(𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐓)

"Are you almost done?" Tristan questions, obviously annoyed by my thirty-minute shower.

"I'm done, I'm just brushing my teeth," I tell him. It's mainly muffled but I'm sure he understood.

I finally finish rinsing my mouth as he opens the door. His sweatpants hung dangerously close to the v going down his stomach and I can't help but look.

"I'm patient much," I tell him as he walks towards me and wraps his arms around my waist.

He lays small kisses down my neck, sending sparks down my spine. I never knew how much I liked neck kisses.

"Are you done now?" He questions, resting his head on my shoulder.

"Mouthwash," I tell him and he rolls his eyes playfully.

I laugh slightly before turning to face him, "I'll skip that step for now,"

He crashes his lips onto mine, tightening his arms around my waist causing our bodies to press together.

A pleasant noise sounds from his mouth as I wrap my arms around his neck. His soft lips melt into mine and for a split second, I forget to breathe.

"Jump," he mutters against my lips. At first, I hesitate but I do as he says. He wraps his arms under my legs before connecting our lips once more.

The pit of my stomach is filled with euphoria. It seems to be something that keeps happening during these moments.

His t-shirt rides up my bare thigh even more and I feel the cool air against my skin as he walks back into my room.

I laugh slightly as he stops to look around so he doesn't trip. "It's not funny," he states a visible smile on his face as I shake my head.

He places his lips on mine once again as he places me on my bed. He hovers over me, holding himself up with an elbow by each side of my head while his lips move softly against mine.

My fingers find his hair and when I tug on the dark strands he lets out a small groan that makes my stomach flip.

I tug at his hoodie, causing him to pull away, "It's not fair I'm cold and you're not," I tell him. Not even conscious of my own actions.

He smiles slightly before pulling the hoodie off of him, leaving his chest bare. I run my fingers down his stomach just before stopping at the scar
I trace it carefully and he allows me to do it.

He moves his kisses down my neck and I already know he'll find a sensitive area. His lips fill my neck with small kisses and I pull my lip between my teeth in an attempt to not moan.

Soon, an unexpected whimper leaves my mouth and I feel him smirk against my skin before he continues in the same spot.

I arch my neck, allowing him more access as he gently moves the fabric of his shirt down to expose my collarbone.

He plants tiny kisses on my collarbone before returning to my lips. He places his hand on the side of my neck and kisses me passionately.

I place my hand on his chest and the other buried in his hair. I place my leg on either side of him, with my knee bent and my foot flat on the bed.

He brushes his fingers teasingly against my skin as his hand moves further up my thigh before moving it back down.

His hips rock against me causing pleasant friction that makes us both moan softly against each other's lips.

I feel my stomach twist and turn even more and his hand completely disappears under the shirt. I feel his finger tug against the waistband of my panties.

He parts our lips before looking up at me with his delicate eyes, "Can I-"

"Yes," I state before he finishes his sentence.

"You didn't even know what I was going to ask for," he states with a small smile.

"It doesn't matter," I say. It was true, it didn't matter, I was positive that I would allow him to do anything and everything he wanted to do to me right now.

He pulls my panties down my thighs then he slips them off my legs before dropping them to the floor. He lowers himself down to my legs before positioning my legs onto his shoulders.

I hold my breath or more so forget to breathe as he moves his tongue against my entrance before stopping to circle his tongue against my clit.

A small moan leaves my lips when he reaches up my shirt to palm my bare breast. I tug on his hair as he squeezes slightly causing the sensation between my legs to intensify.

My hips grind involuntarily against his lips and my fingers flex in his hair as his lips press harshly against me. "Tristan-"

God, nothing has ever felt this good.

My teeth sink into my lower lip, he suctions his lips around my clit and teasingly moves his tongue around it.

He rolls my nipple between his thumb and index finger and squeezes gently. His tongue moves against my entrance, slowly and gently pushing as it takes me over the edge.

He suctions his lips once more and soon I can't take it anymore, I grab onto his hand as he rolls my nipple and tugs his hair. My hips move desperately against his lips as soft whispers of his name escape my mouth.

I feel myself closer and closer to my orgasm with each lap of his tongue around my clit. My orgasm washes over me and my lips part to let out a loud moan.

His head stays between my legs as I come onto his tongue. My hand releases his and he moves it slightly before slowly rubbing circles into my thigh as I regulate my breathing.

He kisses my sensitive clit causing my legs to shiver and close slightly against the sides of his head.

"No more?" He teases with a smile.

I shake my head as he rises to meet me. He crashes his lips onto mine with an oddly amazing kiss.

I wrap my arms around his neck and he slips himself right between my arched legs just before pulling away.

"Next time be a bit more quiet love, I like your parents liking me,"

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"Chase is throwing a party," Joshua states, I look at him with a raised brow before speaking.

"No,"

He pouts like an unsatisfied child, "Come on, I'll be fun, I need someone to join me," he says, just before throwing a fry into his mouth.

"You can ask Tristan, I'm sure he'd be happy to accompany you,"

"But that's different, I need you to come," he explains.

"Fine, I'll think about it but no promises," I remark.

I see his eyes light up and soon he begins to rant, "So it's tomorrow, be casual but not too casual, also you have to bring a drink, preferably alcohol because anything else is childish," he pauses but only to take a deep breath then he goes on again.

"Also wear sneakers not heels because there are activities and a pool, so maybe bring a bathing suit and you know other things," he mutters.

"All of that just made me not want to go," I chuckle and he smiles before playing rolling his eyes.

In all honestly, I didn't want to go to a party without Tristan, and as stupid as that sounds, I just don't feel safe around people I don't know without him.

Anything could happen to activate my panic attacks and I'm scared he's the only one who can help me overcome it.

"Also, Tristan and you?" he asks, causing me to furrow my brows.

"You guys are dating?" he asks, his voice sounded a bit hurt but I didn't pay it much attention.

"Yeah, it's just casual right now," I tell him and he nods before he clears his throat.

"You should hurry and eat I have to leave soon so I can help Chase with the party," he says.

"Actually, you can go off I'll probably just get this in a takeaway box," I mutter.

He nods lightly before placing a couple of dollars on the table, "See you tomorrow, Brunette," he smiles just before he gets up to leave.

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𝗼𝗼. ⁞ 𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐒 !

Hey guys, that concludes chapter thirty-nine, I hope you liked it because I literally took years to write this because I wanted it to be perfect for yall although it wasn't the full thing yet anyways. Chapter Forty coming soon.

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