; i think i left the faucet running

maybe just maybe
someone could see
that i'm not doing this for me
i'm doing it for the future and i'll be paying the fee
the future holds so many great things
and with time being
it's coming sooner than i though and i'm fighting
i won't be flying
in the start i'll be scarifying
and i won't be happy until the end
wait
so why should i do all this
only a few people would miss
me
i get in the bath the water is cold
i sink down only for the water to hold
me down i've been sold
to the devil he'll have my soul that's made of gold
so i've been told
i'll let my body turn to mold
i'll let the faucet run and let me drown in it peacefully

this one took me 2 days to write not only because it's really personally but because i've had writers block. anyways i hope 2017 is better than that shit year we just went thru... hope u liked it