you started the fire
i poured the gasoline
nothing was ever really
what it seemed

you pulled the trigger
i bit the bullet
spat it out
just to make you bleed

we were in deep
before i knew it
i was singing to the world
our secret love songs

you said i was manipulative
and instead of proving you wrong
i did what you always begged me not to do
i spilled out the secrets i promised to keep

honey
you hurt me
but a mutual destruction
is so much better
than suffering alone