Alexander pov

I groaned as Choe's rubbed her ass against my painfully hard dick, the best way to wake up if you ask me. I rocked lightly into her soft curves, she was the perfect little spoon. Her head was using my bicep as a pillow and I might have lost circulation there but it is so worth it.

Her eyes were closed, but by how her breath got shallow with each thrust, I knew she wasn't asleep. I trailed my lips along her neck, biting lightly making her shudder against me. God, I loved how responsive she was. She was made for me, she was created to drive me insane. She will either be my everything or my downfall. Knowing that I already caught feelings is frankly ridiculous, in my 28 years of being on this planet I have never actually been in love. So knowing that I'm freefalling and it won't be long before I am is terrifying.

Sure, I dated and liked the women I've been with, but hockey always came first. With her, I'm ready to quit today if she would actually give us a shot. She will eventually give in, stop worrying about everyone else, and do what she wants. Hopefully, it will be me.

"Alexander" Chloe moaned as I moved my free hand to her pussy that was already soaking wet. How long was she rubbing herself on me before I woke up? I fucking love how she uses my full name and not Alex. I fucking hate being called Alex, it's either my full name or Sasha.

"Kotenok, is there something you'd like?" I teased her clit, not giving her what she actually wants. I want her to tell me exactly what she wants. I want her to tell me all her deepest desires, I want to make all of them come true. I think she is my kink. Anything she does turns me on.

She whimpered, trying to move my hand closer so she could rock against it, but I just moved it further away. "Please," she cried out. Her frustration only makes me harder. Note to myself, got to discuss edging with her on a different occasion. She might think it's a one-time thing but she could never be more wrong.

"Words, Chloe. Tell me exactly what you want." my voice dipped, and I let my Russian accent come out, she seemed to love it. Most of the time it is unintentional but I think I'm about to start using it a lot more often.

I could see the battle in her eyes, she didn't have alcohol to fuel her confidence anymore but she wanted this just as much. "Please fuck whilst your fingers play with my clit." I almost growled, her voice came out so innocent whilst her wishes were anything but.

"Good girl," I used my fingers to rub her clit with enough pressure to make her moan and rock against my cock. Fuck, I need to be inside her. I pulled my arm out from underneath her, replacing it with a pillow instead. Reaching over to the nightstand I got another condom out.

She whimpered her annoyance as I removed the other hand that was playing with her so I could roll the condom on, she was cute when she was annoyed. She was almost pouting which is not something I thought I'd see but I love it nonetheless.

"Quit sulking or I won't fuck her." My warning made her stiffen but the glare she gave me promised murder. I chuckled before discarding the foil onto the floor, I'll clean it up later.

"Fuck, Alexander." Chloe moaned as I slid right into her, wet pussy tightening around me. How can one feel so good?

I slowly fucked her, not wanting to rush it, I want to savour the moment. I'm sure she will try to run as soon as her brain won't be clouded by need. I want to make it last as long as possible.

I kissed along her jaw, nibbling on her soft skin, I wanted to mark her and let everyone know she was off limits but she wasn't ready for this. So I will settle for what I can get.

My hand reached between her thighs once again, I want to make her feel so good she won't have a choice but to return. I want her obsessed with me like I am with her. I want last night and this morning to replay over and over in her head. I need her to need me.

There is no dirty talk this morning, no hard fucking, just lazy morning sex. The way she squizzes me, lets me know more than words could ever. Her body speaks for her.

I have no idea for how long we go on before she shudders against me, her legs shake and she lets out the most beautiful noises as she comes all over my cock and my fingers. The way she is gushing all over me, the knowledge that I made her quirt sends me over the edge as well.

"Kotenok." the pet name slips out as I fill the condom wishing there was no barrier between us so I could watch the cum licking out of her later, but settling for filling the condom. Whatever makes her feel more comfortable.

Her head drops back against my shoulder, and her green eyes stare up at me, filled with uncertainty. I know she will get into her head soon and as much as I want to comfort her, it won't help her overthinking.

If it would I would be on my knees telling her exactly how I feel about her but this probably will make her run from me even faster, and she will never allow herself to come back to me. Which is exactly why I let her go as she pulls away from me.

The emptiness inside of me grows the further she gets. She goes into the bathroom, shutting the door but I don't hear a click. She didn't lock it.

I got up as I heard the shower turn on, taking off the condom, I threw it into the trash and followed her into the bathroom. Wherever she goes, I'll follow her. I just hope she will allow it.

She is already in the shower, water cascading down her body, her blonde hair is a few shades darker now that it is wet. My cock tries to get hard again, turning me on without her even intending to. As she reaches for the shampoo I take a few large strides and open the shower door.

She whips her head around, her eyes eating up my naked body, the way she stares at me I know she loves it.

"Like what you see, Kotenok." she rolls her eyes but there is a small smile, I take it as my permission to get in with her. Closing the door behind me I reach for the shampoo.

"What are you" She doesn't finish her sentence as I lather the shampoo into her hair. Working from the roots to the end. I make sure the shampoo is fully spread before working it into her scalp.

I flex my fingers, massaging it in. Her moans fill the room, making me fully hard. Will I always be hard around her?

Most definitely...

"You are turning me on." She whispers as I rinse the shampoo out of her hair.

Grabbing a handful of the conditioner I lather her ends in it. "That's the point," I spin her around before kissing her. She gasps and I use it as my opportunity to shove my tongue into her mouth. I wanted to make this soft and slow but she drives me insane.

"I'm too sore," she mumbles against my mouth and I pull away but not before pecking her mouth a few more times.

"I wasn't going to fuck you again," I smirk at her as I lower myself to my knees. She grabs my hair, lightly at first but as I dive in for my breakfast she half screams as she pulls my hair, hard.

I suck on her clit, biting it lightly enough for it to sting but not to hurt much. I squeeze her ass, massaging it. My grip is harsh, I want her to wear my fingerprints. I want her to think of me every time she looks at herself in the mirror. Every time she takes her clothes off, I want it to be a reminder of me.

It doesn't take long before she is coming, her moans echoing, creating music that I will never tire of.

I kiss every inch of her body as I make my way up, sucking on her nipples just to drive her a little more insane, I want her on the same level as me.

I wash her body before turning off the shower. She stares at my cock but this isn't about me right now, so I don't reach for it. I grab the biggest towel from the rack and wrap her in it. Taking a smaller one I dry her hair off as much as I can before wrapping the towel around it.

She doesn't say anything, she just stares at me, following every move of mine. After drying her off I wrap a towel around my hips and walk her out from the shower.

She dresses in silence, it isn't uncomfortable but it hurts a little. She is about to leave me and as much as I don't want her to she won't stay no matter what I say. I could see her retracting back into her shell, she was building distance between us. At least she didn't run, not exactly at the least.

"Alexander," She starts but I don't allow her to continue, I don't want to hear the rejection, I know it was bound to happen but I can't let her know how much it affects me. Not yet at the least.

"It's alright, Kotenok. Go back to your room, get some water and food into you. I'll see you soon." as I say it she looks into my eyes, there is a war going on inside her head. How I want to help her win it but instead I just stand and wait.

"Thank you, I'll see you soon Starkov." A ghost of a smile is all I get before she walks out of my suit. There are now three names I love being called.