I love it
When your arms are wrapped around me

I love it
When you're pressed warm against me

I love it
When we're both holding each other,
Never letting go,
Like a perfect pair.

Never letting go,
Because we both fear
If one of us let go
You'd slip away forever

Your voice rings soft on my ears
As we laugh
And we cry
And we smile
And we're never apart

Then I check my phone
And it's 4am
And we've fallen asleep together

Then I wake up.

I wish it wasn't a dream,
Wasn't just something to think about
Wasn't the only thing keeping me going,
Because the chance that we might meet,
Is so big yet so far away

I don't know if I can stand another one
Another glitchy Discord call
Another kiss through the screen
Another hurried I love you
Before my phone runs out of battery

Another FaceTime
Another laugh broken by poor connection
Another blurred photograph
Another text filled with mistakes
Because my fingers can't type fast enough

I don't want the only hugs we ever share,
To be separated by a screen

You have no idea how much I want to hold you close.