So let me tell you the truth

My name's Angie I live in California some wear in the state and I'm depressed I'm Always depressed now tell me to smile and I do it I'm just putting on fake smile to make you happy BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU MORE THAN I CARE FOR MY SELF ACTUALLY I CARE ABOUT EVERYBODY MORE THAN MYSELF

when ever I'm fake happy I'm just getting pulled into the darkness inside of my my "Safe place"

If I could just wear a mask with a smile and Face I'd wear it my whole life not taking it off

Suicide won't work cause will leave this place sad and Lonely and also leaving my friends sad

Suicide would be the last thing I'll do

Should I leave the internet

Or should I just keep suffering this
bullshit

Or should I just Idk
The voice is telling me to suffer SUFFER TO MAKE EVERYBODY HAPPY BUT ME