this is written in jungwon's point of view.

It was another tiring day from uni. Our professors are not giving us a time to breathe, I just want to drop out already.

but nope, I can't do that. I have a dream for myself and I promised to someone that I will reach for it.

before heading home, I decided to pass by a convinience store to buy myself a ramen I could cook at home. I also plan to brought some sweets as a prize for myself.

I deserve all of this after working hard in school.

just as I was about to head for the counter, I overheard two teenage girls happily conversing in front of the magazine stall.

"he's so good looking. I can't believe he's real."

"I would do anything just so I could have a glimpse of him."

they both giggled before taking hold of the magazine. they're probably gonna buy it.

out of curiosity, I decided to check out who they were gushing about. they said he was good looking, I had to see it for myself.

there's nothing wrong with wanting to look at someone pleasing sometimes, okay?

but I got quite surprised to see who it was. I wasn't expecting it to be him.

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I sat at my bed, the magazine in hand.

I let out a sigh before looking at the cover again. there he was, park jongseong.

the girls weren't lying, he does looks attractive in here. I didn't recognize him immediately because he looks different from before. must be because it's been years since the last time we saw each other.

three years to be exact.

I know you're wondering, who is park jongseong in my life? well let me tell you.

he's my ex boyfriend.

we met because of a mutual friend and got fond of each other immediately.

one date lead to another and before we know it, we were already boyfriends.

it wasn't hard falling for someone like him. he looks arrogant and intimidating but contrast to his looks, he's a softie who loves cuddling.

I smiled as I stare at the cover.

he did it. he reached for his dream, he accomplished being a model and even making a name in the industry. he wasn't just a model, he modeled for his own clothing line.

I felt proud to know that I was the first one he told him about his dream. now seeing him achieve it makes me very happy.

he deserves it after all the hard work he did.

"hyung, what are you doing?"

"oh! wonnie look!" he exclaimed while showing me what was on the paper. e was too excited that he was almost shoving the paper on my face. "what do you think of it?"

I examined the content of the drawing and realized he was designing a clothes. it wasn't just one, but two of them.

there were words written on the side, it looks like he was already planning what materials he would use.

"wow, hyung. I'm impressed." I smiled at him. "did you designed this yourself?"

he proudly smiled back before laying the paper on the table.

"I had a few help from a friend. I once saw him do it and was so impressed. actually wonnie..." he trailed off. I gave him an encouraging nod to continue what he has to say. "I think this is what I want."

"what do you mean?"

"you might laugh at me."

"I won't." I said. I lean closer before giving him a peck on the cheek. "go on, hyung. tell me what's on your mind."

I saw him blush because of my gesture. he gets easily flushed of such actions, he's adorable.

"I think I want to be a designer. to create clothes. when I saw my friend do it, I got instantly hooked to it and when I tried it myself, I felt happy. I actually enjoyed doing something aside from playing games and spending time with you. it felt right."

"now why would I laugh at that?" I giggled. "I'm happy you figured out what you wanna do in life, hyung. now that I think of it, it does suit you."

"really?"

"yes! I also think you can be a model for your own brand. have you seen your pictures taken by me? you always know how to look good. I'm jealous."

he laugh. "don't be. you're beautiful yourself. how about you model for my brand instead?"

"okay then that's a plan!"

that time I felt happy because he was including me in his plans.

but unfortunately, he's already did them without me.

I open the magazine and I saw a section of him with another guy.

my heart broke upon reading it.

Park Jongseong confirms his relationship with one of his brand's model, Kim Sunoo.

I didn't realize I was already crying until I saw a tear fell on the page.

I swiftly wipe the tears away. I didn't wanna cry anymore.

I should be happy for him, specially when he looks this happy.

this was inspired by that one tiktok trend that's been invading my FYP. the one with the eraserheads song? I'm not really sure but I hope you like this. I'll drop a link when I find one again.

I haven't been able to update my summer love fic so here you go for awhile.

lastly, it feels weird to write in one of my characters point of view again. I haven't done it in a long time.