{ a very short story }

"Eomma!" Jisoo gasp and let go of the ladle she's using. She immediately remove her apron and run upstairs where the voice of her son came from.

With a fast heartbeat, cold sweat running down her forehead. And worry in her heart that something bad might have happen to her son.

"What is it Jiseok?!" She immediately ask the moment she step inside their storage room where her son is at.

Her son turn around and look at her before, smiling while holding a piece of paper.

"Look what I found! She's so beautiful!" Jiseok said while waving a picture of a young lady.

Jisoo's brows furrowed and slowly walk towards her son. Sitting down beside him.

"What do you mean Seok?" She confusedly ask when she sit beside her son.

"Eomma look! Who is she?" Jiseok ask smiling while handing his mom the picture he found inside an old shoe box.

Jisoo was smiling, not until she saw the picture.

It was her..

Rosé

Park Chaeyoung.

Her former co-member of the famous and famous girl group Blackpink.

But it was before, years ago, back when they were still young and into dancing and performing.

But when the four of them decided to split up. Have their own, not so normal life.

The two of them broke up too.

"Eomma, Who is she?" Jiseok once again ask. But now more calmer.

Jisoo smiled. "She's my... first love, Seok." She replied.

"Oh? But what happened?" Jiseok curiously ask.

Jisoo sigh trying to golf her tears. She come closer to her son and wrap her left arm around him while showing him the picture of the only girl that caught her heart.

"You know Seok, there are thing.. in this world that can't really happen." She started.

"There are things that we might really like, but it doesn't work it on our way." She added.

Jiseok touch the picture before looking up at his mother.

"But you said she's your first love, love eomma. You love her?" Jiseok ask, Jisoo sigh with a shaky breath as a tear stream down her cheeks.

"I do Seok, I really love her, before." Jisoo said while caressing the picture with her thumb.

"Well.. do you still love her?" Jiseok ask

Jisoo wipe her tears and shake her head. "I don't anymore, but she will remain own that special place in my heart." Jisoo said smiling.

"But why?" Jiseok ask again.

Jisoo chuckle at her son. Jiseok is just 6, he's still curious about things.

"Because she was my first love, and the girl I only loved." Jisoo explained with a small chuckle.

"But why? If you love her, why aren't you two together?" Jiseok ask.

Jisoo giggled and pinch her son's nose playfully.

"If we are still together till now, then you won't be here." Jisoo playfully said.

Jiseok's brows furrowed. "But why?" He ask again.

"Because, your appa gave me to you." Jisoo playfully said.

"But why?" Jisoo sigh, she gives up explaining to her 6 years old son. He will understand it more in the future.

"Because..." she paused and stand up.

"You'll understand soon, Jiseok. All of this, you'll understand, soon." She said before leaving the storage room that also serves Jiseok's playroom.

The picture still in her hand. And when she is already meter away from the door.

That's when she break down and lean on the wall. Covering her mouth to cover her sobs.

She lift the picture up.

She took that picture. When they were on a vacation.

On their 6th anniversary.

On their last anniversary.

-the end-