical and witty in taking decisions. The point is that REALITY hurts sometime and it HURTS a lot.

I have learnt and perhaps would learn a lot from you all. Yes, I wasn't this cheerful back an year or so. But now... Things have changed, for BETTER MAYBE?

When I first started this story, I received your huge love and support. I am an amateur writer. My 17 and a half year old self, probably know nothing about writing.
Trust me, sometimes when I go through my chapters I think "Is it even worth anything, or is absolutely rubbish?"

The response have been FADING, somewhere or the other maybe I'm FAILING you all. I announced it at the beginning, there is definitely no compulsion for you to read it, read it only if you find it worthy.

And if you find it worthy, darlings, an humble request, please don't keep it to yourselves.

You people don't know what your one vote and comment does to me, my innerself.
It gives me peace, it gives me happiness.
I grin like an idiot when I read your comments. I feel immense joy when you vote for my hardwork and I feel absolute bliss when anyone says 'I love you'.

...Coz then I know I am loved. I am loved by so many. My story is loved by so many. I always say I got another family here, because I know these people make me happy.

I am literally blabbering a lot *giggling*. Sorry, can't help my emotionally jumbled self.

Hey, a tear dropped. I don't... ah ... Sh*t, sh*t, I don't know why I am crying. Mommy always says I am a cry baby.
I know I am. But does that make me weak?

Bullsh*t right? I know 😊😊 I tend to speak lot of nonsense.

Anyways, many of you might read; many would just exit seeing the title. Many would think WHAT THE HELL got into her. Many would think 'What a SOB STORY'. I don't blame them, afterall we all have a life ahead of this, we all have our own busy schedule. Maybe this is utterly sh*t. But I had to take it out. It was constricting, piercing my soul.

Please don't give me your SYMPATHY, keep yourselves in my place and feel EMPATHY for me.

I did create a lot of drama up there, again sorry...😊😊

And ya after all those nonsense I give you the ship names of our pair, choose one k?

RuRi (RUdra+gauRI)

RiDra (gauRI+ruDRA)

Think about it...

Thank you,
Love you all😘😘
Fluer-de-cerisier