The littlest mistake makes me fall a bit more into said bottomless pit. I feel worthless and undeserving if any kindness, and just want to face plant into the ground and stay there for all eternity. I feel like I can't contribute anything or do anything right. I feel like a human being with a fuck ton more flaws than others, and that I really shouldn't even be around. Like i shouldn't even bother trying, as all my efforts are worthless or wasted. I feel tired but I don't/can't sleep, and all in all I feel like utter worthless shit and like i shouldn't fucking exist.