/ April 11th /

Well my love it's been a month. I have no words to truly describe how bad I'm grieving. My doctor told me to write a journal to you and take up a non destructive hobby.

I'm sorry Jimin, I've taken up smoking, drinking and staying out till all times of the night.

/ April 14th /

I'm so stupid Jimin. I got mugged last night and was too drunk to do anything. I have nothing left. I knew if you were here you'd help me find the guy and hug me till I didn't care anymore.

/ April 30th /

The cherry blossoms are blooming, but I couldn't see the flowers..all I could think of was you and your hair.

/ May 28th /

I'm sorry it's been awhile Jimin. It's Memorial Day so we went out to your grave and covered it with cherry blossoms. I love you so much. I've never cried so hard in my life except at your funeral maybe.

/ June 11th /

3 months has felt like 30 years. I moved in with Yoongi hyung.

/ June 20th /

Yoongi and his cats help dry my tears, but they're nothing compared to your sweet hugs and smiles. I just miss you so much hyung. Why is the world so cruel and unfair? Why'd you have to be taken from me?

/ July 3rd /

It's midnight and I'm looking at the stars with a cigarette in my hand. The smoke is intoxicating but not like the smell of your hair. You were my everything. You smelled like home. As more months go by it hasn't gotten easier.

/ July 28th /

I love you hyung. I'm ready to see you.

/ September 3rd /

My first birthday without you had me crying all day. Hoseok and Taehyung came over to Yoongi's and my place and tried to cuddle the pain away. It didn't help, but it was nice to have a shoulder to cry on. Your warmth though, is one that can't be reciprocated.

/ September 17th /

I think the smoking is getting to me...I have pneumonia. Remember when I fell in that lake hyung? I can't believe I slipped!! I'm sorry for scaring you like that. I miss that moment now though. I miss you.

/ October 11th /

7 months later and I'm in the same place as you. I hope to see you soon.

/ October 13th /

Happy birthday Jimin hyung. I love and miss you so much. I'd give anything to see you smile and hear your beautiful laugh one more time. I miss your eyes and button nose. I miss how you shrunk in my sweaters and your bright pink hair. I miss the feeling of your hand in mine like a complete puzzle. I just miss you. I'm not getting better in the hospital. My lungs are filled with fluid. Maybe I'll be your birthday present.

I love you Park Jimin.

~~

"Jungkookie?"

Jungkook tried to open his eyes, but it was hard with the blinding light.

"Jimin?"

His eyes adjusted on a shorter figure walking towards him. He must be dreaming. He never thought he'd see that pink hair again. The brightness dimmed so he could see him more clearly. It was in fact the blossom haired boy.

"Jiminie?" He asked, tears beginning to fill his eyes. Jimin had teary eyes too as he stood now just a couple of feet away from him. He looked stunning. His hair was brighter than he'd ever seen it and his face was full of life and beaming. There was a glowing and blissful aura surrounding them, and Jungkook took it in himself to close the space between them.

He slammed against Jimin and squeezed him with all of his might before realizing how fragile Jimin used to be and pulled away. He looked down and as soon as Jimin saw the fear in his eyes he burst out laughing.

"Oh my Kookie. I'm all better now." He giggled so daintily as he pulled Jungkook in for a bone crushing hug. "You're better now too Jungkookie." He mumbled into Jungkook's muscular and warm chest.

"But how?" Jungkook asked as he pulled slightly away from Jimin to look the shorter man in the eyes.

"We're in heaven now Kook."

For a brief moment sadness overtook Jungkook as he thought of Yoongi, Taehyung, Namjoon, Seokjin, and even Hoseok. He left them behind because of a stupid destructive habit. It hadn't even been a year since they lost Jimin, and now they lost him too.

"Jungkook, look at me." Jimin said sternly as he reached up and cupped the younger boy's cheeks. "They'll be okay. We're together now. We'll never be apart again."

Jungkook looked back down at Jimin and saw the crease of concern between his eyebrows and the frown etched into the rest of his features. He wanted to wash that away, and knew the best way to do it was with a kiss.

He leaned down and connected their lips and it felt like their first real kiss all over again. Jungkook rubbed his hands through Jimin's hair before trailing them down his back while the latter tangled his fingers in Jungkook's dark brown locks. They felt so alive again.

"I love you Jimin." Jungkook whispered when they pulled away and rested their foreheads together.

"I love you too Jungkook. I missed you so much."

"I missed you more than you'll ever know."

Jimin chuckled at that and moved away so he could look at him properly.

"I've been in heaven Kookie. I've kept my eye on you at all times. I saw your bad habits and all the times you cried. I was there beside you through it all. I wanted nothing more than to comfort you, but I couldn't. I read your journal too when you put each entry in. On my birthday I felt so horrible for feeling excited, but I knew I was coming to get you soon, and now here you are."

Jungkook looked at him with all the love and adoration in the world. He loved Jimin more than life itself and he was so happy to be with him again. They had eternity to be in each other's arms now.

"Come on Jungkookie. Let's go home."

With that Jungkook laced his fingers with Jimin's, and followed the blossom boy to begin their forever all over again.

~~~

Thank you all so much. To avoid any ranting or hate I made two endings, though the original one is how I intended the story to end.

Honestly, I never thought I'd do this to Jimin, but life happens sometimes and makes your feelings not so happy anymore. That's where angst comes in, and this will by far be my saddest fanfiction.

Again, thank you to everyone who stuck by me through this past year with blossom. I can't wait for you all to see what's in store for the future. I have lots of stories in the works. :)

Feel free to comment or dm questions or feedback.

Each and everyone one of you are my blossoms that bloom in my life at just the right times. You all make me so happy.

Also if anyone out there has good artistic abilities I would love some original fan arts for the covers of my stories or just for fun too! In return, I'll make you a character in one of my upcoming stories!

Thank you!

xx

Megan