Keenan Point of View

This is so exciting!

Which in the hell I did not like at all.

Why the heck am I so excited to meet a beggar guy and f***ing celebrate an anniversary with him?

Dammit!

"Hmm, this tasted so good." He exclaimed when a spoon full of spiced pasta landed in his mouth.

"I know right, it's f***ing good." I exclaimed myself, shoving food into my mouth.

How can a person be this confused and senseless at the same time? I hate people so low, dirty and classless like Beggar guy but I freaking also like – no scratch it – love his company. Sometimes I wait for the whole day to pass by quickly just so I can go to park and see his dirty face.

Damn I sound like an obsessed stalker.

"How is it going with your girl?" He asked me casually like he always did. Aww, such a nonchalant person he is.

So charming!

"I can say, it is good." I answered swallowing a piece of toast bread. "Few nights ago I had a ridiculous nightmare, you know. It almost felt so real and it was just so terrifying. What was more scaring was that given Bell's personality, the nightmare can turn out to be true one day." I sighed and shook my head.

He laughed out loud to which I narrowed my eyes at him. Of course, how can he understand my position?

"You know, it is a good thing that you like her despite of being very annoyed with her. It makes you a very wide minded person." I nodded at the compliment indifferently but inside, I'm happy.

"I am, actually. She is lucky to have me." I shrugged.

He chuckled and in return I chuckled too. Gosh, some peaceful time after work is such a great feeling.

After finishing all the food and whole cake, we were quite full and exuberant to celebrate our one month anniversary in each other's company on a calm and peaceful night.

Sometimes I wonder how I can be completely different with two different people who has good place in my life. On one side, I celebrate a one month anniversary with the Beggar guy so happily that it was my first birthday on this planet. While on the other side, I have no desire to celebrate such things with Bell but always wanted to keep her expectant and annoyed. It is certainly a great joy to put Bell into hopeful situation and annoy the hell out of her.

The way she reprimands back at that time is greater than any celebration or party.

But that doesn't mean I am mean to her or I hate her, it is just that I am not at all a cheesy romantic type of person in the first place. I can only be the party person with Beggar guy only supposedly.

I do not take disrespect fairly at all. Be it my family or friends or any other person, I hate to be questioned or talked back. But somehow, I like when Bell yells and sneers at me. The way how she tries to control me and tame me is something I like so much and there supposedly only Bell that can do that in this world.

That is how both of them hold different places in my life but both are important.

How weird!

"In whose dreams are you swimming in?" I heard an amused voice which broke my thoughts. I looked up from my chair and found Bow Bell wiggling her eyebrows at me suggestively.

"Just someone I care about." I said trying to make her feel good about herself. On Beggar guy's insistence, I read few romantic short stories in an app to gather some information about Romance and love. And this is one of the dialogue I liked so much and feed it my brain to use it in right time.

In the story, when the guy said the same words, the girl felt so special so I hope Bell feels such way too.

"You pare?" She asked in fake shock covering her mouth with both her hands and gasping loudly.

Bell ran towards the chair on the other side of my office table and sat there immediately to have a close look at me.

"Of course. I care for this person a lot. This person is like a night lamp in my dark bedroom." I said symbolically with an offended tone.

I used to not care much about other person but now, I am changed person so how come she still doesn't believe me?

Sometimes I just want to confess my feeling to her and ask her directly if she would like to try out the trial version with me or not. This is getting frustrating to me. For how many days should I court her secretly?

Bell is not a model or Miss world to stalk and love her secretly. She is just Bell!

"I'm sorry." She raised her hands in surrender but a teasing smile is still present on her face. "So, what are you thinping about this person?" She asked me clueless.

Idiot girl! I am thinking about you, you stupid!

Can't you see your unkempt picture in my eyes?

"Just thinking about how to approach and tell my feelings to that person. I told you about that person, right." I explained.

"What do you mean, how to approach? Just got and tell you love him so much and pannot live without him." Bell advised in all seriousness.

What? H-him?

"Him?" I asked her, startled at the implication.

"That person, I mean." She quickly clarified with a I-am-with-you look.

She must have mispronounced. That's it.

But then, why does she look like she is supporting me in a battle? Like I am going through a fierce battle and she is giving her pity and support to me.

This girl is so unpredictable.

"I can't. This person... she is quite a complicated case." I heaved and rubbed my temples.

If it were any other girl, then she would be jumping in joy for having my loyalty and attention but Bell is Bell and she is complicated.

Argh!

"She?" She questioned back but quickly covered her stun with an encouraging smile.

"Yes, I told you about her on our date, Bell. Forgot?" She shook her head and gaped at me for quite few minutes. It was silent for what felt like an hour when she finally cleared her throat to speak something.

"You know, Indigo, if you really love this person and if you are ponfident enough to appept and protect that person in any situation, then you don't have to hide this person and your preference from the world." Okay, why is she giving such a lengthy useful talk.

Wait, has she understood that I am talking about her?

"No doubt there are many people who might go against your choice and degrade you but love is what matters here. Let me tell you plearly, I am a very broad minded person and if at all your family is against you preference and relationship, then I would stand beside you to help you win the world. Just because your preference is different doesn't make you any less of a person."

What is wrong with her?

Why is she talking rubbish here?

I know I am from a very high class and she is from middle class but I don't think that is a great difference.

I can be blind about our classes since she has my attention. She is underestimating herself too much. I think her self-respect has gone a few notches down.

"About who are you talking about, Bell." I asked carefully because suddenly one more thought occupied my mind.

What if she still did not understand who I am referring to and still thinks that there is another girl in the picture? I mean, I made sure to do sweet things with her which only couples did with each other.

"You and the park –" She was about to say something when her phone blared and she picked up the call with a very big smile.

"Hello Hello, Mister. What do I owe you for a pall?" She flirted shamelessly which infuriated me to no end.

Dion!

That must be him.

"Oh don't worry I did not forget about the dress fitting and pape testing. I will be there in an hour. You pan get to your worp." She answered with a huge grin on her face.

Dress fitting?

Cake testing?

God, here I am trying to court her and change her decision from Dion to me and there she is planning damnation future with him.

I gritted my teeth and glared at her sharply before my fist banged on the table startling her.

I will not let this wedding take place. They can fit dresses and select cakes but the only one who will be at her receiving end would be me and only me.

"Aww, I lov- " She was about to say when I pulled the phone out of her hands and ended her call.

I should fast up with my attempts and plans. If necessary, I will kidnap her with the help of Beggar guy and just lock her somewhere with me just so I can feel the pleasure of her kicks.

I will end this wedding before it started.

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