Author's note ;

Hey everyone! I'm so sorry for not uploading sooner, so I might as well try my best to catch up! I hope you enjoy. Please do not chase me with pitchforks. Thanks!

I would also like to say I am over joyed on the fact y'all actually even read this shit, like Tysm.

Anywho, just enjoy these chapters!

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Yuri's POV

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              I bolted up as soon as I heard the bell rang, indicating that lunch was now over. Groaning, I placed my hand on my forehead and frowned when an unfamiliar weight was behind me plus the long hands that strongly wrapped around my waist.

Confused, I screamed in shock, making the other person suddenly scream too. Now we're both screaming like idiots.

After a second of that later, I cranked my neck to see the person behind me. And there she was, sitting there with a sheepish smile on her face. Monika's hair was adorably stuck on her face and I decided to raise my hand and sweep it to the side of her face.

"Well. Hello." I muttered, quickly retracting myself from her grasp; in which immediately left me regretting that decision.

"Hello to you too. We're going to be late for class, by the way." The green eyed female chirped, jumped up and grabbed my hand.

As soon as I opened my mouth to speak, she bolted back inside and had brought me to my class before she muttered a quick goodbye and ran away to her class before she's late. Chuckling to myself, I clumsily sat near the end of the classroom. Which had a window next to it, I could see the tree in which where we had slept on. A small blush was seen on my face, heck there was even grass on my hair I think.

After a hour of day dreaming, the bell rang once more. Hours of classes were boring, even if i already learnt all of it. All there was left in my mind was the beautiful club president; Monika.

When the bell rang once more, in which was my last class. Smiling to myself, I quickly excused myself and speed walked to the club room. As soon as I opened the door, I immediately frowned and fell backwards.

With a loud "ow", I rubbed my head and looked up in confusion. There stood Sayori and a taller male, he was wearing the school uniform and had brown hair. Tilting my head, I had stood up and saw Sayori constantly apologizing even when I just shrug it off.

Natsuki can be seen slightly pissed off in the corner, sitting on one of the chairs there with her arms crossed; she was practically staring holes into the male.

Monika was beside Sayori, her face lit up as she saw me. I awkwardly slid my way to her, turning around to face the male. He just gave a curt smile and waved, I secretly eyed Monika as she seemed slightly irritated.

"So! Now that Yuri is here, let me introduce you guys to my friend and new member!" Sayori exclaimed as she pointed to the taller male.

"Hey, my name's Veron." He chirped, awkwardly waving then stuffing his hands into his pockets. This made Monika and Natsuki chuckle, it was pretty funny.

As we returned to do our regular routine, I spotted Monika heading to my way; as I just stare at her in pure confusion due to not even realizing I was staring into space.

My eyes then fell down to her lips, seeing how they softly move. Soon enough, I was just staring at her lips like an total idiot. A soft laughter rung in my ears, and a hand in front of my face snapped me back to reality where Monika's face was extremely close to mine that I could feel her small rigged breath fanning on my face.

"Yuri?" She repeated, that made me really snap back and just give a shy smile and looked down as I awkwardly brush my long hair.

"Y..Yes?" I squeak, continuing to brush my hair as I looked down. My cheeks flushing a pink hue, but then the same melodic laugh filled the empty room.

Wait a minute.

Empty?

I snapped my head up and looked around, my face showing disbelief. Everyone had already left except me and Monika.

Me and Monika, alone in a room, oh please just kill me right here and now.

"You kind of just stared into space when we shared poems, and I didn't really wanted to interrupt you. I'm sorry." Monika softly said, I could still feel her breath fanning on my face and by the way I must be in heaven.

Shaking my head frantically, I raised my hand to dismiss it and began to push my books into my book bag. That was when suddenly a hand gripped on my arm, making me yelp in pain.

I looked up in frustration and winced, she was holding tightly onto my cuts, I don't want it to bleed now.

Shutting my eyes shut, I shuddered when I felt a hand on my neck and made it's way up to my chin; lifting my head up.

I don't know about all of you, but my cheeks probably was more red than anything. Like the deepest shade of red. I slowly opened my eyes and met with forest green one's, the most beautiful ones I have ever seen may I add.

Her adorable face suddenly went to a frown as she stopped gripping on my arm, her face showing mixed emotions. Switching constantly from Anger, Fear and Worry. This made me worried too, what if she found out that I enjoyed cutting myself? That she found out about it?

"Where did you get these bruises?" Monika whispered, breaking the unbearable silence in the room. Her hand checking every single bruises on my neck and face, lightly brushing her fingers on them as if she was holding a almost breaking class cup.

"It's nothing, it's fine. I promise." I reassure, even though that was not the truth and I sucked at lying.

Monika breathed out heavily, shutting her eyes hardly. She looked so sad and upset, and I did not know why.

"Yuri, please. Just tell me alright?" She tried again, but I honestly could not. Even if I tried to reach out to reassure the beautiful angel in front of me, I would just end up flailing and got further away then before.

"It's- it's fine. Honestly, Monika. I'm okay-" I yelped at the end of my sentence when she released her grip from my cheek and gently placed them on my thighs, examining the tiny and big bruises on them. Monika's face shifted to one of anger, in fact, this was the only time I ever see her even that angry.

"Yuri. Who did this to you?" Monika half whispered - half screamed, tears escaping the edge of her eye. This terrified me, and made me just want to hug her and reassure that everything would be okay.

But it's not okay.

"I'm sorry- you're being too close to me" I whisper and stood up, swatting her hand away from me. Running as far as my legs could take me, I could feel the hot tears escaping my eyes and down my cheeks already.

I could faintly hear Monika yelling my name in the distant, but I just looked at her once and turned away. Running back into my house, my nightmare, my prison.

I could never be with her.

Therefore, because,

I am the sacrifice, and she is the Angel.

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WhoOooooO

I'm sorry for not uploaded more often qwp. I'll try to update my long forgotten Kiibouma fan fiction but I will try to update this one too.

I'm sorry I left you with that ending on this chapter qwp".

But I love you all anyway :")))