So here is the 1st part of CRAVING TO BE PARENTS

NOTE : This book is just of 8/10 parts not more then that how they conceive what was the main problem how they all take care of Anika and there will be less pregnancy track

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PART 1

At morning

Oberoi Mansion was all in hustle and bustle as it was Ruvy's 1st Birthday Party

Everyone was in Ruvya's Room Wishing Ruvy A very Happy birthday

Everyone took him arms and said

S : aww my baby is big ya Happy birthday Ruvy (he kissed and caressed his face and he smiled seeing his Bade papa) you may get all happiness of the world and you should not be a cry baby like your father

R : Bhaiyya (he made a puppy face)

S : see don't be like this yeah

While Ruvy giggled Everybody wished him

Anika didn't came with everyone she came when Everyone went back and Shivaay stayed for her too come

A : ale ale Ruvy (she kissed him) Wish you a very happy birthday baby stay Happy always
(She caressed his face)

All were busy preparing for it Anika was making breakfast for everyone as everyone was working for the party

Anika told a servant (Girl) to call everyone for breakfast including pinky but

A : accha listen pinky aunty ko bolna ki Shivaay ne unhe bulaya hai (okay listen tell pinky aunty that Shivaay has called her)

Servant : Anika mam meh aapse ek baat puch sakti hu

(Anika mam can I ask you something?)

A : haan pucho (yes ask) what are you hestitating

Servant : Pinky maam na aapse thik se baat karti hai nahi aapki baat kabhi sunti hai unhe nahi aapke haath ka khana pasand hai aur nahi unko aapki padi hai then aap Kyu unka itna khayal rakhte ho

(Pinky ma'am doesn't talk to you she never listens to you , she doesn't even eat you made food she doesn't even care for you then why do you take so much care of her?)

A : woh bhale hi mujhe apni bahu nahi manti par pehle mantithi aur bado ka toh hakk hai hume bolna daatna hamari galti par aur tumhe pata hai woh mujhe Kyu pasand nahi karti (lowering her head)

(Though she doesn't means me her daughter in law but in past she used to too and elders scold us we nee dto listen them right and why does she behaves like that with me you know na ?)

Servant : koi baat nahi Anika ma'am bhagwhan sab thik Kar dega aapko pata hai na Meh aapke liye roz pray karti hu

(Don't worry God will do all good You know na I pray for you)

A : (smiling a bit just to show her) haan ab jao sabko bulake Lana

(Go now can everyone)

Servant : thik hai (okay)

Shivaay Listened Everything what she said and hidded till the servant goes

And then he went towards Anika from back and engulfed her in a hug from back his hands were on her waist which were moving from here and there and Anika who was making food was shocked for a second and then she tried to come out from the grip

A : Shivaay chodiye koi dekhaga abhi dab khane ke liye aarahe hai chaliye

(Shivaay leave me someone will see)

S : ohh god Ani tum kabhi mujhe romance nahi karne deti (making puppy face leaving her and folded his hands)

(Ohh god Ani you never let me romance)

A : Shivaay ek baat batayiye aap raat ko Kya karte hai phir ??? Haan (sarcastically and making her one of the eyebrows up)

(Shivaay tell me one things then what do you do at night?)

S : meh raat ko aaann (thinking like a small kid)

(Me at night?)

Anika laughed at his antics

S : haan meh raat ko apna best pillow apne upar leke ke sota hu

(Haa at night I sleep with my best pillow on me)

A : aur woh bhi Roz aur uss hi ko romance kehti Mr

(yeah and that's called Romance Mr)

S : sirf Tum mere upar soti ho isse romance thodi na kehte hai

(you sleep on me that isn't called Romance)

A : aur uske baad aap joh karte hai usse romance kehte hai (slapping on his cheeks cutely while he laughed at her)

(and after that you do all that it is called Romance)

S : accha now let's leave this aur Kya banaya hai nashte meh Mrs

(okay now let's leave this and say what have you made)

A : So Doctor Singh Oberoi ke last night order peh aaj bana hai Oats and toasted BROWN bread (Pressing brown loudly)

S : Good now give me I will help you to keep it

A : nai aap rehne dijiye aap sirf pinky aunty ka leke aayiye aur haan unse kehna ki Maine nahi banaya hai it's made by servant only aur haan meh Mera nashta upar leke jati hu aap sab ke saath Kar Lena thik hai

(No you go and call pinky aunty and say her that servant has made her breakfast and I will take my breakfast up you go and have with everyone)

She about to take plates Shivaay stopped her and saw her keenly and she understood what he needs to say

S : Ani...

A : Shivaay yeh sab Roz ka hai mujhe Kam se Kam aaj ke din koi hungama nahi chahiye Ruvy ka first birthday hai please (she pleaded him through his eyes)

(Shivaay it's for everyday now and atleast for today I don't want any problem please it's rudra's first birthday)

S : but listen to me

While Anika was going

A : Shivaay sab aa chuke hai aap bhi aayiye

(Shivaay everyone has came you also come)

She placed Everything on Table and she was about to go Rudra stopped her holding her hands

R : bhabhi aaj ke din toh kamse Kam

(bhabhi atleast for today)

A : Rudra please no (she lifted his and was about to leave)

But Bhavya came to her

B : Dii please aaj humare saath baith Kar Khao na

(Do atleast for today eat with us )

A : Bhavya my Baccha (cupped her face) tumhe pata hai na pinky aunty ko nai pasand aur phir woh bhi khana nahi khati that affects her health joh mujhe nahi chahiye please

(Bhavya you know na pinky aunty doesn't likes that and she doesn't eat and then it affects her health which I don't want please)

Bhavya was sad and she left Anika saw her from her face and Anika felt bad

She saw pinky coming and she tried to went from other side

O : bhabhi please

Anika lowered her gaze and nodded no

Shivaay went towards Anika and said

S : please Anika aaj me din saath sab saath nashta Kar lete hai

(please Anika atleast today eat with us)

A : aapko pata hai na shiv pinky aunty phir Meri wajah se nahi khati aur Gussa ho Kar chali jati hai woh Gussa ho jai usse mujhe koi problem nahi hai par woh Meri wajah se na khai woh mujhese nahi hoga

(you know na Shiv then pinky aunty doesn't eat with me and she goes without eating if she scolds me I have no problem but she doesn't eats her breakfast)

Sha : aaj meh pinky se baat karunga Anika baith jao

(I will talk to her you sit)

A : No dad please let me

Shivaay stopped her

S : wait

D : Anika aao baitho (Anika come sit)

A : Dadi aap toh samjiye (Dadi atleast listen to me)

D : aaj nahi baith idhaar meh usse baat karungi

(not today sit her I will talk to her)

Shivaay made her sit , she was constantly seeing Shivaay , he was giving her assurance through his eyes

Everyone was about to start breakfast and pinky came and was about to sit and she saw Anika who was sitting lowering her gaze

P : (she was about take her chair out she saw Anika and putted in)Oh My Mata yeh yahaan Kyu aayi hai (Oh My Mata why are you here?)

Anika was about to get up but Shivaay holded her patted her hand and gave assurance through her eyes to sit

P : tum idhaar se Chali Kyu nahi jaati mujhe samaj meh nahi aata meh tumhe na bolti hu Don'ts you understands Kya ?? (Why don't you leave from here don't you understand?)

She got very angry

A : me...meh ja.........jaati hu (I will leave)

Though Shivaay holded her hand she forcefully left his hand and she about to go

Sha : Anika beta ruko (Anika stop)

A : (she had tears in her eyes) Dad please

Sha : Pinky tumhe samaj Kyu nahi aata uss bichari ki Kya galti hai (why don't you understand pinky what is her fault?)

P : usiki toh galti aur kisiki hai mere bete ki ?(not her then who My Shivaay?)

Sha : Anika baitho aaj hum sab saath baith ke nashta karenge (Anika sit with us will eat)

Gauri brought both the kids Ruvy and Shikha and now Ruvy wanted to go to his Badi ma Gauri have Ruvy to Anika , Anika wiped her tears and took Ruvy in his hands

Shikha : yaaay aal (aaj) hum sab saath meh kaana (khana) khayenge (in baby voice) (yes will eat together)

Shikha went towards Anika

Shikha : Bali (badi) ma come sit

She took his small hands and told her to sit

A : (she went down on her knees) aap papa ke paas Jake baitho okay baby

(Go and sit this papa baby)

O : yes baby come here sit with papa

Om forwarded his hand for his daughter , Shikha settled into father's laps

Shivaay got up and stood besides Anika and wiped her tears

S : shh (and nodded her in no for crying)

P : yeh chahti hu meh ki Mera beta bhi apne baccho ke saath khele , woh Ghar meh sabse bada hai bacche uske pehle hone chahiye ki nahi yeh sab iss Anika ki wajah se hua hai Kash yeh mere bacche ki zindagi meh aati hi na hoti toh bohot accha hota kamse Kam mujhe kanji aakhowala pota poti mil chuka hota

S : Please mom stop it baccha baccha baccha I am frustrated now aapko Kya problem hai humko jab baccha karna hoga tab karenge

P : log Kya Kya kehte pata hai tujhe , Oberoi parivaar ki badi bahu ma nahi ban sakti (Anika's tears were flowing down) , uska pati doctor hai par kuch nahi Kar sakta , itne paisewale hokar kuch nahi Kar sakte , Anika ke bacche hone chahiye par yahaan toh Gauri aur Bhavya ke bacche hai Ghar ke sab se bada waris Shivaay ka hona chahiye par Omkara ki beti sabse badi hai mujhe aese bhi koi problems nahi hai ki shikha badi hai par pehle baccha Shivaay ka hona chahiye aur Maine hi omkara Rudra aur inn dono se kahaa tha Ghar grahasti aage badhane ke liye kyuki meh nahi chahti thi bachare mere dusre doo baccho ko bhi bacche na ho kyuki mujhe pata tha ki yeh Anika ek BAANJ hai woh kabhi maa nahi ban sakti

Anika cried more lowering her gaze

S : Mom stop it (he was about to say more loudly but Shikha and Ruvy were seeing him)

P : Kya stop it haan 12 saal ho gaye Shivaay jabse tum dono saath ho 2 saal Tak Kya Janna tha ek dusre meh itna pata nahi , uski treatment 6 saal se chal rahi hai tuh kuch karta Kyu nahi

D : Pinky (she roared) bas bohot ho Gaya Anika baith ja puttar aur pinky Rikara aur ruvya idhar hai mujhe inke samne zyada nahi bolna chupchap baith jaa aur nashta kar

P : (eyeing anika) Meri bhook Mar gayi Mamiji

A : (though her tears were flowing down) plea.....ease please pinky aunty ruk jaiye

P : apni Gandi zubaan se Mera naam mat le

S : mo....

She stopped him holding his arms and nodded no

A : (while crying) acc...accha thik aap baithye meh jaati hu please

She saw Shivaay who was very angry

A : aap breakfast Kar lijiye please

And went wiping her tears

Shivaay was also about to go

P : tu toh khale

S : om meri BHI bhook Mar chuki hai

R : bhaiyya

S : I don't want to eat Rudra , please aap sabko khaa lijiye

He went inside the room and saw Anika who was Crying like hell placing her head on bed and sitting on floor , and she was crying like hell

S : Ani Ani see Rona bandh Karo okay just calm down shh (he sat down on his knees and hugged her near her chest) bas bas shh

A : Shivaay.....(she cried more)

S : shh Ani don't cry okay meh tumhe sorry Bolta hu bas mom ki taraf se

She got out from his hug and he cupped her face , wiped her tears softly , kissed her forehead and they saw each other with tears though Anika was bursting out in tears hearing Pinky's words

S : Rona nai okay meh hoon na tumhare saath haan sab kuch thik ho jayega hmm don't cry please you know na I can't see them

She hummed in response

S : now get up and sit properly

He made her get up and sit properly on bed

A : Shivaay

S : bolo (he cupped her face through one hand and she holded his hand)

A : shiv meh bol rahi thi ki

S : bolo why are taking so much time say

A : wo....woh .....umm

Omkara came with Shikha in his hands and both were holding plate

Shikha : Bali ma (badi)

Shivaay went towards them took shikha in his hands and sat on bed with Anika , Omkara placed plate between them

shikha : Bali (badi) ma bale (bade) papa eat your food ay (why) didn't you ate today ?

Shivaay Anika both saw each other and then they saw Omkara who was also seeing his Princess she is too small and speaking this much

S : bhook nahi lagi thi princess

Shikha : I know Kyu bhook nahi lagi thi bale papa

S : accha yeh sab chodo make us eat with your hands

Shikha : okay

She made him eat with her small hands and he too took her in his laps and was playing with her Shivaay too made her eat

Anika (in mind) : Shivaay baccho se kitna pyaar karte hai , he too love kids he also wants his kids but it is all because of me He is also Craving to be father , mujhe unse woh baat karni hi padegi

Again she was having slight tears in her eyes which she rubbed off and then

A : Shikha sirf apne bade Papa se pyaar karti hai mujhe nahi karti (while she made a puppy face)

Shikha : I love you bali ma

A : then make me also eat with your little hands ya come

Then Shikha made Anika eat

SHIVOM talk Anika was busy with Rikara

S : usse baccho se kitna pyaar hai lagav hai I am sure she will be best mom par

O : (kept his hand on his shoulder) don't worry sab thik hoga treatment chal rahi hai right

Shivaay nodded

O : bas toh phir bharosa rakh bhagwhan peh woh sab thik karega

S : wohi toh Kar Raha hu om before 7 years we planned kids but .....

O : meh samaj sakta hu Shivaay I am sure ab sab thik hoga hmm

S : yaa

O : chale Princess

shikha : ya

Shivaay and Anika sat opposite to each other

S : Are you fine Ani

A : I am shiv (she said while smiling)

He hugged her half a side and side

S : keep smiling like this tears don't suit you Ani and rahi baat bacche ki

Her Smile faded , he kept his fingers on her lips and made her smile again

S : tumhara treatment chal Raha hai na sab thik hoga okay don't worry

A : hmm

Khanna called Shivaay

K : aapki meeting hai ek patient ke saath aur ek surgery hai sir

S : okay I am coming

S : (to anika) meh hospital Jake aata hu

A : thik hai

While Going

S : woh tum kuch kehne wali thi

A : aap jaiye hospital baadmeh baat karte hai

S : are you sure

A : haa haan aap hospital Jake aayiye

At Evening Everyone was ready for the Birthday Party

Shivaay was making do Ruvy a photoshoot of his 1st birthday party

S : Ruvy aese nahi aese baitho see here

He was making him giggle for the Pictures

A : aree aap yahaan hai chaliye isko kapde change karvane hai

S : thik hai aata hu isse lekar

A : Kya lekar aata hu kitna cake wait

She made clean with tissue paper and he started crying

S : no baby no crying bas bas hogaya see it's your birthday party nahi rote

A : ale Ruvy baby aaj new new kapde pehenge baby will cut cake for the first time you will be announced to the world haina I am sure baby you gonna rock with your cuteness yeah 😍

Ruvy giggled listening to their talks

In Ruvya's Room

B : woh yahi pehenga Rudra

R : nahi yeh pink colour nahi no ways Bhavya tum hamare ladke ko ladki bana rahi ho

B : aree he will look more cute

Well Ruvy was just Staring his mumma papa

R : no dekho tumne hamare kamre ko pink Kar diya Maine kuch nahi bola par mere bacche ko pink mat Karo please

A : aree Kyu ladai Kar rahe ho dekho bichara baccha bore ho gaya

R : dekhiye na bhabhi she is making Ruvy wear pink

B : dii aap hi boliye he will look more cute na

S : we have brought this for him make him wear this

R : haan yeh accha hai

S : come down fast

In Shivika Room

Anika was sitting and thinking something while Shivaay came buttoning his shirt

S : why aren't you ready anika Get ready

A : I am not coming down Shivaay

S : Kya par kyu

A : sab aayenge aur phir sab puchenge I will not be able to give answer then ......No....I don't want to come aur media bhi hogi nahi aana mujhe niche Shivaay aur pinky aunty ko bhi accha nahi lagega

S : tum Meri hi Anika ho na ?

A : Kya meh rahe hai aap

S : (cupping her face) kyuki Meri Anika toh kisise nahi darti thi she used to face problems aur muhtod jawab bhi deti this I want my khidkithod Anika back

A : I am not more khidkithod Anika Shivaay I can't face people I can't answer people I can't face problems shiv and you will never get your khidkithod Anika back

S : why are you saying like this Anika aesi baate Kyu Kar rahi ho tell me what's the problem

A : koi problem nahi hai Shivaay aap jaiye Ruvy ki cake cutting ka time bhi ho Gaya hai

Tej and Jhanvi entered their room

A : Mom Dad (she went and hugged them)

A/S : kaise hai aap dono

T/J : Fine

J : Chalo niche nahi aana

A : aan...aap log jaiye meh aati hu thodi der meh

T : Kya hua Anika I can understand sab tumse saval puchenge answer them confidently tum toh aesi nahi thi princess

Anika lowered her gaze listening this

A : please aap log jaiye meh aati hu

J : we are waiting for you down Shivaay isse lekar hi aana

S : yes mom

A : aap bhi jaiye shiv

S : tum tyaar horahi ho ki meh tumhe tyaar karu

A : Shivaay aap samajne ki koshish Kyu nahi karte

S : tum nahi samaj rahi ho Anika it's okay agar log puchte hai toh puchne do just ignore them

A : I can't ignore Shivaay mujhe accha nahi lagta jab log puchte tab I feel ......I......I don't feel good mujhe ajeeb lagta hai please aap jaiye mujhe akele rehne dijiye thodi der

She tried to go and sit on bed he stopped her by holding her hand she turned and saw him

S : (caressed her cheeks) listen to me take your time meh tumhe kuch nahi bolunga tumhe nahi aana hai don't come take rest par talk to me jabhi tumhe lage kuch bolna just say it meh Hoon tumhe sunne me liye okay

A : Thank you Shivaay (she hugged him with thud while crying) for always being there for me Thank you I love you Shivaay I love you

S : I love you too Anika shh Rona nai Ani

A : (she got out from hug placed her hands on his him and his hands were on his waist)
Aapko pata hai agar Meri jagah koi aur ladki hoti na toh usse Ghar se nikal dete usse apna te hi nahi yeh baat pata chalne ke baad (she lowered her gaze with tears) par aapne hamesha Mera saath Diya hai hamesha aap mere saath khade rahe hai I am sure koi aur ladki hoti na toh uska pati usse isse Kya kuch nahi meh deta par aapne mujhe kabhi kuch nahi kahaa aapne mujhe yeh kahaa ki take your time jab mujhese baat karna ka maan Kare tab karna

S : So I am best husband right (to make her Smile)

A : best nahi bestest husband ho aap I am really sorry ki meh aapse baat share nahi karti par jab mujhe lagega tab meh karungi I am sorry shiv (she hugged him again and cried hiding in his chest)

S : bas bas shaant (he caressed her back) I know tumhe kaise feel hota hoga I can understand par don't worry sab thik ho jayega tum zaroor pregnancy phase experience karogi

A : Shiv......aap jaiye sab wait kar rahe honge(She wiped her tears)

S : okay fresh ho Kar baitho and don't cry okay hmm meh aata hu aur agar aane ka maan Kare toh ajana Anika tumhe pata hai na woh tumse kitna attached hai

A : I will try to come Shivaay par don't wait for me

S : thik hai maan Kare toh Soo Jana

A : hmm

He was about to

A : Shivaay

S : hmm

A : Thank you for understanding me

S : Anika I can do this much for you , you are my wife hamara rishta ek dusre ko samajne ka hai nahi ek dusre ko tane marna Ani

A : hmm

He went down and she buried herself in pillow and cried Thinking about when they decided for baby and how they got to know about that she can't get pregnant , how she used to cry

I am nervous 😬 Was the Chappy well ?

What Anika needs to tell Shivaay ??

Flashback coming May be 😉

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