Louisa Lloyd

I don't look back at Scott's house. All I want right now is to leave as fast as I can and have some time for myself.

Being a werewolf in a house full of other werewolves is not easy, even for me, a talented Seer. My powers are all over the place, and every time I try to control myself there's always something that pulls me back and I can't control my own fury. Sometimes, all it takes is a glance from Isaac and I'm lost, all my self-control completely gone with the wind.

I really can't explain it, it's not like there's a book where I can read about werewolves and powers and Seers and everything that's happening with me. I can't turn to anyone, not even my closest friends as they do not know what I'm going through, not even Scott or Derek or Isaac or the twins.

Alone. I'm completely alone.

My feet slowly take me to the edge of the forest and I look back, not seeing a shadow behind me, meaning no one decided to follow me. It's late in the night and I know for a fact the boys are not asleep, I could hear Isaac on the other side of the door with Scott, both of them talking about how hard it is being a werewolf and trying to control our animalistic side during the full moon

On the other hand, my best friend Anna was fast asleep before I left, I made sure of it, as I would never leave her unprotected, she is safe with Scott and Isaac there. I don't think I can leave again, like I did a few months ago, mainly because now I have a reason to stay.

Let me explain, because I can sense most of you are confused.

Well you all know I can see the future, right? And the past, and everything I want to, I just need to try hard and focus on what I want. Then, comes the vision. The heartbreaking feeling of just standing there watching your loved one suffer invades my heart, and I know there's nothing I can do to help them, I'm only a shadow of my real being. I can have visions whenever I want, I just have to control myself, my emotions and breathe. if I try hard enough I can even feel the odors around me. There's always a specific smell in the air during every single one of my visions, and the most common smell is the smell of death.

Why, you may ask. I don't have the answer to that question either, and no one seems to know what it feels like and what it is like being a Seer. Every time I come back from a vision, there's always someone trying to shake my shoulders to wake me up, and that's the worst thing they can do to a person who is having a vision. It happened to me once, with the twins while we were with Deucalion, and they learned their lesson the hard way. I had a vision of my own death once again, and I could feel the pain in my chest, I could smell my own blood, and I could feel strong arms around my shoulders and see the small drops of tears falling from the person's eyes.

I woke up screaming, not because of the pain the vision gave me, but because of what it could've happened if I didn't know how to control myself. Being stuck in a vision for hours is something no one wants to experience, but it could've happened to me had the twins hurt me physically. I know the only thing they did was shake my shoulders but it broke the connection with the future, and I could've stayed there for hours, even days.

That's why I tried not to have a vision around them again, reserving a few hours after going to bed to have certain visions, like how my old friends were doing back in Beacon Hills. I was sometimes surprised by the fact Isaac and Allison had something going on, but I always decided to ignore it.

I left him, I left everyone so I had no right to claim him as mine, as he was no longer mine.

Before I can register what just happened with my mind, as I do not remember walking into the deep forest, something happens and I can say it was not pleasant. It is still nighttime, but a strong light appears out of nowhere and shines just for me, illuminating the path I now have to follow.

As if being guided by it as superior entity, no longer in control of my own muscles, I willingly follow the moving light, even thinking of the consequences of my actions. I don't even question why there is a light here, when everyone knows the forest is only illuminated by the moon at night.

Not even the fear of being killed enters my mind, all I want to do is follow the light and nothing else. Like this weird bubble of light is having control over my entire being.

Something happens.

I feel hands on my shoulders, someone pushing me right into a tree. My back hits the tree hunk as I gasp for air, the impact knocking my breath away.

"Who are you?" I manage to whisper as I fight the invisible entity. The light is long gone and not even my powers help me decipher who the person is.

It has to be a person, I can feel them breathing on my neck. It's a disgusting feeling and I can't help but fight against the strong hold they have on me.

"You are mine now, princess." The low voice reaches my ear and a kiss is planted on my neck. Disgust is visible on my face but I know the man isn't worried about my facial expressions.

"Get away from me." I kick and punch his back but it's useless. I feel like my powers have been taken from me with this man's touch. Like they just vanished.

"Oh, princess." His teeth graze my ear and I shiver in pure rage. I can't do anything, now I can't even more. "I like it rough."

"No." His hand flies to my mouth as the sound of footsteps reaches my ears. "Help!"

I bite the man's hand and manage to scream on top of my lungs, but he's on top of me faster than I expected. His hand collides with the side of my head in a strong punch. It doesn't knock me out like he expected, I just lay in the ground as if his hit made me faint.

The pain is there, I can feel it, but I can't move. I'm paralyzed.

"Baby girl, you're in for an amazing ride."

I don't see his face before he covers my head with a heavy bag. My breath leaves my mouth and the world turns black as I lose every sense I managed to control.

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Another bright light shines over my closed eyes. I don't open them, I rest my face against the cool surface I'm currently laying on. It definitely is not the muddy forest grounds, we are inside a building.

I just can't tell where. I'm usually very good with directions and knowing exactly where I am at all times but the fact I was out during the ride here and can't even tell what time it is pains my werewolf heart.

How did I let this happen?

I was kidnapped. Of that I'm sure. But where am I? I can't see anything past the small lamp near the middle of the room. I'm on the floor, pressed to the cool tiles with my arms behind my back.

It all looks familiar, but completely new at the same time. And then I understand why.

I'm lying on the floor of Derek's old family house. The house I grew up in, where my family lost their lives. And the man standing in front of me, the man that kidnapped me and took me away from the outside world....

Is none other that Derek Hale.

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HERE I AM GUYS! I'm back and so is Louisa and her complicated life. I missed writing this, and I've had the next chapters stored inside my computer for so long I knew I had to publish them.
Please don't kill me okay? I'm only a poor girl who loves writing plot twists and giving her readers sudden heart attacks.
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