So here is the 4th part of CRAVING TO BE PARENTS

So while watching India's Match I wrote the chappy because I was having a holiday today so here is the update

They both remembered that day

FLASHBACK

S : yeh lo (while giving giving her pregnancy kit)

A : par shiv..

S : karlo I think iss baar it will be positive

A : thik hai

She went inside

Shivaay was walking from here and there he was just thinking about Anika , she was inside the bathroom checking through her pregnancy kit

She came out in some time , she stood at the door of washroom with the kit , Shivaay saw her and as soon as he saw her with tears he understood that it is negative 💔

He went towards her saw the kit and she hugged him while crying

A : it's....it's negative again shiv

S : (he caressed her back and head) koi baat nahi humne test karvaye hai na aaj so sab thik hoga hmm don't worry and this tears don't suit you baby

A : agar kuch bohot bura hoga toh shiv

S : umm hmm nahi hoga I am there with you

Next morning

She went went to hospital with Shivaay she sat inside his cabin she was too scared and Shivaay came with the reports while reading with another doctor she could see he was tensed , she understood that something has happened , as soon as they came she got up

A : Shivaa...y Kya aaya hai reports meh ?

S : Thank you doctor , (to anika) come here sit

He made her sit on a small bed which was in the cabin , he kept the reports aside , he holded her hands and saw her while he was getting to weak

A : aap...mujhe dara rahe ho shiv please batayiye Kya bat hai (she was in tears till now but she controlled her self)

He immediately hugged her and hidded his face in her shoulder

A : shiv please boliye Kya baat hai

S : (he said while stammering and crying more) I..I am sorry Ani sab Meri wajah se hua hai

A : aap yeh Kya keh rahe aapki wajah se Kya hua hai I am sure aapki wajah se kuch nahi hua hoga pehle toh aap shaant ho jaiye aur mujhe boliye reports meh kya likha hai

They both parted and Anika wiped his tears

A : ab boliye Kya baat hai aur usse pehle aap kaise itne weak ho Gaye Shivaay Singh Oberoi toh kabhi nahi rota aur aaj kaise roo pada

S : he only cries in front of his wife

A : batayiye na reports meh Kya likha hai

S : Ani re... reports me..meh

A : haan Kya

S : re.. reports meh likha hai ki

A : ki

S : (he said in go) your womb is very weak to carry baby and your fallopian tube has some problem woh...sab us....us acc... accident se hua hai

She was silent she didn't said anything nor tears were flowing from her eyes , she was thinking about their make outs and how they were planning their baby their fights for boy and a girl , she was thinking all this and then saw Shivaay with tears

A : p.. ple...ase aap Sach bol rahe ho na I....I know sab thik hoga na shiv please aap kuch karenge na (she holded her collars and cried harder)

S : yahi Sach hai Ani I...I am sorry sab Meri wajah se hi hua hai

A : isme aapki koi galti nahi hai galti Meri hi hai kami mujhe meh hi hai I know ..pa.r iska ..koi ...upay ...toh hoga na Kya meh Baa...

S : (he kept his finger on her lips) no no aesa kabhi nahi bolna hamara baccha aayega iss duniya meh hum layenge usse usse apne haatho se bada karenge hum don't haan Ani I am with you hmm

A : I don't think so Shivaay kuch thik bhi hoga I....I am scared now kuch thik nahi hua toh hum Kya karenge shiv aap...toh (while getting mad and she was just saying and saying) aap...toh doctor ha...haina aap kuch k...karte Kyu nahi ....koi ope.....operation ki zarurat hai...toh operation Kar dijiye I...I know meh inn sab....trea....tment aur op... Operation se darti hu par hamare bacche ko iss duniya meh......lane ke liye meh...kuch bhi Karungi aap..kahiye Kya karna shiv say na ...aap kuch .....bolte Kyu nahi say something

Shivaay was just seeing her that she was getting weak and was going mad , and was saying and saying

S : (he cupped her face) k...koi operation ki zarurat nahi hai Meri Ani ko she will get fine in her own I know and she will not fall weak you are Anika Shivaay Singh Oberoi haina she is strong she will face the problem hmm (he kissed her forehead and she smiled thinking that he is with her)

Anika cried harder burying her head into his chest

FLASHBACK ENDS

Same was this time

Shivaay was hugging Anika from one side and she was having tears in their eyes remembering all this

S : bas shh (he caressed her shoulder and made where stopped crying)

A : aaj USS baat ko 6/7 saal hone aaye still I am suffering from that stuff

S : now no more sad talks okay

They parted and he wiped her tears and said

S : apna mood thik Karo okay and stay happy hmm tears don't suit you Jaan

She smiled at him

S : Ani do you want to go somewhere out haan you will feel fresh , kahin bahaar jate hai aaj

A : hmm (still in sad mood)

S : kahaa Jana hai batao

A : bas kahin khuli jagah par jahaa I can get fresh air

S : thik hai toh Nariman Point chalte hai will enjoy there today long drive ya

A : thik hai (she smiled)

They sat in car and she played song in the long they both just in their "WE TIME"

A : Shivaay hum udhar Jake photos kichvate hai na

S : thik hai come

They both went at end and clicked some pictures with each other

And Shivaay was happy seeing Anika Happy , and suddenly thunder happened and Anika hugged Shivaay with scared face

S : kuch nahi hua it's fine , I think barish hone wali hai chalte hai

A : no Shivaay please bhigte hai na kitna maza aayega please Shivaay it will be so much fun

S : no Anika tum bimar pad jaogi and then you will catch cold come here let's go back home aur waise bhi hum Subah se Ghar nahi Gaye hai all will be waiting for us

A : please thoda bhigne dijiye please

S : thik hai but only 2 mins not more than that

It was small small drops of rain and she was enjoying the nature to fullest and he was very happy seeing Anika , while she giggling and enjoying the baarish

A : ab chale mujhe dekhkar ho Gaya

S : haan haan ho Gaya

At Oberoi Mansion

P : kahaa hai Shivaay aur uska phone bhi nahi lag Raha hai ?

O : mom I am calling him wait

G : pata nahi dii kahaa hai woh bhi Subah see nahi aayi

Sha : both will be together I think

R : ho sakta hai let me call bhabhi

They both called them many times but Shivaay's phone was switched off and Anika's phone was on silent

When they sat and Anika checked her phone

A : Shivaay Ghar se kitne date missed calls means I think they will be worried I am sure

S : let me call them

He took her phone and called Rudra , Rudra picked up

R : bhabhi kahaa ho aap , aap dono thik toh ho bhaiyya kahaa hai unka phone switched off Kyu aaraha hai speak something bhabhi

S : Rudra we are fine hum just bahaar aese gumne Gaye they we are fine aur hum Ghar hi aarahe hai don't worry

He ended the call after talking to him soon they reached home

Both were entering with giggles and they got a big glare from Dadi

D : kitne laparwah ho tum dono ek phone nahi Kar sakte the , Veena (servant) jaldi do rumal leke aa , kitne bhig Gaye ho

S : sorry Dadi

A : Dadi woh Meri wajah se .....

D : tuh much mat bol Anika puttar isse hi bahaar guma be ka suja hoga nai ?

P : Mamiji Anika ko bhigne ka shauk hai mere bete ko nahi woh toh na hi Bolta hoga usse par yeh kahaa kisiki sunti hai

D : pinky chup Kar

P : aaj Tak Meri sunli hoti toh gharse nikal gayi hoti na , kaise Bala payi hai Maine apni Zindagi meh pata nahi , pata nahi meh usse itna bolti hu par isse kuch asar hi nahi hota mere beta ka picha toh chod doh Kam se Kam khud toh Baanj hai hi aur Ghar meh joh manhusiyat ho rahi hai woh sab iski wajah se toh hai hamara naam barbad ho Raha hai sab iski wajah se , Kash iski Shaadi mere bete se na Hui hoti toh aaj Mera beta kitna sukhi hota

Anika was full of tears till now though she gathered the courage and went towards her

A : aa...aap se Maine aaj Tak kuch nahi kahaa aapne joh kahaa Maine suna par meh aapse aaj kuch mangti hu aap dengi

P : ek bhooti kaudi bhi nahi dungi

She (Pinky) was trying to go away

A : aap Shivaay ki Shaadi kisi aur se Kara dijiye (she said it in a go)

S : Ani Maine tumhe iss baat peh samjaya hai na Kyu phirse yeh topic nikala meh koi Shaadi wadi nahi karne Wala Chalo room meh (he said with anger)

A : please Shivaay she is right meh manhus hi toh hu aur Kya sab much kharab karke rakha hai Maine jabse aayi hu tabse sab galat hi toh ho Raha hai please aap mujhe chod dijiye wohi behtar rahega

S : just stop it (he said loudly and his anger was on top now)

P : agar rahi bol rahi hai toh Kyu nahi , Lele isse divorce Tere liye hi accha hoga

S : mom aur ek shaabdh nahi bas ho Gaya I will not listen a word against my wife (he pointed pinky and holded Anika's hand )

P : ab tu iss fatichar ladki ke liye apni maa se aese baat karega , abhi bhi meh rahi hu chod deh isse aur apni Zindagi bacha le abhi vakt hai Shivaay

S : Anika ka ke saath hi Meri Puri Zindagi hai aur uske Siva koi nahi hai did you get it mom

P : par woh maa toh nahi ban sakti Shivaay apni Ghar grahasti ko aage badhana toh padega na

S : nahi badhaunga , Puri Zindagi aese hi ek dusre ek sahare bita lenge par meh kisi aur se shaadi nahi karunga did you get it (he said it to pinky ) did you get it (he said while seeing Anika)

P : kab sunega tuh Meri meh ma....

Before she could say he kept his finger on her and nodded in no

S : mom Maine aapse kitni baar kahaa hai aese mat boliye

P : toh Kya bolna baki reh Gaya hai abhi

S : mujhe aaj aap sabse kuch kehna hai

D : Kya kehna hai puttar

S : jab 9 saal pehle Anika ka accident hua tha

A : shiv aap kuch nahi kehenge yaad rakhna aap Meri kasam tod rahe hai Shivaay please aap kisi se kuch nahi kahenge

O : Kya baat hai bhabhi

Sha : Shivaay just say it

S : uss Din Anika ka accident Meri wajah se hua tha woh truck Meri upar aane Wala tha par Anika pushed me and then uska accident hua

Anika came forward to Shivaay opposite to him and said

A : (she said with tears) Shivaay bas aap iske aage kuch nahi kahenge bas stop it Shivaay

P : usse bolne de (with a very calm voice)

S : let me speak Anika ab aur meh aur nahi chupa sakta I need to tell everyone about that day (he holded her shoulders)

A : par

S : please , phir when we planned and the result was not coming positive so we tested and you all know the results aur yeh sab Mom yeh sab uss accident ki wajah se hua hai woh.....mujhe bachane me chakkar meh uski jaan khatre meh pad gayi this mom , she had internal problem due to that accident and till this years I kept quite kyuki usne mujhe kasam do thi na bolne ki just that's why or else Maine aap sab ko yeh baat Bata di hoti mom jabse aap usse aesa bolte aayi hai na tabse she didn't even raised a voice against you she always heard you , agar aaj meh aap logo ke samne khada hu na toh sirf aur sirf iski wajah se hu agar woh apni jaan par khel ke Meri jaan na bachati toh aaj aapka billu ek photo me.....

Dadi cutted her

D : chup Kar billu bas aesa mat bol

S : aur Kya bolu meh Dadi mom ne kitna kuch sunaya Meri Ani ko she always cried but she never raised her voice

Anika was having tears listening all this omru stood by her

Pinky went towards Anika , folded her hands

P : mere bacche ki jaan bachane me liye meh Tere per bhi padlu toh Kam hai Anika (she touched her legs)

A : ye...yeh aap Kya kar rahi hai please aesa mat kijiye aap .... Shivaay please pinky aunty se kuch kahiye ..... please pinky aunty aap uthiye

She made her get up and made her sit

A : aap please mujhese Mafi mat mangiye aapki koi galti nahi

P : Meri hi galti hai meh tujhse Mafi mangne ke layak bhi nahi hu

A : aap please aesa mat sochiye

Other things in Next Chappy sorry I updated small Chappy

So will meet back on Sunday

I will update a very big Chappy pinky promise and I am sure that you will like it

So how were the 2 days surprises??

Well how was the update ?

Will the relationship between pinky and Anika be normal ?

What will happen next any idea ?

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