Breakable Bonds
Double update today <3
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Madison gets home the next day, unable to think of anything but Derek. Her conversation with him yesterday felt like they were both hurt by everything. The looks they exchanged had been filled with both love and pain.
When Madison gets into her room, the light is shining in her room and a figure is sitting on her bed. She sighs when she sees who it is and closes her door behind her. “What are you doing here, Derek?” Madison asks him as she sits down in her desk chair.
“You know we need to talk,” He replies as he gets up and sits down in front of her. Madison nods as she looks down at her hands, unable to look Derek in the eyes. “Why didn't you come and find the pack with my leather jacket?”
Madison doesn't answer right away. She stays looking down at her hands, not wanting to look at him because she knows if she does, she'll start crying. “I didn't want to get caught by the Argent's and risk your guy's safety,” Madison admits, still looking at her hands.
“Right. And it's not because you didn't want to be in my pack anymore?” Madison looks up at Derek with a confused look and he nods. “See. That got you to look at me.”
“Because it's not true.” Derek looks at Madison for a second and laughs.
“Lying to your werewolf boyfriend? Really?”
Madison shoots up from the chair and looks down at Derek. “I hated being on a different side than my best fucking friends! I was disloyal to them!”
“And you'd rather be disloyal to your boyfriend?” He asks as he stands up and looks down at her.
“I didn't want to be disloyal to any of you, so I just decided not picking a side would be better.”
“But you could've told me that when I came to your house that night instead of making me look like a fucking fool, thinking that you were actually on my god damn side. I was fucking hurt when you never showed up and then I see you in the boy's locker room with Isaac and Scott. You had time to hang out with them, but no time to track down your own fucking boyfriend.”
“They needed help finding Stiles, okay? And before that day, I hadn't talked to Isaac since my birthday, but I hadn't seen him since the rave, actually. And before that day, I hadn't seen or talked to Scott in days, so you can't really get mad at me about that. I was making amends with my friend who I have known since I was a kid, okay? I've known him a lot longer than I've known you, Derek, and I picked your side over his after he cheated on me.”
“Yeah, because you were getting laid because of me,” Derek remarks with a scoff as he sits down on her bed.
“No, because I fucking loved you. I still fucking love you, Derek.” His head snaps up to look at Madison, who was standing in front of him, crying. “I love you, Derek Hale, and nothing will ever change that.” Derek stands up and puts his hands on her face.
“I love you too, Madison Torrez,” Derek admits with a smile on his face.
“My middle name is Paige. I just thought you should know.”
Derek smiles at her, trying not to show any pain by the mention of that name and says, “Thank you for telling me.” Madison smiles and nods in response before pulling Derek in for a kiss. They pull at each other's clothing, desperate to have more of each other. Derek pulls out of the kiss and sighs, his eyes remaining closed as his head rests on Madison's.
“I do think we should break up, though,” Derek states and Madison lets out a shaky breath.
“Yeah, I know. It's too risky now. We just need to end it.” Derek nods before kissing Madison again, this one just as deep as the last one. He pulls away and sighs, keeping his eyes closed, not wanting to see her broken expression because he knows seeing it will break his heart even more.
“I love you, Madison. Forever and Always.”
“I love you too, Derek. Always and Forever.” And Derek walks out of her room and the house, both of them knowing it's over without having to mention it. When she knows he's out of the house, Madison drops to the floor and sobs into her hands, not moving from the spot she's at and just continues to cry.
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A/n
It was a short, yet important chapter. I cried when I wrote this. Madison and Derek will forever be in my heart. Oh, and this won't be the last time we see them. Or it might be. Idk. Guess you'll just have to wait and see
I'm gonna miss them so freaking much tho
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