i don't know what anyone wants me to do anymore

i try my best in everything
relationships
friendships
school
socializing
writing

and it's NEVER ENOUGH.

i don't only text one person , i write , go to school , am trying to sort out my heart , make new friends , text my irls , and hang out with my family!

i talk to you , i never try to make myself the victim but i try so hard for you and you obviously can't see that.

NO ONE SEES THAT I TRY SO HARD IN EVERYTHING

try to give my all in a relationship??
get broken up with

try to balance friendships??
get shaded , then framed as the bad guy .

try to pay attention and do my work in school???
still fail

try to make new friends ??
everyone hates me and says i'm annoying

try to write good books and update frequently
still get asked to update and constantly told i spell things wrong

I GIVE MY ALL
IM TRYING

IM TRYING MY HARDEST

BUT NO ONE SEES THAT.

I GUESS MY HARDEST ISNT MY BEST.
SORRY.