The things inside my heart never comes out 

They feel safer in within .

All my problems remains the same ,

But I appear as calm collective being .

I struggle alone with all my thoughts ,

Cannot share anything in fear of being judged .

And what comes out of my mouth ,

Are well thought thoughts where no one is offended .

But sometimes I become restless !

Feeling a burden on my shoulder .

Worrying unnecessary on worthless things ,

It seems I gained more years as I feel a lot older .

No one suspects I am not who they think I am ,

That I am an insecure girl trying to fit in .

Behind a mask of acceptable person ,

I do not trust anyone to show who I am within