i fucking hate this website's over-reliance on aesthetic and gimmick over substance, the continuous scourge upon the uninformed or young and inexperienced, and i hate the self-righteous callout culture that pervades this generation's social media 

i fucking hate myself and i hate that nothing i do makes me feel better for long enough to get me out of this vicious cycle and that i have to set impossible standards to stop me from stopping, point blank, and not getting up again, but said standards are making me want to do so

i fucking hate that i have a random book

fuck