Forewords

hey guys...wintercandles here with my third story. i never imagined that i'll reach till my third...thx to you guys for supporting me all the way *hugs*

WARNING: THIS IS YAOI (BOY X BOY), SO IF YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH IT, PLZ DON'T READ. THERE WILL BE RATED SCENES BUT I'LL STATE IN THE BEGINNING OF THE CHAP...THANK YOU.

so here comes the summary..i'm bad with summaries so plz bear with it.

Yunho is stuck between 2 different loves in 2 different time periods. Which will he choose, the person he first loved and gave his entire heart to or the person he supposedly met..Read on ^^

Pairing : Yunjae of course (haven't really decided on side characters)

i decided to post the forewords 1st but i will only start on this one after my exams and the on-going fic ends. Thank You :D

Comments are welcomed <3!!

i really like the poster...it's nice!
Credits to FlightSeventeen :D

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Chapter 1

Thank god winglin is back!!! whoots!!

IMPT: This is a story is dealing with change of time periods so maybe some of you might find it confusing...but you still can ask me :D

Differentiating characters: Yunho (24) + Hero (23) = 2017
Yunho (17) + Jaejoong (16) = 2010

Anyway I've already indicated the time period...so guess shld be ok

And Yunho is NOT travelling between 2 time periods, it just shows him in 2 diff periods. He will be going back to the past somewhere in the middle of the story but not yet.

Lol I shall shut up now ^^

Happy reading!!

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"Wow! There are really many stars out tonight" Hero said placing his hand over Yunho's, leaning on Yunho's shoulder and staring out at the stars.

"Yup but there's none which is as beautiful you" Yunho pulled Hero close to him, such that the latter perfectly fitted in his arms.

"Yunnie do you know what you are?" Yunho shrugged his shoulders.

"A big block of cheese" Both of them laughed and then went back to looking at the stars quietly.

After standing at their apartment balcony gazing at the stars, both them went to bed. Yunho stared at Hero's back and was drifting off to his own thoughts when his Hero's voice distracted him.

"Yunnie, can I ask you something?"

"Hmm"

"Do you ever regret being with me?" upon hearing that Yunho scooted closer to Hero and turned him so that the latter will be facing him.

"Boo is something wrong?"

"Nope nothing"

"You wouldn't ask me that question for nothing"

"I don't know Yunnie, I was just wondering what if you are suddenly sick of being with me" Hero was already tearing abit.

"Why are thinking that way boo...I'll never ever do that boo. You are my first and last love sweetie, so don't ever think that way. I love you" Yunho replied in a calming tone, kissing away Hero's tears.

"I love you too, Yunnie" Yunho pulled Hero closer to his body, taking in his scent which lulled him to sleep. On the other hand Hero was still awake.

'Yunnie, I wish I really could tell you but I'm still glad I'm still the one person you love then and now...sigh' with that Hero fell asleep in Yunho's arms.
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*Purple line let me set up my world...*

"Groan!" Yunho was sweeping through his side table with his hand searching for his handphone. He quickly picked it up so that he won't wake up Hero. He just placed the phone near his ear not even bothering to say 'hello'.

"...."

"Hyung"

"Zzz"

"Yah! Hyung! Wake up already it's 11 30!!"

"Mmm..bwo *yawn*"

"Hyung hyung guess what?!"

"Min I think you have really lost your marbles. First you wake me up so early and second you are playing guessing game with me...just go and sleep Min" Jaejoong was already waking up and he turned to Yunho and mouthed 'good morning' before kissing him.

"Good morning baby...and Min that was not for you in case you were thinking"

"Duh of course I know...oh so Hero hyung is awake, pass it to him atleast he'll listen...hmph"

"Whatever" Yunho passed the phone to Hero before pulling the covers over his head, curling up into a ball.

"Morning Min...what's up?"

"Guess what?!" "Err..."

"I just got promoted for being the best researcher in my institution!!"

"Wow...that's some news...Congrats Min, I'm so happy for you"

"Thank You hyung! So do you guys wanna meet up so you can give me a treat? I'm giving you guys the rare privilege for you to splurge your money on me..hehe"

"Haha...you are really cute Min...alright alright just text me on where you wanna meet and you can eat all you want and it's on us...Bye"

"On you honey, not me" Hero heard Yunho's muffled voice and smacked his butt.

"Oww!! Boo!!"

"Come on Yunnie, he just got promoted for being the best researcher, he deserves this"

"What about work?"

"Let's call in sick"

"You sneaky little devil" Yunho tickled Hero kissing him randomly before getting out from bed.

Yunho 23, is a interior designer and he owns a small company. Despite the fact that he is a newbie to interior designing, his creations have been recognized and demanded by many worldwide. Yunho has been together with Hero for about two years already and he's only best friend was Changmin who studied together with Hero. Yunho knows that he missed some things from his past due to some accident he can't seem to remember but whenever he tries to remember he ends up hurting himself.

Hero 22, is a chef and owns his own restaurant. He loves cooking which actually made him open his own restaurant. He met Yunho while he was in college. It was a love at first sight thing but he was the happiest man in the world when Yunho confessed to him two years ago and they have been together ever since then. Hero is the only one who knows about Yunho past since he was personally involved in it but he never told Yunho but even till now he waits for the right moment to tell Yunho but he just can't bring himself to tell him.

Changmin 20, is a science freak and soon he became a researcher in an institution. His best friends are Yunho and Hero since they studied together, even though he graduated earlier thanks to his smarts.

Hero quickly got inside the bathroom before Yunho came inside, leaving him pouting outside the bathroom like a kid being punished. Hero laughed when he still saw Yunho sitting on the bed pouting when he came out. Hero was tidying up himself, while Yunho was showering, when he received a text message.

From: Min
Lets meet at Café 9095...been months since we went there and bring enough money. Byez.

Hero was busy replying and did not notice that Yunho was already out. He jerked when suddenly felt a pair of strong arms hugging him from the back. He looked up and blushed when he saw, from the reflection of the mirror, Yunho topless with only a towel covering his bottom, hugging him and slowly kissing his neck.

"You look so sexy with that top boo, makes me wanna eat you up now" Yunho said seductively, nibbling Hero's ear looking at him from the mirror.

"Uhh...Yunnie~ later ok...we just woke up" Yunho whined and hugged Hero. Hero giggled before kissing him passionately on the lips.

"Yunnie we are meeting Min at Café 9095 later about 5...so can we do some shopping before meeting Min?"

"Sure Boo, anything for you" Hero smiled sweetly and kissed Yunho. Both of them took their breakfast which Hero prepared before leaving home.

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Chapter 2

Hero practically dragged Yunho in and out every shop in the mall before settling down on a bench in front of the fountain, which was in the middle of the mall. Both of them shared some random stuff, laughing and made their way to Café 9095 at 5 but they were not surprised to find Changmin already.

"Hyungs!! So glad you guys came" Changmin ran forward and hugged both of them. All them settled down at the nearest table and the waiter approach them swinging her hips a little and stood very close to Yunho.

"So what would you like to have?" getting closer to Yunho.

"Well I want everything that is on the special menu" Changmin ordered totally ignoring Yunho's shocked face.

"We would like one chocolate and one strawberry milkshake and 2 brownie with ice cream...and I'm already taken" Yunho said calmly pointing at Hero. Hero tried his best to hold back laughter when he saw the waiter's face.

"Boo you really nailed her". Hero quieten down when he saw the waiter coming back with the orders, but instead this she was hitting on Changmin.

"I'm sorry but I'm married to science" the waiter was totally dumbfounded and gave him the 'what a geek' face before walking off but Changmin didn't bother and started digging in.

"So care to tell us how you got promoted?"

"Well I created these 2 formulas. The first is not really useful but it was kinda fun doing it. I created this potion which actually made plants grow really fast, like maybe within a minute or so, my test plat grew like 30 cm longer! Can you believe it?!"

"No way" Yunho said sarcastically. Changmin just laughed and continued because he knew Yunho was just joking.

"My second one was a real breakthrough. The potion actually works in a way that one a person consumes the potion, he becomes the strongest person even though he is really weak and it works vice versa too"

"Wow now that's something" Yunho and Hero were really impressed.

"Thank you but the best part is that, now I can work on whatever I want. So my first plan is to create a time machine."

"What?! Are you kidding?! There's no such thing as time machine Min"

"tsk tsk a non-believer but I'll still try"

"Who knows Yunnie, he even made plants grow so quickly within a minute" Changmin mouthed 'thanks'.

"Well good luck on your time machine Min as long you don't bring the dinosaurs back" all of them laughed hearing Yunho's remark. After having their little get together, they dropped off Changmin at his house and decided to stroll along the beach nearby. Both of them removed their shoes and walked along the shore line, holding hands feeling the soft sand against their feet. Hero noticed that Yunho was unusually quiet and he was feeling uneasy.

"Yunnie, is something bothering you? You are awfully quiet"

"..."

"Yunnie.."

"Nothing Boo, it's just that all this time talk makes me wish I knew something about past my younger days which I forgot. I'm trying so hard to recall but it just gets cut off in a flas...OWW!!" Yunho fell on his knees on to the ground holding his head.

"YUNNIE!!"

"Oww!!..it hurts!!" Yunho held his head harder. Hero hugged him rubbing his back trying to calm him down.

"It's ok...calm down...don't think about it..I'm here for you Yun just forget about it!" It took awhile before the pain subsided. Yunho pulled away from the hug, with tears streaming down his face. Hero wiped away the tears with his thumb and kissed him on the forehead.

"Yunnie, promise me you'll never ever try to remember your past? If you really want to know about past I'll try my best to help you but never try to recall your past Yunnie. It hurts me to see you undergo so much of pain." Yunho hugged Hero tightly before letting him go. They continued they walk back home sharing a few jokes trying their best to forget what just happened. When they reached home, Yunho was too tired, so he took his bathe and went to bed immediately. Hero smiled to himself when he saw Yunho sleeping peacefully after he came out from the shower. He wore his pajamas and slipped under the cover beside Yunho feeling his warmth radiating from his body.

"Yunnie, thank you so much for loving me then and now. I'll try my best to tell you about your past but I doubt you'll believe...I love Yun" Hero mumbled to the sleeping Yunho before he slept.

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"Umma! Bye! I'm going to school!" Jaejoong grabbed his lunch box and rushed out from his house.
"Jae!! How many times must-...Aish this kid never listens" This was the fifth time Jaejoong left his house without taking breakfast. Jaejoong always stayed up late reading the story book which his parents recently bought for his birthday called, 'Time Confusion'. Ever since then he had been late for school always missing his breakfast.

Jaejoong 16, he studies in XXX high school with his best friend, Junsu. Jaejoong always have had slight feelings for his senior Yunho but he never showed, more like he was good at hiding it.

Junsu 16, studies in XXX high school together with Jaejoong. He has a huge crush towards Yoochun, who is a basketball player.

Jaejoong managed to rush into the school before the second bell went off. He entered his class room and sat beside his best friend, Junsu but Junsu did not realize that Jaejoong was already there and continued looking out the window. Curious enough, Jaejoong quietly peeked over Junsu's shoulder and smirked when found him looking at Yoochun who was playing basketball with his best friend, Yunho.

"You've been at it for a week already Junsu, why don't you just tell him that you like him" Junsu jerk out from his seat, putting his hand over his heart when he heard Jaejoong's voice.

"Hyung don't do that again! You scared me!"

"It's not that I scared you Junsu, you didn't even know I've been here for the past 10 minutes since you were busy admiring Yoochun."

"I wasn't admiring!" Junsu turned to hide his flushed face.

"Aww~ Su you don't have to be shy, why don't you just tell him?"

"I can't hyung, he's a senior"

"So what Su, he's not gonna eat you up, afterall, he's only a year older. Well if you are not gonna tell him, I'm gonna set you guys up" Jaejoong told in a flat tone and shrugged his shoulder.

"No! no hyung! I'll tell him, just give me some time"

"How long? Till the cows come home?" Jaejoong said sarcastically.

"Hyung~" Jaejoong burst out laughing when he saw Junsu whining but settled down when he saw the teacher walking in. When they heard the lunch break bell go off, Jaejoong and Junsu went to the cafeteria to get their food and settled down on a empty table. They were busy eating when they saw 2 shadows blocking them. They looked up and found Yunho and Yoochun standing holding their food trays.

"Umm hi, everywhere is full so can we join you guys?" Jaejoong looked over at the dumbfounded Junsu before nodding his head since he did not find anything wrong in allowing them to sit on their table.

"Hi, I'm Yunho but you can call me Yunho and this is Yoochun...You are?"

"Jaejoong and this is Junsu" Junsu flushed when Yoochun said 'hi' and Jaejoong just could not stop thinking how handsome Yunho and wished that this was a dream that would never end.

"So if you guys don't have anything after school, would you like to join us to shoot a few hoops?"

"Umm well it should be ok I guess but Junsu does not really know how to play basket ball, he's more of a soccer head"

"That should not be a problem, I can teach you besides it's only for fun" Yoochun volunteered. All of them agreed before they left for their own classes. After classes, they met up at basketball court and started playing. Yoochun was teaching Junsu a few moves and due to the close contact he was blushing real hard. Yunho and Jaejoong were playing one on one but it was more like they were getting to know each other. Since that day onwards they met up pretty often, having fun and even spend lunch breaks together. This helped Junsu a lot and he felt pretty comfortable being around Yoochun. Jaejoong was enjoying his every moment he had with Yunho and he loved them. As for Jaejoong, his feelings towards Yunho increased a lot but he was pretty sure that Yunho was not gay, I mean with his looks, his muscles and personality, he was more of a ladies' man plus he never really got interested in him. But on the other hand, Jaejoong was wrong, Yunho did develop feelings for Jaejoong but he did not want to tell him afraid that he might break their friendship.

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Chapter 3

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****************************** Back to 2017 ******************************

After months on working on his time machine project, looking down at his creation, Changmin felt that it ready for testing. He took the machine that he created, which looked more like a gameboy, and stood infront of his test rabbit which he took out from the cage. He tied a watch to the rabbit's collar and then set the timing in the time machine to 10 minutes ago. After hesitating for awhile, he pressed the button. To his surprise the rabbit faded away and appeared in the cage with the watch still attached to its collar. He checked the time on the watch which was running 10 minutes late compared to the normal time. Changmin could not contain his happiness and started jumping around his whole lab. After about 15 minutes of jumping around, he took out his phone and dialed Hero's number.

"HYUNG!! HYUNG!!...I DID IT!!!"
"Ok Min calm down and tell me don't scream, I can't hear you clearly"

"Hyung I did it! I created a time lapse! I tested it out on my rabbit and it worked! Hyung I can't believe it I actually created a time machine!"

"Min, that's great! You should inform your institution. You created a major breakthrough in the history of Science!"

"I know hyung! But I've yet to find for bugs in it plus I haven't tested it out on humans yet. I'll call you back later hyung" Changmin hung up and continued inspecting his creation.

Hero was glad that Changmin created an invention which humans have been trying to create for years.

'Maybe he will get the Nobel Award...' Hero thought was cut half way when he remembered about Yunho, how he said he wished he could help with what happened in his past. He was pondering over the thought, while he was closing his restaurant when he thought of brilliant idea. The thought of it was a bit ridiculous but it was worth the try. He fished out his phone from his pocket and dialed Changmin's number.

"Min, I need you to do me favor so can I meet you at small park outside your institution?"

"Sure hyung, meet you there in an hour's time" Hero hung up and then sent a text message to Yunho.

'Yunnie, I'm meeting Changmin later so I'll be a little late...love you' Hero closed the restaurant and drove to the park to meet Changmin. It did not take long for Changmin to arrive.

"So hyung what did you wanted to talk about?"

"Umm well it might sound crazy but I want you to test your time machine on Yunho"

"WHAT?! Are you crazy?! I only tested for a few bugs, it's not fully tested yet so there's no way I'm allowing you to test it on Yunho!"

"But Min you tested it on your rabbit"

"That's on a rabbit, hyung not a human and just curious, why do you want me to test it on Yunho?"

"Yunho keeps trying to remember his past and hurts himself every time he tries to, so I was wondering if you could teleport him to that particular day so that he knows what happened"

"Hmm..but why do you worry? Besides I remember you told me that the person that Yunho liked last time was Jaejoong so now isn't it good that he forgot about him?"

"No no Changmin, you don't understand...sigh it's a long story"

"Then tell me...I'll only consider about using the machine on Yunho unless you tell me a proper reason." Hero rubbed his temple hesitating before he decided to tell Changmin.

"Yunho was studying with me since high school. He was my senior and I had a secret crush on him. My friend Junsu had a crush on Yunho's best friend, Yoochun so while both of them got to know each other better, I too got closer with Yunho but slowly I concluded that I probably would never get to be with Yunho because the way he behaved towards me was as if he never felt anything towards me plus he always surrounded by girls ya know.

Then on one particular day my parents decided to go Japan because my dad got a job offer there. Yoochun and Junsu came to send me off but Yunho never came, I waited but he didn't come" Hero was already tearing now. Changmin patted Hero's shoulder trying to calm him down.

"It's ok hyung, it's ok if don't wanna continue but I guess I'll let you try it out on Yunho"

"Thank you Min ah...but just let me tell you something...(long pause) I'm Jaejoong, Min" Changmin's eyes widened.

"what?!" Hero nodded.

"I'm Yunho past and present Min, I just changed my name and Yunho doesn't know this. That is why I want to show him that I came back for him even when I left him. So that's why even if he lost his past memory, I can show him what exactly happened if we use the time machine."

"Whoa ok that's some secret you are telling me...hmm ok I'll tell you my answer by tomorrow but no promises"

"Thanks Min I owe you"

"It's ok..." Changmin got cut off by the ringing of Hero's phone. *Hero picks up*

"Boo~ where are you already? I'm hungry~ come home quickly"

"Alright Yunnie, I'm on my way already and stop whining"

"Aww thank you boo, I'm waiting and I love you baby so much"

"Love you too" Changmin could not stop giggling because he could roughly hear what Yunho was saying on the other end.

"Well I guess that's your cue to go...see ya soon. Bye hyung" Hero dropped off Changmin at his home and drove off home. When Hero reached home he saw Yunho searching through kitchen cabinets trying to find something to eat, he tiptoed to the kitchen and hugged Yunho from the back.

"Sorry I'm late Yunnie but don't worry I'll whip something up in a jiffy" Hero was about pick the ingredients for the meal when he felt Yunho's hand circling around his waist and jerked when he felt Yunho's warm hand slip inside his shirt and come in contact with his skin.

"I guess you took it wrongly baby. When I said hungry, I wasn't talking about food" Yunho blew into Hero's ear making him weak.

"Uhh..Y-yunnie" Just Hero moaning his name once was enough to make Yunho go crazy. He carried him bridal style, plopped him onto the couch and climbed on top, kissing and sucking Hero's lips hungrily. The living room was quiet except for the sound of their soft moans and wet kisses. After about 10 minutes of kissing, they pulled away since they were out of breath. Yunho tilted his head and looked at Hero when he heard him giggling slightly.

"What was that for?"

"Haha well you really are very hungry" Yunho smirked with a gleam of lust present in his eyes and bend down sucking on Hero's neck. He bit lightly and sucking on a particular spot earning more moans from the latter, while doing that Yunho was already un buttoning Hero's shirt. He trailed his tongue down his milky skin attacking his nipples, nibbling and sucking. Hero could not take it anymore and felt himself getting hard. Yunho felt Hero's hand slipping into his shirt, rubbing his back and slipping his hand into his jeans, feeling his butt cheeks. Yunho very well knew what Hero wanted and removed his jeans and stroking his member.

"ahh...uh...faster...f-faster..uhhh...ahh I-I'm cumming..uhh" when Yunho felt that Hero was already at his climax, he covered the tip of his member earning a pout from the latter.

"Come with me baby"

"Remove your jeans first, there are in the way" Yunho laughed and removed his jeans together with his boxers with the help of Hero. Both of them were naked and Yunho was grinding himself on Hero causing the latter to moan. Yunho lifted Hero's legs and put them on his shoulder, stationing the tip of his member infront of Hero's hole. He then paused and looked around for some lube. Realizing the pause, Hero looked up and saw Yunho looking around.

"Yunnie sweetie what are you looking for?"

"Umm I need some lube to prepa.."

"Aww...just enter me already" Hero reached out for Yunho's neck and pulled him closer, causing his member to slightly enter Hero.

"ahhh..uhh..Y-yun...uhh..i-in" realizing this Yunho slowly entered Hero causing the latter to moan loudly because of the pain since he did use any lube.

"aww...my boo..uhh...feeling horny huh" once he was fully inside he stopped awhile for Hero to get used to the size and he started moving when Hero nodded.

"uhh...y-yunn...ahh...faster...uhh..harder..ahhh" Hero was digging his nails into Yunho back cutting him slightly.

"uhh...fuck...yunnie...I'm cumming..ahh" it did not take long before he squirted his cum onto Yunho's hand and stomach, while Yunho came inside Hero. Yunho dropped himself on top of Hero since he was dead tired and when he was about pull out his member, Hero stopped him.

"Stay inside me Yunnie" Yunho leaned down and kissed him passionately before switching positions, letting Hero lay on top of him. Both of them slept peacefully in each other's ember not bothering even if they were naked.

Squinting his eyes, Hero woke up but felt uncomfortable near his pelvis when tried to turn, that was when he realized what happened last night and blushed.

"Morning boo" Yunho kissed Hero on the lips.

"Morning Yunnie...uhh" Hero moaned as Yunho's member slipped out when he got up. Hearing Hero's moan, Yunho started thinking dirty. Without him realizing he had a perverted look plastered on his face.

"Don't you even think about it" Hero threw the cushion at Yunho's face and ran up to his room covering himself laughing, before Yunho could pull any moves on him.
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firstly, i'm so sorry if this story is abit confusing..
but just a word of advice, it'll be better if you guys see 2017 as the present and 2010 past because most of the story is gonna be taking place in 2017...i kinda screwed the timing when i was writing...thx

Koizora - thx alot..yup it's still a mystery lol...yup min suits smart boy image alot...thx for reading :D

Sugar_Pop - *waves* glad to see you here too *hugs* well yup yun and jae are originally together...yun did not fall in love with jae from the past....thx for reading :D lol i've got a real bad feeling that i'm confusing you guys haha

Herakleion - *waves* great to see you here too*hugs*...thx for the article on time travel..i'm really interested about time travel, bermuda triangle and stuff lol...thx for reading :D

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Chapter 4

**************************** Back to 2010 **********************************

Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu and Jaejoong were already best friends after spending time almost every day together.

While the teacher was busy teaching in class, Jaejoong could not help but think about what his parents talked about to him the day before.

Flashback

"Jaejoong-ah!! Can you come here for a moment?" his mom called with a worried face, thinking about how Jaejoong might react after hearing the news. Jaejoong came to the living room with ear piece in his ear and dropped himself on the couch.

"Yup?"

"Umm Jaejoong-ah...how do I say..umm?"

"Jaejoong, I got a promotion and the job is stationed in Japan so we will be moving there at the end of this week" his dad said sternly but all he got was a Jaejoong who was staring straight at him expressionless.

"So I'm taking that if you are keeping quiet, means you have no objections" upon hearing this Jaejoong removed both his ear pieces and his dad, and then back to his mom, then he sniggered.

"You guys almost got me. Haha that was a good one"

"I am serious Jaejoong. This promotion might even allow us to get things we dreamt about and we will have enough money for your college fund, so I'm not going to lose this offer" shocked, Jaejoong stood up and looked straight at his parents.

"No way I'm leaving this place" Jaejoong grabbed his ipod and stomped out from the living room. His dad was surprised and at the same time furious with his son's behavior.

"Jaejoong! Don't walk away when I'm talking to you! Come back here now!" Jaejoong stopped but he did not look back. The thought of leaving his friends and most all U-know was already making him tear up. He knows Yunho likes him but only as friends (what jae thinks) but he still just being beside was better and totally leaving.

"Start packing and I'll inform your school, no excuses" Jaejoong let the tears fall and ran to his room and slammed the door.

"Jaejoong-ah open up...I wanna talk to you" he did not respond when he heard his mom knocking the door. Since he did not respond, his mom opened the door, walked towards the bed and sat beside him.

"Sweetie, I'm sorry dad shouted at you but you need to understand. He really worked hard to get this promotion and it'll also help us be financially stable" she ruffled Jaejoong's hair hoping to coming him down.

"*sob* I know mom but I don't wanna leave my friends*sob*I love being and spending time with them mom. I don't wanna go somewhere, where it's strange and I'll never get to see them"

"No baby, you still get to see them"

"Yeah like what...once a year?" Jaejoong snapped. His mom sighed realizing her son is in denial.

"Well, that's all I can say Jaejoong-ah. Things don't always go the way you like it, you need to learn to accept reality. I didn't say that it was gonna be easy for all of us but the least we can do is learn to accept and get used to it. (long pause) I'm not gonna ask your dad to inform your school till you tell your friends yourself, till then you can go to school for the next few days. That's the least I can do. Goodnight" with that she left the room, leaving Jaejoong pondering things over.

End of Flashback

"Jae...Jae...earth to Jae" Junsu shook Jaejoong until he broke from his thoughts.

"Huh?"

"Mr Kim, I would appreciate it if you stop day dreaming and focus in class or it's detention for you next time" Jaejoong nodded and looked down at his book embarrassed since all eyes were on him. He sighed in relief when he heard the bell marking the end of a tiring school day. He was busy packing his books, shoving his books roughly inside his backpack until he noticed Junsu eyeing him from the corner of his eyes.

"Why are you staring at me like that?"

"Are you sure you are alright? You look bothered by something"

Jaejoong quickly plastered a fake smile on his face trying his best to stop Junsu from noticing that something was troubling him.

"What are you talking about? I'm perfectly fine" Jaejoong held Junsu by the wrist and led him out from the classroom. Jaejoong tried to tell his friends about him moving away but he just could not bear to tell them when they seemed happy together. Over the past 2 days, Jaejoong tried his best not get too involved with his friends afraid it might hurt even more to leave.

"Jae what are you doing there alone? Come on over" he turned and saw Yunho sitting on the swing, motioning him to come over. He stood up, dusting off the beach sand from his jeans and walked over. He sat on the next swing beside Yunho and started swinging himself lazily, letting the momentum take over. Both of them were looking at Yoochun and Junsu playing in the water, splashing water at each other. Jaejoong looked away when he saw from afar Yoochun kissing Junsu under the setting sun. Yes, Junsu and Yoochun were together now after Junsu had the courage to confess to him and lucky for him, Yoochun also felt the same way towards him. Jaejoong was really happy that his friend finally confessed his feelings but what hurts even more is the fact that the one person he loves so much is just beside him, yet just cannot tell his feelings, firstly afraid that it might break their friendship, secondly he knew his feelings will never be returned.

Yunho called Jaejoong over to join him because for the past few days he noticed that Jaejoong was distant from them, especially him. He knew something was bothering him but he decided to wait till he told him by himself. Even though the latter did not utter a single word to him though he was right beside him, he enjoyed the company. But what caught his attention was when Jaejoong got out from the swing and walked away towards the piled stone rocks which extended slightly out to the sea. He saw him just looking out at the sea with his hands slipped inside his jeans pocket.

'Jae what happened to you? Why are you like this' it was painful for Yunho to see the once bubbly Jaejoong shutting himself away from all of them. He got out from the swing and walked toward the latter and stood beside him, also with his hands slipped inside his jeans pocket.

"The sunset is beautiful isn't it"

"mmm" was all Jaejoong said in response.

"Jae, what happened? This isn't like you. You can tell me, I'll try my best to help you"

"I'm fine" he just nodded giving a weak smile. Suddenly a loud dolphin like scream broke the silence between them. Both of them looked over and saw Yoochun carrying Junsu, throwing him into the water and then falling in to join the latter. Yunho and Jaejoong chuckled when they saw them enjoying themselves.

"Mann I can't wait for Yoochun's birthday so that we can surprise him. He's been mentioning about going to a mountain resort recently, maybe we can treat him, besides we can also have fun" worried, Yunho looked over at Jaejoong when he did not hear him respond. He just saw him looking at sea but when he was examining his beautiful face, he was surprised when he saw tears trickling down, staining his cheeks.
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Chapter 5A/N

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Chapter 6

He just saw him looking at sea but when he was examining his beautiful face, he was surprised when he saw tears trickling down, staining his cheeks. He had no idea why the latter was crying but it pained him and out of instinct he reached out and hugged Jaejoong. At first Jaejoong was surprised by Yunho's move but calmed down when he felt his warmth against his body.

"Jae, I've got no idea why you are crying, but if crying makes you feel better, then just let it out. I'm here for you Jae, always" hearing this, Jaejoong cried even more and hugged Yunho, pulling him closer. Realizing this, Yunho tightened his hug around the latter. After Jaejoong seemed to have calmed down, Yunho pulled away from the hug and looked at Jaejoong who was looking at the ground. He gently tilted Jaejoong's chin making him look at him straight in the eye.

"Jae please tell me...I can't bear to see you like this...please Jae" there was a long pause before Jaejoong answered.

"I'm leaving Yunho"

"What?"

"Please don't make this any harder for me Yunho-ah, I'm leaving and I won't be coming back" with that he started tearing again.

"What?! This can't be happening"

"I'm sorry Yunho-ah *sob* my dad got a promotion in Japan and he has to go plus it's a good opportunity for him"

"But why do you have to go?!"

"It's already been decided, I can't do much anymore Yunho-ah" Jaejoong looked at Yunho who looked as if he was going to breakdown any moment. Jaejoong looked straight at Yunho. He found sadness lingering but there was something else in those brown orbs which he could not figure out. This time, Jaejoong reached out and hugged Yunho.

"Yunho-ah I'm sorry but thank you so much for always being there for me. I know I haven't been your friend as long as I was with Junsu but being friends with you really made a big impact in my life" he pulled away from the hug and cupped Yunho face, wiping away the tears which were trickling down his cheeks.

"I'm probably the luckiest guy ever to have friends like you, Junsu and Yoochun, those were my happiest days of my life and trust me when I say that no one can replace the spot I have for you in my heart ..." Jaejoong felt Yunho's intense gaze on him when he said the last sentence and quickly added,

"...or Junsu and Yoochun" he completed the sentence. Yunho could not take it anymore, he was planning to confess to Jaejoong soon but with him going away it was making it hard for him to do it. Confessing now would not make matters any better either as it would hard for both of them. Yunho leaned forward hugging Jaejoong feeling the warmth flowing from him.

"When?" Jaejoong did not need for Yunho to refer specifically; he knew what he was asking.

"Tomorrow evening"

"Jae, whatever it is just promise me that you will keep in touch"

"I will Yunho, I promise"

"Thanks Jae, I...nevermind" Yunho was partially over the fact that Jaejoong had to leave but he cannot do much about either and the only thing he wanted to do was to hold onto Jaejoong as long as he could.

"Whoa...you guys were hugging so many times, don't tell me you guys are together" Yoochun walked towards them, with his arms around Junsu.

' I wish ' Yunho and Jaejoong thought. Both of them broke away from their hug and just looked away. Sensing awkwardness in the air, Junsu walked towards Jaejoong and was a little taken aback when he saw Jaejoong with red, puffy eyes.

"Jae, did you cry?" when he did not respond, Junsu shifted his attention to Yunho, who did not speak a single word since they were there.

"Yunho, what happened?...did you bully Jae?...trust me if you did I'll never talk to you" Junsu heard Jaejoong chuckle softly. He saw Jaejoong walking towards Yoochun and himself before pulling them into a hug.

"Thanks guys for always being there for me" with that Jaejoong walked away from all 3 of them. Junsu stepped forward to stop him but he felt Yunho stopping him.

"Let him go"

"What?! He just goes 'thanks guys for always being there for me' and walks away and you expect me to stay here?! He looked as if he cried...what happened?!" Yoochun patted his shoulder, wrapping his arm round the latter's shoulder trying to calm him down.

"..."

"Jae...Jae's leaving...he's going to stay in Japan from tomorrow onwards"

"What?!"

"He tried to tell us a lot of times but he just couldn't"

"And so?! We are just gonna let him walk away?"

"Junsu-ah, he's already upset and it's not gonna help him if we are gonna try to stop him or ask him questions. It'll be harder for Jae"

"I can't believe this!" Junsu could not stop pacing up and down, until Yoochun tried to let him settle down.

"He's leaving tomorrow evening" After hearing Junsu just walked away, not even bothering when Yoochun was running after him, calling his name. Yoochun totally did not know what to do, so he just followed Junsu home. Knowing Yunho since preschool, Yoochun knew that there was something Yunho felt towards Jaejoong, which was something more than just being friends. He was not surprised when he saw Yunho sitting on the beach shore looking out at sea when he came back to the beach. He sat beside Yunho, looking out at the sea, feeling the sea breeze.

"Aren't you going back home?"

"Nope, just wanna stay a little longer" Yoochun sighed before turning to look at Yunho.

"Yun, I'm not gonna beat round the bush...you like Jae, don't you?" Yunho nodded with his eyes locked on the waves.

"Am I really being that obvious?"

"Well maybe not to Junsu or Jae but it's pretty obvious to me" Yunho let out a soft smile.

"I've liked him ever since I got to know him, Chun. Should I have told him that I loved him earlier? Why does it feel that maybe if I told him earlier, we might have had a chance?" Yoochun patted Yunho's shoulder.

"Yun. I'm not sure if this is going to make you feel any better, but from my point of view, I think Jae likes you too. I just feel that his body language shows whenever he's with you" Yunho felt a spark of hope.

"But if he felt that way, why didn't he tell me?"

"Probably the same reason you didn't tell him, rejection" Yunho was silent lost in his own thoughts.

"Do you think I should tell him?"

"Tomorrow? Well that's up to you. If telling him, makes you feel at ease, regardless his answer, then go ahead. But don't worry, you will always have our back if things don't go the way you want them"

"Thanks Yoochun-ah, we better head home if not your mom will start worrying" That night Yunho, laid on his bed thinking about whether to confess to Jaejoong his true feelings but was afraid thinking about the outcome. He turned on his side, reaching out to his side table drawer, taking out a dark blue box with a tiny blue bow at the top. He opened it looking at the silver, crystal cross chain. There was note inside which he wrote long time ago but since he never had the guts to give it to Jaejoong he just left it at the bottom of the box. Staring at the chain, he finally made his decision. He closed the box gently, placing it in his drawer and went back to bed. On the other end, Yoochun was telling Junsu about the conversation he had Yunho. As he figured, Junsu never actually realized the Yunho liked Jaejoong. He was pretty glad to hear about it but at the same time he was still sad that Jaejoong was leaving.
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Chapter 7

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Recently, Hero had been meeting up with Changmin trying to discuss about the time machine and he was pretty glad to hear that it was going well, a few more bugs to fix in the machine and it was good to go.

It was Thursday afternoon, Changmin called to meet Hero at Bolero Café nearby, so that he could tell him that the machine was finally done. Even thought Hero was a chef in his restaurant, he occasionally took breaks while the other chefs tended to the customers. He drove to the café not surprised to see Changmin already there.

'That guy is never tardy' He ordered their usual and went to join Changmin at the table.

"So, what's the issue?"

"Guess what, it's done. I finished checking for flaws last night and it perfectly worked!"

"That's great! Min you're are genius, well atleast now it's safe to let Yunho time travel, I still want him back in one piece"

"Funny, but there's a catch. When Yunho's in the past dimension, he can't communicate to the others or even come in contact with anything, which means he's like ghost there, invisible. Atleast that way he won't change anything in the past, which can affect the present. But he can move on his own accord but it's only for a day"

"Oh okok, but I'll still get him back in one piece right?"

"Haha yup, but hyung are you really sure about this?"

"Yup, I promised I will help him, and I am. Yunho's a little hard headed, he won't believe anything unless he sees with his own eyes. So thanks to you, he can."

"Flattered. Ok just send me the coordinates, date, time and place and we are ready to go. When do you wanna do this?"

"Well I was thinking about tomorrow"

"Well tomorrow it is" Hero and Changmin were about to leave the café when, Hero spotted 2 people who were vaguely familiar to him. He slowly walked towards them, with Changmin trailing behind, until he was at their table.

"Junsu?"

"Err.." (Junsu)

"Jaejoong?" (Yoochun)

"Ya! Oh my god, I'm so glad finally I get to see you guys"

"Oh my god! Jae! I'm so sorry I totally couldn't recognize you since your blonde hair is gone"

"Excuses Su, even Yoochun was able to recognize me, and to mention you were my friend since preschool" Jaejoong pouted cutely , then laughed.

"How come you didn't tell us you back in Korea, we missed you so much. When we left to America after the incident, we completely lost contact with you. We tried to contact you but couldn't get through"

Jaejoong's face changed when he recalled the incident but he knew, that both of them were not aware that Yunho is still alive. Not to mention currently being his boyfriend.

"Oh so, who is this?" Yoochun asked shifting his attention to Changmin.

"Oh this is Changmin, Min meet Junsu and Yoochun"

"Hi! Jae hyung, they are your highschool friends you told me about right?"

"Yup yup"

"Nice to meet you Changmin-sshi, you work with Jae?"

"Nope, I'm a scientist and I work at the research institution. Please drop the sshi, I'm younger than you guys"

"Yup, don't judge him from his looks..(Changmin: "What's wrong with my looks")...nothing..he's a genius. Even though he's 2 years younger, he graduated a year earlier than me and Yunho"

"Yunho?"

'Shit! I just had to mention Yunho'

"No no! I meant you know, like English you know"

"Jae" Hero knew he was fighting a losing war if he still continued.

"Fine you got me. It's Yunho"

"Yunho?! Has in our Yunho?! He's alive?! Let's go and see him. I bet he'll be psyched to see us again!"

"I don't think so guys, he forgot all his past memory. He don't know you guys, heck he doesn't even know I'm Jaejoong"

"So what is he up to now?"

"Changmin and myself are his only best friends. He is currently living with me and guys...he's my boyfriend" Yoochun's and Junsu's jaws dropped the moment they heard what Hero said.

"What? How come? He doesn't have the slightest idea you are Jaejoong? Have you ever tried telling him?"

"Nope but I'm planning to. There is where Changmin comes in" Both of them focused their full attention on the younger lad, expecting an answer but all he did was to stare back at them.

"This might sound crazy to you guys but Changmin invented a time machine so i'm gonna use that on Yunho"

"WHAT?! Jae you have officially lost it! You can't do that, what if he gets hurt? Why can't you show him some prove so that he'll believe you are Jaejoong?"

"The problem is that I don't have any prove and about the time machine, Changmin has already tested it out and it works" Yoochun looked as if he would pull out his hair any second.

"Changmin, I'm not doubting your creation but this might be dangerous"

"I've already told him that Yoochun-hyung, but he insisted" Yoochun took a deep breath, rubbing his temple before he spoke again.

"Jae, listen here.."

"No Yoochun, I've made up mind already. I want him back, the old Yunho back. It's not that I'm not pleased with how he is now but it's not the same" Hero was already starting to tear up, sensing this Junsu walked over and started consoling him.

"I want him to know how much we loved each other back then. It really sucks when every single thing we do brings back memories and emotions of the past for me but Yunho doesn't know anything. Yunho already tried his best to remember but everytime he tries, he only ends up hurting himself. I won't say that it won't bother me if we're not together after he remembers but all I want him to know is my love for him. I want him to see with his own eyes the love we had for each other" Hero was already crying badly now but all the others could only do was to calm him down. It really hurt them to see Hero crying badly because of the love he has for Yunho.

"Guys, promise me that you won't meet Yunho or even try to explain to him before the time travel plan? Can you promise me that?" Yoochun and Junsu looked at each other agreeing.

"Just remember this Jae, we love both you and Yunho a lot and whatever the reason is, we will always be there for you" Hero thanked them before taking his leave with Changmin. Changmin just kept quiet and followed Hero because he knew all Hero needed was some quiet time and space. He got back to his research lab and Hero went back to the restaurant.

Hearing the chime, Sungmin, one of Hero cooks, looked out and saw Hero walking in. Having a bad memory was a bad thing, so Sungmin quickly approached Hero to tell him the message Yunho left him to relay to Hero.

"Sir.." Hero was still lost in his own thoughts that he did not notice Sungmin calling him and continued wearing his apron and chef hat, only to snap out from his thoughts when he realized Sungmin waving his hands infront of his face.

"Oh hey Sungmin, since when did you get here?"

"I've been calling you for like a gazillion times. Anyway I've got a message for you. Yunho asked you to meet him at the Shaw Plaza. He said he has 2 tickets for some movie I can't seem to remember. Well bottom line, just meet him ok" Sungmin said and let out a sigh of relief as if he did some Spelling Bee competition. After Hero had his last customer, he started closing up but Sungmin decided to close up for him since he needed to meet Yunho. Hero thanked Sungmin and drove off to meet Yunho. When he reached the plaza, he stood near the fountain, waiting for Yunho. While he was looking around, he vision suddenly got covered by a hand from the back.

"Yunnie~"

"Hey baby, glad you could make it. I got 2 tickets for 'The Lakehouse' movie. Thought we could spend some together time. It's been so long since we went out" Yunho gave a light peck on Hero's lips before leading Hero to the designated theatre. The movie was romantic movie acted by Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock. It made Hero tear abit seeing the love the characters had for each other even though they were communicating with each other through letters, by a mailbox belonging to a lakehouse, between 2 time dimensions. But Hero felt happy when both the lovers eventually got to meet each other. Yunho could not help but to admire the tearing Hero who got so into the movie, which he kept on talking about it when they were heading back home.

When they got home, Hero made dinner while Yunho took his shower and both of them ate dinner together. After taking his shower, Hero laid on his stomach, reading a book on the bed facing Yunho's back who was sitting on the table finishing off his work. Hero kept looking up from his book, admiring Yunho's back view which was illuminated by the light from the table lamp.

"*yawn* Ahhh...finally done" Yunho stretched his hands, twisting his body before turning back to look at Hero, who looked so absorbed in the book he was reading, but in fact, Hero was admiring Yunho the entire time until he heard Yunho yawning, that he looked back to the book he was reading. Yunho switched of the table lamp, walked over to the bed and jumped onto the bed hugging Hero.

"Baby, I know you were looking at me the entire time"

"No I wasn't. Why would I do that...the book is far more interesting than your back"

"Really? Then how come I could feel your burning stares and I clearly don't remember anybody reading a book upside down" Hero blushed furiously and Yunho took the book away from Hero and placed it on the side table, before pulling Hero towards him, snuggling under the sheets. Hero hugged the sleeping Yunho tightly. Half of him was telling him that making Yunho time travel is a bad thing but half of him was asking him to go ahead. Hero closed his eyes, thinking whatever it is, he is just going to think about it tomorrow. Now, he just needed some sleep.
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Chapter 8A/N

Hey guys

I really feel bad saying this but this story is going to on hold for sometime.
I'm currently having a writer's block and stuck but i'll definitely trying to update soon

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Chapter 9

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Jaejoong sat on his bed, looking at his once posters filled walls now dull and bare. He stood up, stood by the window looking at the kids playing on the streets. He is definitely going to miss his usual routine of waking up, walking to the window looking at sun rise, breathing in the fresh air, which was definitely Seoul, before heading school. He sat on his bed and reached out for the photo frame standing proudly on his bedside table. The photo which was framed was taken when Yoochun, Junsu, Yunho and himself went to the Seoul Fishing Point after the finals about 4months ago. There they were holding their prize fishes smiling widely at the camera. Jaejoong let the tears that he was holding back flow, staining the frame. His fingers sub consciously tracing Yunho image. Leaving his comfort zone right here in Seoul was already bad enough but leaving his friends and the one person he loved with all his heart was good enough as him being dead. When he heard footsteps approaching his room, Jaejoong placed the photo frame inside his luggage bag and wiped his tears.

"Jae, we need to leave now. The cab's already here plus your dad's already making a fuss"

"Like I care"

"Jae.."

"Alright...I'm coming already" Jaejoong dragged his bag out of the house and stood infront the boot of the cab. He was about to luggage inside the car boot when his father offered him a hand.

"I can do it myself" he slapped away his father's hand before loading the luggage inside the boot. Jaejoong knows he was being stubborn but he knows for sure that he will never ever be able to forgive his dad. Things always went the way he wanted, yes, Jaejoong did agree that it was for the goodness of the family but he never cared about his very own son's request. They got into the cab and 30 minutes later they were already at the Seoul International Airport. Jaejoong was totally lost in his own thoughts and disoriented.

"JAE!" Jaejoong recognized that very voice which made him want to stay and never leave. He turned and saw Junsu and Yoochun running towards him. He was glad to see them but he would be probably be lying to himself he said he was not expecting a certain someone, Yunho. Junsu ran forward and hugged the latter, followed by Yoochun. He was glad that they came but he looked over their shoulder, expecting Yunho.

"Jae, I never knew it would come to this but I'm sorry for not being able to do anything" Jaejoong had tears trickling down his cheeks and reached out to hug both of them. Yoochun and Junsu pulled away from the hug and handed him a medium sized shoe box kinda box, except it was broader.

"Jae promise us you'll only open this when you are in Japan?" Jaejoong agreed and turned to leave, when he heard his mom calling him to check in, but turned back to Yoochun and Junsu.

"Guys, Yunho didn't come with you'll?"

"Nope, he didn't contact us"

"Oh ok..thanks" Jaejoong heart sank. He thought maybe seeing Yunho in person before leaving would give him strength to last but it did not seem as if he was coming.

"Thanks guys, for everything. Guess this is good bye then" Jaejoong passed the check in, security and entered the departure hall, heading towards the waiting area but he hopes fell when he still did not spot Yunho.
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Yunho's side

His alarm clock was a minute away from going off, when Yunho woke up. It was Saturday and he did not have to set an alarm but he had to. He did not want to be late to send Jaejoong off which made him set his alarm 3 hours ahead of Jaejoong's departure time. He woke rubbing his eyes, getting accustomed to the sunlight. Normally he would wake up thinking eagerly what was stored for him that particular day but this day was a day he dreaded. He wished this day did not even have to exist, which meant Jaejoong need not have to leave which also meant that there might be chance for both of them to be together after he confesses. But none of them seemed possible now. He took his shower, got ready and took the dark blue box containing the silver crystal cross chain. He shoved it inside his jacket pocket, grabbed handphone and ran out his house. He stood at the roadside trying to flag a cab and lucky for him, it did not take long before he managed to get one. Yunho told the directions to the cab driver and leaned back on the seat. Yunho kept fidgeting with his fingers to distract him from his nervousness. When he realized that the cab was travelling slower, he urged the driver.

"Look young man, I can't go any faster as you can see there is traffic jam" soon the cab came to a halt in the middle of many honking cars. Yunho tried to relax but the honking of the cars and thought of time ticking away was not helping him as he only has half an hour left before Jaejoong leaves. Yunho quickly grabbed a couple of notes and handed it over to the driver.

"Keep the change" Yunho got out from the cab and ran as fast as he could, lucky for him, he knew his way from the point the he got off. '20 minutes left, I can make it', thanks to his track and field classes. Yunho was so focused on reaching the airport that he did not notice a huge tanker heading his way at full speed. Hearing honking sounds and the shouts of some people, he turned but it was too late. Yunho directly got hit by the tanker and impact caused him flying 5 metres through air, but that was just half of what happened. When he got flunked, he hit his head on the nearby lamppost, with an audible thud, which knocked him out completely. On-looking passer-by surrounded him, busy looking at the injured boy as if he was some kind of exhibition in the museum, until one man had the initiative to call the ambulance. Few minutes later the ambulance arrived followed by the police, who closed the area and asked the on lookers who claimed it was a hit-and-run incident.
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Meanwhile in the airport, Yoochun, Junsu and Jaejoong were completely unaware of what happened to Yunho. It was time for Jaejoong to bid farewell to Yoochun and Junsu before he left the waiting hall to get in to the plane. He was not angry that Yunho did not come but he was sad, afterall he did see how it hurt Yunho when he told him that he was leaving. Yoochun was about to give a call to Yunho when they were leaving the airport, when he got a call with the caller ID stating 'Yun'.

"Yah Yun why didn't you..."

"Hello" After the 'hello' Yoochun realized it was not Yunho.

"Umm hello, may I know who is this and why are you having Yunho's phone?"

"Hello, I'm Officer Kim and I'm sorry to inform you that your friend got into an accident."

"WHAT?!! Where is Yunho now?"
"He's admitted at Seoul General Hospital" Even before the officer could say anything, Yoochun cut the call, grabbed Junsu and ran towards the taxi stand, who was totally clueless as to what was going on.

"Yunho got into an accident. We need to hurry!"

"WHAT?!!" Yoochun and Junsu flagged a cab and rushed to the hospital. Both of them silent but they were hoping the injuries were not life threatening. The moment they reached the Seoul General Hospital, they rushed to the reception area.

"Excuse me, where is Jung Yunho admitted?" The receptionist checked the files before looking back at them.

"He's currently in the ICU"

"Thanks" Yoochun grabbed Junsu's hand and ran towards the ICU, only to be stopped by a police officer outside the room.

"Calm down young man, you can't go in now. Yunho is in a very critical condition right now" Yoochun felt as if his whole world came crashing down him. He leaned on the wall, slipped down and continued crying. Junsu was crying too because he could not bear to lose Yunho and seeing Yoochun's current state was killing him. He walked over to Yoochun, knelt down and hugged the latter. After awhile, Yoochun brought himself together and walked over to the officer.

"May I know how Yunho got into an accident?"

"He was hit by a tanker which was travelling at full speed. When we asked around, the passer-bys claimed that it was a hit-and-run case. We contacted you, since we couldn't get through to the person who was no 1 on his speed dial and since you were second on his speed dial, I figured you must be someone close to him. How are you related to Yunho?"

"I'm his best friend"

"...." (officer keeping quiet)

"Is it bad?"

"Sorry?"

"The accident...is it very bad?"

"I hate to be the bearer of bad news but yes it is. It wouldn't be so bad if he was thrown to the road side but the impact flunked him quite a distance and he hit his head on the lamp post. By the time the ambulance even got there, he lost a lot of blood. I'm really sorry." The tears stained his cheeks again. The officer felt really sorry for him but he could not do much.

"I'm sorry son but I need to take my leave now. These all we could find on him. Take care." The officer handed him a ziploc bag containing Yunho hand phone, his wallet, his watch and dark blue box. Yoochun held the bag close to his heart, sat on the floor and started crying his heart out. Junsu was sad that all of this happened. It was like one tragedy after another. The only thing he knew was, what happened has already happened, he cannot do much about it but he knew that right now, Yoochun needed him and he is going to be there for him. Even though he appeared to be more emotionally stronger than Yoochun, who had completely broken inside, he was praying to God and hoping that Yunho would survive. Junsu watched the nurses going in and out of the ICU, some of them holding a tray of gauze soaked in blood. Junsu was frightened but he was relieved that Yoochun did not see it because it will only scare him.

Junsu slowly helped Yoochun up to the bench right outside the ICU room. Their fingers intertwined with each others, hoping the warmth from each other would calm them down. Yoochun laid his head on Junsu's shoulder, remaining quiet. He stopped crying but he was torn apart.

"Should we tell Jaejoong?" Junsu did not know how to answer to that question. The idea of informing Jaejoong never occurred to him till now.

"Umm I don't know. It was really hard for him to leave without seeing Yunho and now if we are gonna telling him that Yunho got into accident, I can't even imagine how he might take it"

"Do you think we should just wait till he asks how Yunho is doing?"

"Maybe" Everything went silent between both of them again. Even though Yoochun was not crying, Junsu knew he was tearing since he could feel the slight wetness of his shirt. Junsu ran his hand through Yoochun's hair before placing a soft kiss on his forehead.

"Do you think he'll die?"

"Don't think about Chun. The Yunho we know is a strong guy, he can and he will make it through. I know it" Yoochun let out a soft chuckle.

"Thanks Su but you are only saying that to make me feel better. It's impossible to survive after losing that much amount of blood and him hitting the lamp post is not making things easier. Why does this have to happen to him? *sob* He never did any wrong!" Yoochun buried his head into palms, sobbing. Junsu did not know what to do. He never had been in such a situation.

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updated...longer chap for being late
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Koizora - i guess this chap explained what happened to yun...and abt the time machine thing...good qn...lol i havent thought about it yet..but most probably is that he physically disappears...thx for reading and commenting dear *hugs*

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Chapter 10A/N clearing some doubts

Hey guys,

I'm just gonna clear some qns

Well firstly, i didn't really dwell much on yunho meeting hero because it wasn't originally part of the story. Anyway yunho met hero in college. i think i mentioned that earlier in hero's intro.

Some might be wondering how come earlier i said the yoochun and junsu didn't know that yunho was alive. that is still yet to be mentioned in the later part of the story.

Yunho's time travel part is probably gonna be about 1 chap later and he's only going to time travel for one day and it'll be all only in yunho's POV.

Do tell if you are confused with any part of the story :)

Any guys, whack me if i ever ever write such a ridiculously confusing story, seriously whack me lol

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Chapter 11A/N IGNORE!

Sorry!! updated in the wrong fic lol

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Chapter 12

Junsu did not know what to do. He never had been in such a situation. He suddenly remembered the Ziploc bag the officer passed to Yoochun.

"Chun, what is inside the Ziploc bag" As expected, it distracted Yoochun from crying. He took the bag and gave it to Junsu. He watched Junsu take out Yunho's watch and hand phone. Yoochun took the handphone and was checking through some stuff.

"I even lost to Jaejoong"

"Huh?"

"Jaejoong is No 1 on his speed dial. Even I fall second" Yoochun let out a soft chuckle and looked over at Junsu who looking at the watch.

"I gave it to him on his 15th birthday, can't believe he still uses it" Junsu then took out the dark blue box. Both of them had the confused look on their faces. Yoochun took the box and opened it to reveal a shiny crystal cross, outlined by a thin layer of silver, chain. Junsu took the box from Yoochun's hand and was looking at it, when Yoochun's attention got drawn to the insides of the box cover. 'To Jaejoong' elegant, cursive print was professionally printed in the insides of the cover. Junsu saw this.

"So he wanted to confess" Yoochun mumbled to himself but it was still audible to Junsu.

"What do you mean?"

"Remember on the day you found out that Jae was leaving and stomped off?" Junsu nods.

"I came back to beach, knowing Yunho would be still there. When he told me he liked Jae, he was confused whether to confess or not"

"So judging from this, I guess he decided to confess" They were about to continue, when they saw the surgeon exiting from the ICU room. Naturally, both of them rushed to the surgeon to enquire.

"How is he?"

"We have cleaned his wounds and taken care of the stitches but I need to talk about something important, so are you his immediate family members?"

"No, we are his close friends. Yunho is an orphan"

"Oh could I have a word with the both of you in 10 minutes time in my office?"

"Alright. By the way, where is Yunho going to be transferred?"

"We are going to move him to the intensive care wards" With that the surgeon took his leave. Both of them looked through the tiny circular glass on the ICU door to see many tubes attached to various parts of his body, his head board surrounded by monitors.

"I never imagined it'll come to this" Junsu placed a comforting hand on Yoochun's shoulder. He knows the amount of sadness he is going through now is nothing compared to what Yoochun was experiencing. Being together since elementary school, formed a strong bond of friendship which can never be broken. Junsu still remembers when once Yoochun told him that Yunho was like his twin who could read his thoughts. There were times when they were talking, Yunho would just finish of Yoochun's sentences and also cases when Yoochun was troubled by some stuff, even without Yoochun telling him, Yunho would know what was bothering the latter. 10 minutes were up and when they were heading towards the surgeon's office, Yoochun noticed tears rolling down Junsu's cheeks.

"Su, it's gonna be fine. You were the one who told me that and now you're crying" Yoochun wiped away Junsu's tears, gave him a warm hug before holding his hand and heading to the office. When they reached the office, they knocked and entered after hearing a faint 'come in'.

"Ah, have a seat. How may I address you boys?"

"I'm Yoochun and he's Junsu"

"Yoochun-sshi and Junsu-sshi, being his close friends, I need to inform you boys something about Yunho's condition right now. This is going to be a little hard on you guys and you might have difficulty accepting his current situation." Junsu was very scared.

"The impact when Yunho hit his head, caused him to slip into coma and there are high chances that he might have lost his memories"

"What?! You mean he's never gonna wake up and he can't remember us?"

"We don't know how long it might take him to wake up from his coma but all I can say is that moral support might help" Yoochun was trying to grasp what he just learnt but he was clueless. Questions keep rushing towards him. What was he supposed to do? Will Yunho ever wake up? What about Jae? He can't remember us? It was a complete nightmare. Yoochun thanked the surgeon and left the office with Junsu. Both off headed towards Yunho's ward silently, trying to accept the fact that Yunho was in coma state. When they reached the ward, Yoochun walked towards Yunho, sat beside him with his hand on the bed and Junsu sitting opposite him. He was trying to get the words out but he just could not. He took hold Yunho hand, wrapping his warm hand around Yunho cold hand.

"Yunho-ah, I'm sorry. Please wake up soon. I won't say that I don't care if you can't remember us, but I just want you to gain consciousness. Atleast, we can still see you or who knows maybe we could be friends again. I still want to go to the mountain resort Yun. You won't be able to bring me if you are like that" With tears rolling down his cheeks, Yoochun let go of Yunho's hand and went over to sit on the chair at the corner of the ward. Hesitating Junsu left Yunho's side and went over to Yoochun.

"We need to tell Jae, Chun"

"No we'll still be sticking to the plan" Junsu did not say anything else and just sat beside Yoochun. It was already nightfall but neither of them went back home. They slowly drifting of to sleep, occasionally Junsu jerking away having nightmares.

Squinting his eyes due to the brightness, Yoochun looked around and the events that happened came flooding back to him. He was just looking at Yunho lying on the bed, day dreaming when he felt his hand phone vibrating. He slowly lifting Junsu's head from his shoulder and laid him comfortably on the chair before leaving the ward. He saw his caller ID, to see his mom calling him.

"Hello mom"

"Son, where are you? I was worried sick. I called Junsu too but he didn't pick up"
Yoochun explained what happened to his mom which utterly shocked her.

"Are you alright?"

"I'm fine mom. There's nothing we can do but to wait. Anyway why did you call me?"

"Well because I was worried but actually a letter came in for you. It seems that Junsu and you got a place in the music school you guys applied for."

"Oh, maybe I should talk to Junsu first"

"Alright Yoochun but this is a good opportunity for the both you and I don't want to let go to waste. I'm not forcing you or anything, but just make a wise decision. I'll call you later sweetie. Ask Junsu to take care. Bye"

"Bye"

'What now...Argh!' Yoochun entered the ward again and saw Junsu already awake, holding Yunho phone.

"Su what are you doing?" Yoochun asked realizing there was a worried look plastered on Junsu's face.
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Chapter 13

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"Su what are you doing?" Yoochun asked realizing there was a worried look plastered on Junsu's face.

"Jae..Jae called to Yunho's phone but I didn't answer. I mean what am I suppose to say if he ask why I'm holding on to his phone" Yoochun was about to reply when he saw Junsu reaching out for his phone. It was Jae. Junsu hesitated before picking up the call.

"Hey Su. I'm sorry I couldn't call once I reached, I was tired. How are you, Yoochun and Yunho?" Junsu froze when he heard Jaejoong asking about Yunho.

"W-We are fine"

"That's good to hear. I tried calling Yunho but he didn't pick up" Junsu was stuck he did not know what to say. Yoochun motioned him to pass him the phone.

"Hey Jae, it's me Yoochun"

"Hey, how are you? I miss you guys already"

"We're fine Jae but about Yunho..."

"What about Yunho?"

"...He got into an accident and currently in coma"

"WHAT?!" While explaining to Jaejoong, Yoochun could hear him crying on the other end not saying a single word.

"Where is he admitted?"

"Seoul General Hospital. Jae you are not coming over right?"

" I *sniffle* am"

"Jae, you just settled in, it's.."

"No Yoochun, I'm coming to Korea. I'll talk to my parents". With that Jaejoong ended the call. By nightfall Jaejoong reached Korea and immediately he booked a cab and headed to the hospital.. (A/N I'm not sure how long it takes to travel from Japan to Korea) He talked to his parents and told them about Yunho's accident, the allowed him to visit but only for a day.

"Guys"

"Jae" Junsu went over to hug him. Jaejoong's eyes were red and puffy and his nose was red too making it clear that he was probably crying all the way here. Jaejoong sat beside Yunho bed. It pained him a lot to see him like this. Sensing that Jaejoong probably needed some alone time with Yunho, Yoochun dragged Junsu out of the room. Jaejoong held Yunho's hand before placing a soft kiss on his palm.

"Yun, you are really mean you know. First, you didn't even come when I was leaving and now you don't even acknowledge me. I hate you Yunho and as much as I hate you, I love you. I really wished I had the strength to tell you this when you were conscious but...I'm sorry. I know you are never gonna remember me or hear what I'm telling you now but..please Yunho *sob* I want you back. I love you. I want you to hear me telling you this *sob*" Jaejoong was day dreaming, still holding Yunho'd hand, reminiscing their past, when he heard Yoochun calling him.

"Jae, I think you might want to have this" Yoochun passed the dark blue box to Jaejoong. Jaejoong carefully took it and opened it, revealing the cross chain. In the process of removing the chain from the box, he had to remove the bottom sponge when his attention got drawn to a small piece of folded paper. He took the paper and gently place the chain inside the box. He opened the paper and started reading.

Jae, firstly, whatever I'm writing here is not a joke and I'm not sure how you're going to handle this but
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Kim Jaejoong, I love you and I'm serious about this. I've loved you ever since I got to know you. I've been struggling to tell you this but even now I've got no guts to tell you directly. The cross chain was something I bought for you for Valentines' Day but I never came around giving you this. It's ok if you don't feel the same the way towards me; but I'll always be there for you when you need me. Hope you like the chain.

Love Yunho

Not bothering to stop the tears from flowing, Jaejoong held the letter close to heart. 'He loved me! He loved me!' Judging from Jaejoong's action, Yoochun roughly guessed what was written on the paper. Both Junsu and Yoochun went over and hugged Jaejoong.

"He loved me guys! He loved me but I never expected it to be like that. I never once imagined that I'll find out this way." Sniffing and wiping away his tears.

"I'm sorry Jae. Yunho will pull through. Have faith in him Jae. And Jae, we need to talk to you about something" Jaejoong nodded and all of them left the room.

"What's the matter?"

"Junsu and I got accepted in the music school in America"

"That's good to hear, I'm happy for you guys. So what's the issue?"

"What about Yunho? If we're gone, who's going to take care of him?"

"Yoochun, listen to me. I'm pretty sure Yunho wouldn't want to hold you guys back from moving on. I'll check up on Yunho whenever I can. You guys just get going" They had no idea if it was the right decision but some part of Yoochun agreed with Jaejoong.

"But promise you'll keep in contact?" Jaejoong nodded. Yoochun and Junsu when inside the room, hugged Yunho before leaving. But none of them knew that the moment he knew about Yunho's accident, he practically fought with his parents just to return to Korea, to the point where he actually told them his feelings for Yunho. His dad was outraged. The cuss words which his father used on him were still fresh in his head. The disgusted look he got just because they found out he was gay. The words he got from his parents were good enough as disowning him for Jaejoong, that he packed his bag and stomped out of his house in Japan, not even giving a second look at his parents.

Jaejoong went to the vending machine nearby, got himself a drink before heading back to the ward. He was lost in his thoughts but whatever he was thinking made him tear up. Crying doesn't show that you are weak on the other hand, it actually shows how much you care for the person you love and it indeed helps to wash away your pain. Jaejoong sat at the corner of the room, crying his eyes out till he felt better. He was exactly thinking, instead he was just staring at Yunho until he came to a decision. He was going to stay with him till he gains conscious.

It has been a year since Yoochun and Junsu left for America. Jaejoong promised them that he will keep in contact but some part of him just wanted to keep Yunho all to himself. With that he changed his number. He never failed to visit Yunho every day, changing the flowers from the vase, planting kisses on Yunho's forehead, talking to him hoping that one day he might just regain his consciousness. And he did. Jaejoong headed back to the hospital after taking his shower at home. When he was about to enter Yunho's room, he saw Yunho's doctor, Doc Lee Donghae, talking to him Yunho who was sitting upright. Jaejoong literally was jumping in joy and his heart was beating unusually fast. He really wanted to run up to Yunho and hug him.

He waited outside the room, waiting for Dr Lee. The moment he saw him come out, Jaejoong started bombarding him with questions, one after another.

"Hyung! Is he going to be alright? Does he remember anything?"

"Calm down Jaejoong. Yunho is totally fine. I'm sorry to say this but he can't remember all the things that happened recently but somehow he managed to retain the basic stuff, like he mentioned about studying and stuff. You don't have to worry about explaining to him why he can remember his past. I've already handled that and about you, I told him that you broke your leg badly and was stuck with him for 2 months, so naturally you visited him. And Jaejoong, don't try to bring up the past and that includes your name. I'm scared it might hurt him" Jaejoong nodded, thanking Dr. Donghae before turning the door knob to Yunho's room with his shaky hands. He entered room and saw Yunho looking at him.

"H-Hey"

"Hey yourself. I'm guessing you are the person, Dr. Lee was talking about, who stayed here with me. He even mentioned that you came to visit me everyday even after you were cured. Thanks mann. How's your leg now?"

"M-my leg? Oh yeah it's fine"

"Anyway I never got to know your name"

"Oh , I'm Hero"

"Hero?..interesting name but sounds good for you" Jaejoong couldn't help but to blush alittle.

Yunho's POV

Gosh! He's so cute!

Both of them started talking like some long lost friends. Jaejoong filled him in on what he missed out, like the recent happenings and news. Jaejoong even mentioned about his college, which got Yunho's attention.

"Alright Hero. I'm really sorry for burdening you. I'll call you when I'm discharged"

"How are you gonna call me? You don't even have your handphone?"

"I have my ways, Hero and don't visit me until I call you" Yunho said with a smirk.

Jaejoong's POV
What a charmer! Yunho I'm dying to hug you!

"Haha alright. Take care and hope you get discharged soon"

"Does that mean you want to see me as soon as possible?"

"YAH!" Yunho could not help but to laugh at Jaejoong's cuteness. After about 1 week, Yunho got discharged.
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Chapter 14

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Jaejoong's college

Jaejoong was busy meddling with his lunch wondering if Yunho was fine since the latter did not even give him a call. On the other hand, Changmin, who was Jaejoong's only close friend in college, was busy eating like there was no tomorrow.

"Min, you seriously need to eat slower. And how come no matter how much you eat, you just don't grow fat? It's just..."

"Guess I use a lot of energy when I'm thinking"

"Smart answer Min, VERY smart"

"I am" Jaejoong sighed watching Changmin enjoying his food but got distracted when caught Changmin staring above his head and seconds later he felt somebody covering his eyes using his hands.

"Yah! Who is it? I promise I'll punch the living daylights out of you I know who is it" and after that he heard the other person chuckling.

"Well you can guess"

'I know that voice! Yunho!' Jaejoong placed his hand on top of Yunho's hand which was covering his eyes and turned around, looking at the grinning Yunho.

"Yunho!"

"Hey Hero. Thought I might like to surprise you"

"Yeah you sure did but how did you find me here?"

"Well you told me the college you were attending remember and guess what?" Jaejoong shrugged his shoulders.

"I got through the entrance exams and am officially a student together with you"

"Wow really congrats. Well then meet Min. He's my best friend in college. Min, meet Yunho"

This is how Yunho met Jaejoong and Changmin.
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From now on everything is gonna be in 2017 and I'm gonna change Hero's name to Jaejoong
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To: Min
Get the coordinates right. 10 October 2010. Time: 1800. I'll meet be there with Yunho in an hour's time

Sitting on the bed, Jaejoong texted Changmin while waiting for Yunho to finish his shower. He had already discussed with Changmin about their plan. Changmin is supposed to meet them at their apartment's underground car park. Jaejoong decided Changmin to be hiding while they put their plan in action. He definitely did not want Yunho to suspect Changmin.

From Min:
All set hyung. I'm already here

Right after Jaejoong slammed his clamshell handphone, Yunho came out from the bathroom. Yunho walked over to Jaejoong and kissed him. Jaejoong quickly returned the kiss and scurried off to the bathroom.

'Is he alright'. Jaejoong was feeling a mixture of emotions. Excited, worried, happy, scared, all for the one reason that Yunho was about to time travel and know his past. Jaejoong stood under the shower allowing the warm water to wash away his worries. Just then he heard a knock on the bathroom door.

"Boo? Are you alright?"

"I'm fine Yunnie. Gonna be out soon" Jaejoong stepped out from the shower, wrapped a towel around his waist and took another to dry his hair and upper body. He slipped into his black V-neck top and jeans before stepping out from the bathroom, his hair still in a mess.

"Boo, you sure you wanna go shopping? I don't think you look that good"

"Nope, I'm fine Yun. Let's go". Before they left their apartment, Jaejoong tugged on Yunho's sleeves. Yunho turned and without any signals Jaejoong kissed him on the lips.

"I love you Yunnie...a lot *kiss* now let's get going!" Jaejoong clapped his hands together, dragging Yunho who was puzzled. When they were walking half way across the car park, just paused.

"Yun, I forgot something, could you just wait for me in the car? I'll be right back"

"Alright boo" Yunho smiled sweetly because he turned on his heels and walked towards his parked car. Jaejoong walked towards the car park lift lobby but instead of taking the lift, he turned around just in time to see Yunho slowly fading away and within seconds he was gone. Jaejoong hurried back to Yunho's car when he saw Changmin coming out from the pillar up front.

"Min, is he going to be ok? Now I feel as if I made the wrong decision"

"It's kinda late hyung but I assure you he will be fine. Trust me"

Yunho's POV

The coldness was seeping through my skin, hard. All I could see was fog surrounding me. Thinking I was dreaming, I slapped myself hard but nothing happened. I only felt as if I was left to drown in the Arctic Ocean because it was freezing. But things happened so fast and the next moment I felt myself being thrown onto the ground roughly. I looked around.

'This is not the car pack and where is Hero?' I found myself standing near a playground. It was a beach. If only I was not lost, I would probably enjoy the scenery.

"Ugh" I felt woozy, as if somebody just pulled my entire skeleton out. I looked up and saw a boy, maybe around his teens walking right infront of me.

"Hey! You should at least tell sorry for knocking me" Yunho ran beside the boy and said madly but he boy just continued walking away.

"Uh how rude!" Yunho got officially pissed. Firstly, he was in unfamiliar place all of a sudden and now he was just brushed aside. I ran towards him and stood infront of him but I nearly died when I realized what came next.

"D-did he just go right through me? Please don't tell me I'm dead. Oh god Hero" I was about to approach him when another boy, also in his teens, started talking to him. I got distracted when I heard a sharp scream, turning I saw 2 guys enjoying themselves in the water.

"OK THAT'S ENOUGH! COULD SOMEBODY TELL WHERE AM I? WHY ISN'T ANYONE RESPONDING TO ME?!" Shit! The boy started crying. "Hey hey, I'm sorry I didn't mean to scream at you b-but..."

["Jae...please tell me...I can't bear to see you like this"]

["I'm leaving Yunho"]

"Huh? What did you say? Wait a minute, how do you know my name"

["Please don't make it harder for me Yunho-ah...I'm leaving"]

"Where are you leaving? Why are even telling me?"

["What?! No! it can't be!"] Then only did it dawn to me that the boy, supposedly named Jae, was talking to the other boy, who had the same name as me. Come to see, we do look slightly alike.

"Excuse me! Can anybody see or hear me?! *no response* Great I'm invisible and no one can hear me." Yunho reached for his pocket to search for his hand phone.

"Great, just great. I didn't bring it" I looked back and saw the Yunho and Jae guy hugging. Both of them looked as if they were going to cry any second. It was clearly to me that both of them loved each other.

["I'll be leaving tomorrow Yunho-ah"] I saw the Yunho guy cup his hands on Jae's cheek looking at him straight in the eyes. A definite sign of love. I have given up trying to get back to reality but was hoping that whatever was happening to me would end fast. I found myself staring at the Jae guy, somehow feeling drawn to him and why does this I found myself staring at the Jae guy and somehow felt drawn to him. I admit he was pretty but the feeling was strange. And why does this Yunho guy bear so much resemblance to me. I was deep in my thoughts, only to be brought back to reality when 2 boys joined Jae and Yunho. I was not really concentrating but suddenly Jae left, followed by the boy with chubby cheeks.

["Junsu!"] Then the other with low voice ran after him, leaving the Yunho guy alone.

"Why does all this feel so familiar?"

The Yunho guy slowly walked away with his head hanging low and sat on the beach shore. It felt natural for me to sit next to him. I felt sad for him. Losing your loved one was definitely hard. A while later the guy with low voice sat beside him.

["I'm not going to beat around the bush Yun, you like Jaejoong, don't you?"]

["Am I that obvious?"]

["Maybe not to Junsu or Jaejoong but pretty obvious to me"]

["What am I supposed to do Yoochun-ah?"]

Yoochun? Junsu? Jaejoong?, why does all these names so familiar to me? And is it just coincidental that the Yunho guy has the same name and similar features as me? He even has that mole on his upper lip.

I followed Yunho back home. I'm not sure what made me do that but I did. He took a dark blue box from his bedside drawer and gazing at it. I stood beside him and peeked inside the box. There was small silver cross chain in it. I had the feeling that Yunho was going to give it to Jaejoong. Yunho removed his watch and placed on his bedside table before going to bed. I just stood there not knowing when to do. Kneeling down in front of the side table, I reached out to open the drawer but my finger went right through the handle. I tried again and again but to no avail, I still got the same result.

"Darn it!" I banged my fist on the table when the watch captured my attention.

"I've seen this watch before, I know I've seen it before. I think I've the same watch". I sat on the nearest chair, staring at Yunho who was sleeping.

'The names seem so familiar, this Yunho has exactly the same features as me plus the mole in my upper lip and that watch, I've the exact same one. What are all this supposes to mean?'

Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain in my head. It was much worse than the once I've experienced before. I fell on the floor grabbing my head. The pain was unbearable. Curling into a ball, I tried to stop thinking but the more I tried the worst it got and everything went blur.
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At YunJae's place

Jaejoong had no idea what to do. He wanted Yunho to know but he was afraid, afraid that Yunho would just leave him after he found that his true love was Jaejoong. Yes, he was Jaejoong but Yunho does not know that. In Yunho's eyes he is Hero.

"Maybe I need sometime on my own. Yes, that's what I need" Jaejoong told particularly to nobody and started packing his bag. He took all his clothes, placing them inside his bag when his gaze landed on the photo frame sitting on their dressing table. It was taken a year after Yunho and Jaejoong bought the apartment. The scene was still vivid. He remembered Yunho surprising him with a gourmet dinner when he came back home and Yunho said that Jaejoong had enough of cooking in his restaurant so he did it for a change. Yunho also lay the rule to have a small celebration every year to mark their start of moving in and living together, believing that it will make their relationship stronger.

Clutching the frame close to his heart, Jaejoong placed the frame in between his clothes and zipped the bag.

"Hyung? Where are you going?" Changmin's voice startled Jaejoong.

"Ah! Min, don't do that"

"Hyung..."

"Umm well I need sometime on my own"

"No. You're lying. You are running away aren't you?"

"..."

"You're the one who asked for this hyung and now you're running away"

"Min, I wasn't sure and I'm confused now. What if Yunho thinks there is a Jaejoong out there who he loves? What he plans to leave me? I don't think I can take it! He's never going to believe that I'm Jaejoong"

"And how do you know that? That last time I checked you're Jaejoong not Yunho. You can always explain to Yunho. Running away isn't the best solution hyung. Yunho will find out. Even if he doesn't believe, I'll explain since I'm the one who invented the time machine"

"Min, maybe you're right but right now I need time on my own. I'll tell where I'm going to stay later" Jaejoong walked pass Changmin carrying his bag.

"Why don't you listen to me? The last time I said time travel was a bad idea, you didn't listen! Please hyung, listen to me! Yunho hyung won't leave you, trust him. Hero or Jaejoong, he loves you for who you are. If he doesn't realize that you're Jaejoong, he'll come to know" Jaejoong was busy staring at floor while Changmin went on and on without even breathing. He knew Changmin just wanted to help but he needed this.

"Min, I'm not running away. I'm just gonna need some time by myself to sort out some stuff and to prove that I'm not running away, why don't you stay with me?"

"What? Are you crazy?"

"Please Min"

"Alright, But when I feel the time is right, I'll tell Yunho hyung and don't even try to stop me"

Jaejoong could only nod, knowing that Changmin was dead set when he said that, but by the time Changmin tell Yunho, he would have time to sort his thoughts and feelings right? Probably.
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Yunho's POV

The next thing I know, I woke to the sound of shuffling clothes feeling groggy. Slowly opening my eyes, I found myself sprawled on the floor, with clothes lying around. I was about to stand up, when a sock came flying in my direction. Thanks goodness, it went right through and so did the smell. Gross. Does this guy ever wash his clothes?

I saw him removing his top, picking a T-shirt to wear. Once he was done, he did his hair nicely but the action after that startled me. He ran his fingers through his fringe part, messing it up abit. The exact same thing I do.

"No...It can't be..but it all fits..the watch, the names, the mole and the hair thing he just did...is this my past?" I asked out loud but the only reply I got was sound of Yunho chucking his clothes inside the cupboard.

'Then I'll get to know what happened to me?...Wait a minute...that means Jaejoong is my first love?'. My train of thoughts were cut short when Yunho opened the drawer, taking out the dark blue box and placing it inside his jacket pocket. He grabbed his hand phone, wallet and left the room. Showing no signs of hesitation, I ran out of the room following him, got into the cab that he flagged; actually it was going through the taxi.

Since it was getting late, I saw him shoving a certain amount of cash to the cab driver before getting out of the, running towards the airport direction. 'This is crazy. I can't even keep up with myself'. I ran as fast as I could and caught up with Yunho. I was running when suddenly, I heard shouts echoing from all direction and within a blink of an eye, it happened. The huge tanker ramming into my body, throwing my body a few metres away and I saw my body hitting the lamp post, hard producing a 'thud' sound. Subconsciously, I placed my hand on head. I could feel the pain and even worse watching it for real.

It was like a movie playing in slow motion. Not being able to do anything, I stood rooted to the ground watching people gathering around my body. Minutes later the ambulance arrived. I scurried inside the ambulance, occupying a small corner. I was in a state of shock but I knew it cannot be changed. That hit, that hit was probably the cause to my loss of memories. I saw a paramedic, passing cotton swabs across my body wiping of the blood which was flowing profusely, while another was readying a drip stand.

I followed the paramedics when they rushed me to ICU room. They were connecting tubes all around my body which were connected to monitors displaying my heartbeat and blood pressure which was dropping gradually.

"We need a blood transfusion. Stat!"

I left the room to see Yoochun and Junsu running towards that direction I was standing. That Yoochun guy tried to enter the room but was stopped by the officer and the next moment he was bawling. I kneeled down beside him looking him when I felt a droplet on my hand. I was tearing. I never knew I had a best friend who cared so much for me and 2 other close friends. One of them, who I fell in love with. I reached out my hand trying to touch him but I knew it was impossible.

Suddenly, I felt the entire hospital corridor closing in on me. I saw myself being sucked in further away from where Yoochun was and the all so familiar freezing sensation came in. I was going back. Feeling nauseous, I shut my eyes and seconds later I felt the hard, non skid concrete floor against my shoulder. I was back in the basement car park.

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Chapter 15

Yunho was in his office sorting out his clients request and company papers. His table was covered in a mess with interior designs that he could not even find his hand phone which was ringing continuously. 'Gah! I really need to arrange my table'. He grabbed his hand phone the moment he saw the flashing of the screen from underneath a few papers.

"Hello, Jung Yunho speaking"

"Good evening Jung Yunho-sshi. I'm calling from XXX Apartments. There seems to be a couple who just moved in to our apartments and would like to their house designed with the help of your designing experience."

"Alright. How do I reach them?"

"They gave their address and would like to meet you in the weekends which is tomorrow"

"Alright. Thanks" Yunho took down the address before hanging up. Another interior project. It has been hard on Yunho ever since Jaejoong left. He got to know his past but lost his love. It was not exactly losing his love, Jaejoong just disappeared when he Yunho came back after he knew his past. He tried to contact Jaejoong countless times but the latter never picked up any of his calls, neither did Changmin. Yunho was very sure what he experienced what time travelling, and somehow he had the feeling Changmin was involved in this which explains why Changmin did not answer any of his calls.

By the time Yunho reached his house it was already 9 o'clock. He removed his shoes, dropped his bag on the floor, loosed his tie and laid on the bed. Another lonely day without Hero beside him. It felt different. Yunho turned his head gazing at Hero's side of the bed. How he missed cuddling him, snuggling close to him, smelling the sweet vanilla smell and the warmth of his body. It has been 2 month already, he misses Hero everyday but the love for him never decreased, in fact, it grew even more.

Yunho rolled over to Hero's side of the bed, burying his face into the pillow. After staying that way for about 15 min, he took his shower and prepared the papers required since he was going to meet his new clients tomorrow.
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At JaeMin's side

"Hey Mr Spy. I see that you are still at it"

"Seriously Min, is it your hobby to sneak up on me all the time?"

"I wasn't sneaking up, you were too engrossed watching, no spying on Yunho-hyung". Jaejoong has been watching Yunho secretly ever since he left. It was not that he suspected Yunho, he just felt like seeing him. Nobody can change the stubborn Jaejoong but even though he left Yunho, he still got what he wanted which was still being able to see him.

Jaejoong always came 10 min earlier to the café 2 blocks opposite from Yunho's office just catch glimpse of Yunho. How he missed the tall tanned, love of his life.
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Back at Yunho's side

Yunho reached XXX Apartments, parked his car and went up the apartment stated in the address given to him. He pressed the bell until he heard somebody speaking through the intercom.

"Hi. I'm the guy you requested to design your apartment"

"Oh alright. Hang on". The door opened to reveal a guy with short spiked hair, well built body and...

"Hi! Come on in. "

...a squeaky voice. It was squeaky but it sounded cute coming from him. "I'm Junsu, Kim Junsu". 'Junsu?' Yunho's eyes widened the moment he heard that name. Junsu realized that Yunho was staring at him and felt abit awkward. "Is there something on my face?". That was when Yunho snapped out of it.

"Err no. Sorry, just that you seem familiar. Anyway I'm Jung Yunho. You can call me Yunho" Now it was Junsu turn to stare. Yunho was about to move on about discussing about the house issues when Junsu interrupted him. Yunho looked at Junsu and noticed that his eyes were turning slightly watery.

"Junsu-sshi, are you alright?"

"..."

"I never thought we'll get to meet you again"

"Excuse me?"

"It might sound crazy to you but you were actually our best friend" Yunho's started beating crazily. The moment he saw Junsu, he had an odd feeling like as if he knew him but after hearing what Junsu said he needed confirmation.

"Our? As in?"

"Yoochun, Jaejoong and me*sob*". The moment he heard that, Yunho forgot that Junsu was his client and hugged him, tight. Yunho never imagined he would actually meet Junsu. The moments of Junsu and Yoochun being with him when got into the accident came following back to him.

"Thank you Junsu. Thank you. Is Yoochun here too?". Just as Junsu was about to answer, the apartment door opened.

"Su?". Junsu pulled away from the hug turned to the door and saw Yoochun standing at the doorway. Yunho turned to face Yoochun, but this time tears ran down his cheeks. Yoochun walked over to Junsu when he noticed that Junsu was crying. He eyed Yunho and it took only a few seconds for him to realize.

"Yunho?". Yunho did not even answer, instead he hugged Junsu and Yoochun. Yunho explained everything that happened and they surprised that Changmin's time machine actually worked. Yunho was about to move on when he realized something.

"How do you guys know about Changmin and his time machine?"

"Oh the last time we came here, we met Jae and he introduced us to Changmin. Jae then told us about you". Yunho was confused. Changmin never hung with anybody besides Hero and him, and even if he had a friend, Changmin would definitely introduce him to them.

"But guys, how did Jae know about me? I've knew met any guy named Jaejoong ever since I met Changmin and Hero"

"Hero?" (Junsu and Yoochun)

"Yeah, Hero is my boyfriend". Then it occurred to Junsu and Yoochun that Yunho still does not know that Hero is actually Jaejoong.

"Yun, Jae is Hero". Yunho looked blankly at Junsu and Yoochun before he started laughing as if both of them told him the funniest joke ever. But Yunho stopped laughing when he noticed Junsu's and Yoochun's serious faces.

"We're serious Yun. Jae is Hero. If you don't believe us, when Jae was in high school with us, he had blond hair now he has chestnut brown hair, am I right? *Yunho nods* and Hero owns a restaurant and you are his boyfriend. Both of you went to the same college and live in the same apartment. Trust us Yun" Yunho was shocked. Hero never told him anything. Confused, Yunho said goodbye to Junsu and Yoochun, promising that he would work on the house the next time.

After taking nice long bath, Yunho stepped out from the shower with a towel wrapped around his waist and used another one to dry his hair. With the towel hanging around his neck, Yunho sat on bed still deep in his thoughts. He still had a hard time digesting the information he just learnt. After taking his dinner, he tried calling both Jaejoong and Changmin again but he still got the same result. He laid on his stomach with his head buried in his pillow when he suddenly turned to Jaejoong's side's, bed side table. He opened the drawer but all he found were bill cheques of his employees from his restaurant, his spectacle box, some papers and lotion. When Yunho saw the cheques, he smiled. 'He has to come back for them'.

Just when he was about close the drawer, he saw a glint from the corner of his eyes. He lifted the papers and to his surprise he found a key. "Why would anybody put a key under a stack of...wait a minute", Yunho started rummaging all the drawers and wardrobe but he found nothing to fit the key with. "Who am I kidding? He's is not dumb enough to leave something private before leaving". Yunho kept rubbing his chin, pacing the room.

"Ouch!! What the...", Yunho bent down to see what caused the pain and at the same massaging his poor toe. Yunho lifted the small carpet, surprised to see a small compartment built in the floorboard. "Since when did we have this in our floorboard". He pulled the lever, which a revealed a small box with small lock.

"Oh maybe he was dumb enough to leave it here" Yunho sat on the floor with box in between his legs and inserted the key into the lock, perfect fit. Even though it looked kinda new, abit dusty, he still had to yank it open. Only 2 things dropped out. A dark blue box and a card.
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Chapter 16

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The moment he saw the dark blue box, Yunho felt nervous. With his shaky hands, he reached out and opened the box. A silver cross chain fell on his lap. Minutes later, he felt a drop of wetness on his hand. He had his first true love beside him all the time and he did not know it all. With his other free hand, Yunho reached out for the card. And there right infront of him was Jaejoong's high school ID card, with a picture Jaejoong with platinum blond hair, the exact same as his past.

'He was with me all the time'

It was already half past eleven at night but that did not stop Yunho from trying to reach Jaejoong or Changmin. He kept punching the number pads on his hand phone again and again, but he still got the same old recorded message. He sat on the floor beside his bed, resting his head on it and holding the chain close to his heart. He would give anything just to get Jaejoong back in his life, back to where he is supposed to be, back in his arms.
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The next few days, Yunho went in and out of Yoochun's and Junsu's apartment trying to get the designs right. Even though it was still work, it was actually a bonding time for them, catching up on things they missed. Yunho got to know that Yoochun and Junsu successfully set up a music record company in America and that many popular singers have signed record deals with them; some of which were Yunho's favourites. Yunho tried to address the problem about not being able to get hold of Jaejoong and Changmin, to Junsu and Yoochun but even they could contact them.

Yunho dropped by Jaejoong's restaurant, only to find out that Jaejoong had already appointed Sungmin as a head chef. Checking up on Changmin did no good too, seems like the younger lad took a break from his research institute.

"Chun, Su, I'll do up the designs and we can start working on your apartment right after that. Is it alright?"

"Sure Yun. Do we get discounts since we are your best friends?"

"Do I get the very first copy of Hoobstank's next album when it gets released, not to mention autographed?".

"That'll be easy"

"Well then my buddies, we have a deal". Both Yoochun and Yunho playfully shook hands on that and Yunho took his leave, after saying goodbyes. Yunho was driving back home, when he took a roundabout turn when he realized he was out supplies at home. He parked his car near a supermarket, grabbed a trolley and entered.

He went through every aisle in the supermarket and the only things he picked were ready-to-eat food, ranging from ramen to pasta, and snacks. Not a healthy eating habit from anyone's opinion. He went to the wine section, grabbed two bottles and headed to the chocolates section. With his trolley, Yunho was blocking a corner which particularly frustrated a dark haired guy , who was trying to reach his strawberry chocolates.

"Excuse me, it would be nice if you could move your trolley. You are blocki....Y-yunho hyung" The guy practically squeaked the last part out, turned around planning to run away but was held back by a hand on his shoulder and he was turned around, facing the man he was trying to avoid for the past 2 months.

"You are going nowhere Min. Now tell me, why didn't you or jae pick up any of my calls?". Changmin smiled sheepishly at Yunho, who was glaring at him.

"Ah hyung...I see you have found out that Hero is actually Jae, that's awesome...gotta go bye"
But he got pulled by his back collar again and he came face to face with a smirking Yunho.

"How about this...you can eat whatever you want at our usual café and I'll pay..and you tell what has been going on?". Yunho was pretty shocked that Changmin did not start jumping around or showing him some sparkly 'really?!' eyes, instead he was staring at the chocolates aisle with a pout. "...and..ugh...all the chocolates you want"

"Ahh now you're talking hyung...ok let's get going. I'm starving".

Changmin mentioned that the time machine plan was already decided way before they actually met Junsu and Yoochun, and that Jaejoong did it because he just wanted to help Yunho remember his past.

"But why did he leave me when I came back?"

"Well that...it'd be better if you ask him yourself" Changmin refused to answer Yunho because he felt that it would better if they talked it out, just the two of them, instead of him acting as their middle man.

"Alright Min, Thanks...So.."

"So? So what? Bye hyung" Changmin turned back to indulge in his brownie topped with ice cream and chocolate sauce.

"Ya know Min, for a genius you ain't that much of a genius....how the hell am I supposed to reach Jae if you don't give me the address? Gosh you're unbelievable" Changmin went 'O' giving his cute puppy face before he tore a piece of paper, no idea where he got the paper from, and wrote the address down before passing it to Yunho, who pocketed it.

"You can meet Jae hyung tomorrow afternoon, I'll be out"

"Thanks Min. I'm so glad I can count on you and hopefully Jae comes back to me"

"Don't worry hyung, he will", Yunho ruffled Changmin's hair and thanked him again. He walked up to the cashier in the café, asking her to charge the bill to his card. Yunho was in a happy mood, looking forward to seeing Jaejoong but at the same time nervous too. Yunho hugged Jaejoong's pillow and went to sleep the moment his tired body touched his bed.
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At JaeMin's place

'Goodness! Where in the world did get so much snacks and he just would not stop snacking! Somebody save me!' Jaejoong buried his head under his pillow but it did not help to drown out the sound of Changmin's munching.

"Argh Min! For goodness sakes, it's 12am! Stop snacking and sleep or atleast let me get some sleep"

"I'm not disturbing you at all. I'm just quietly eating"

"Yes you are! That quiet eating habit of yours is not so quiet after all. And just curious, where did you get money to buy so many snacks?"

"Uh..umm... I found extra ten dollars in one of my jeans pockets..amazing right"

"yeahhh..amazing..well then goodnight" Jaejoong covered his head with his blanket, making him look like he was asleep but he was not. Jaejoong reached out under his pillow searching for his silver locket. He opened it. A mini smiling picture of Yunho was looking back at him. Jaejoong missed the way Yunho wraps his arm around his waist every night, leaving soft kisses on his head and neck. He missed the way Yunho always traces his face when he wakes up. Jaejoong basically missed Yunho. He hugged the little whale soft toy, which Yunho won for him during a funfair, and slowly drifted off to sleep, totally unaware about Yunho's visit the next day.
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Yunho, with his eyes closed, swept his hand across the side table trying to shut the alarm clock which just would not stop ringing. Out of frustration, he gave one large sweep across table, knocking the clock onto the floor.

He was satisfied.

He got out of bed, stretched his entire body and headed to the bathroom. He decided not to go to work since he had to, no needed and wanted to meet Jaejoong.
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Chapter 17

Yunho got out of bed, stretched his entire body and headed to the bathroom. He decided not to go to work since he had to, no needed and wanted to meet Jaejoong.
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JaeMin's place

"Hyung! Wake up! And I'm leaving now. Bye!" Changmin gave Jaejoong one rough shake before he headed for the door.

"mmm...zzz"

"WAKE UP!" the shout and the slamming of the door was enough for Jaejoong to jerk up from bed. 'Aish, that kid' Jaejoong had no idea where Changmin went but he figured he will just text him later to find out. He glanced at the clock which showed half past eleven in the morning. Jaejoong decided to prepare the stuff for lunch so that when Changmin comes back home he won't be rummaging the shelves like a mad man, searching for food. He was busy taking his breakfast when he suddenly remembered that he had to pay Sungmin and the others in the restaurant. He stopped eating and went to his room to search for the cheques. 'No, no it can't be'. He searched very corner of his room but still couldn't find the cheques.

"Oh shit please don't tell me I left it at..." His thoughts were cut short when he heard the door bell go off. He walked to the door totally unaware of who was standing outside.

"Ye..Y-Yunho" Jaejoong felt as if his heart just stopped functioning. He just kept staring at Yunho, who was doing the same, until Yunho broke the silence with his deep, husky voice which never fails to make Jaejoong melt.

"Eh erm..Aren't you gonna let me in?"

"Err y-yeah. Come in"

'Still beautiful as ever. I want to hug and kiss you but I need explanations'

"Why?"

"Huh?"

"Why did you leave me? I know about the time machine and..." Yunho moved closer to Jaejoong until the latter was sandwiched between the wall and Yunho, "I know you're Jae". Jaejoong's head shot back up when he heard Yunho calling him Jae, how he missed the sound of it.

"I...i..ehh"

"Jae, I'm not gonna hurt, never will but I need to know" Tears were already streaming down Jaejoong's face when he saw how hurt Yunho felt from his eyes.

"I thought when you knew your first love by the name of Jaejoong, you would start searching for him and leave me" Yunho loosened his grip when he heard that. He was kinda disappointed when Jaejoong thought he was that kind of guy.

"Is that what you think of me? I must say I'm disappointed. I never knew you saw me like that." Jaejoong could sense the disappointment in his voice. He knew he had hurt Yunho.

"I'm sorry Yunho..it's just that I was..."

"Do you how glad I was when found out that you were Jaejoong, the guy I loved with all my heart before I lost my memories. And just to let you know, even if Jaejoong was a completely different person, I would never leave you"

"Yun-*sob* Yunho I'm sorry *sob* I'm so sorry...i..i" Yunho couldn't take it anymore. He hugged Jaejoong tightly so close to his body, feeling the comforting warmth he missed for 2 months. He ran his hand through Jaejoong's chestnut brown hair and moved his hand down to Jaejoong's back, rubbing in circles, trying to calm the crying Jaejoong.

"I missed you Jae" Yunho could feel Jaejoong's tears wetting his tee but this only made him hug Jaejoong even more. He pulled away, carefully not to break the hug, and looked at Jaejoong straight in his eyes. "Not having you beside me is like a nightmare Jae. I love you Jae". Yunho leaned forward and kissed away Jaejoong's tears, slowly he captured Jaejoong's lips. It was passionate and full of love. Jaejoong circled his hand around Yunho's neck, deepening their kiss.

"I'm sorry Yunnie. I shouldn't have left you. I'm sorry and I'll make it up to you"

"Oh yeah..how?" Jaejoong smacked Yunho's head lightly when he saw him smirking.

"Jae, can you move in back with me?"

"Definitely, besides its our house" They were busy being all lovey dovey that they failed to notice Changmin, who just came back home.

"Finally, the house to myself and you guys are still here" Changmin exclaimed, settling on the couch.

"I was a burden?"

"Nah, a guy needs his privacy, ya know to do...stuff, plus you were always complaining because I was too noisy at night because of my eating habits" Yunho and Jaejoong were eyeing him suspiciously, I mean stuttering, fidgeting and swallowing of words are definitely signs of hiding something.

"Rrright" Jaejoong went to his room and started packing his stuff. With the help of Yunho, he managed to do it quick and both of them left after saying their goodbyes. When Yunho was driving he noticed that Jaejoong was weirdly quiet. "Care to tell me what's bothering you boo?"

"Nothing actually. I was wondering that it would be nice if we, together Yoochun and Junsu could spend time together". Just then, Yunho came up with an idea and U-turned his car.

"Yunnie, this isn't the way back home"

"I know but I want to show you something special" Jaejoong was calm in the outside but his insides were tied up in a knot. He was nervous and excited, wondering what Yunho wanted to show him.

The moment, Yunho turned into an apartment's carpark, the first thought that came to Jaejoong's mind was that, 'He moved?'

"Relax Jae" Yunho held his hand and brought him to the 14th floor and stood infront of an apartment's door. He knocked on the door 2 times before Jaejoong heard somebody on the other side of the intercom.

"Hey, it's m...", even before Yunho could complete his sentence, the intercom went off and the door immediately opened.

"JAE!" "SU!" Junsu jumped onto Jaejoong and hugged him tightly until Yunho cleared his throat. Jaejoong laughed when he saw Junsu pull away, smiling sheepishly. Yoochun came running to the door the moment he heard Junsu squeak 'Jae!'. That night all the 4 of them spent their time together, reminiscing the old times and catching up.
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Jaejoong placed his clothes neatly inside the wardrobe, before heading to the kitchen to get himself a drink since he was thirsty. He opened the refrigerator to find cans of Coke and only Coke. Grabbing a can, he opened refrigerator, shocked to find frozen ready-to –eat food, not even a piece of meat or vegetables, not even in the cabinets. All he could find were cup noodles and pasta.

Yunho came to the living room, clad in a loose white tee and pyjamas bottom, and drying his wet hair using a towel. Hearing Yunho enter the living room, Jaejoong faced his lover.

"Yun, is this all you have been eating? *yun nods "Why?"* It's not healthy Yunnie."

"Aww, my baby cares about me", Yunho approached Jaejoong from the back, nuzzling his neck.

"We need to go shopping tomorrow"

"Anything for you Jae". Yunho continued kissing and nuzzling Jaejoong neck, which made Jaejoong squirm and giggle but little did he know that his small actions were making Yunho horny. Jaejoong felt shivers down his spine when Yunho started nibbling his ear and bit down on his neck.

"Uhhh Yunnie". Jaejoong very well knew where this was leading too but just this one night he wanted to lead, to be the one pleasuring first, instead Yunho. He craved for Yunho's touch, the sensation he felt when Yunho kissed, not missing a single nook or cranny. Unexpectedly, Jaejoong turned and started kissing Yunho roughly, surprising the latter; Crashing their tongues together, exploring each other mouth, and savouring each others familiar taste which they missed for 2 months. Not breaking the kiss, they headed towards the bedroom and Jaejoong roughly pushed Yunho onto the bed and crawled on top of him.

Yunho was surprised and excited. He had never seen this side Jaejoong before. The latter had always been the submissive type, so seeing Jaejoong leading was turning him on even more.

Sitting on Yunho's pelvis, Jaejoong started grinding their clothed members together causing Yunho to let out a long sensual moan. He could feel the throbbing pain at his arousal, and Jaejoong's teasing wasn't helping a single bit. Jaejoong removed Yunho's top, threw it aside and continued kissing him on the lips and started moving down his neck, leaving hickeys all the way down to his chest.

"Ahh...Jae", Jaejoong was licking and sucking Yunho's neck while his hand was pinching Yunho's pink hardened nipples, causing the latter to moan in Jaejoong's mouth when he kissed him on lips.

"Jae..ah..what's..uh", Jaejoong placed his finger on Yunho's parted lips, silencing him. Leaned in and whispered.

"Shh..just enjoy it", he seductively and trailed his tongue down Yunho's toned abs and gave Yunho's clothed, aroused member a light squeeze causing Yunho growl because of frustration. Jaejoong smirked and was about to pull down Yunho's bottom but the latter stopped him. Yunho tugged on Jaejoong's tee which he was still wearing, "Off". Jaejoong pretended as if he did not comprehend Yunho and gave an innocent pout. With Jaejoong still sitting on his lap, Yunho sat up and yanked Jaejoong's tee off his body. Yunho hugged Jaejoong tightly and feeling the warmth from Jaejoong was like electric current passing through his body.

Hungry for each other, they quickly removed their bottoms and pressed themselves against each other ever so quickly, as if it burns being apart from each other. Jaejoong caught Yunho's shaft and started pumping him hard and quick. Just when Yunho was about come, Jaejoong slowed down his drastically, causing the needy Yunho to growl in frustration. How he loved having this kind of control over Yunho.

"My turn now", Yunho smirked and flipped Jaejoong over, which left the latter squirming and eyeing him naughtily.

Yunho immediately attacked Jaejoong's lips. Wrapping his arms around Jaejoong small waist, Yunho kissed his neck marking him and kissed him all the way down to his chest, licking and sucking Jaejoong's nipples.

Yunho grabbed Jaejoong's hardened manhood, which was dying for attention, and pumped him. The heavy breathing and continuous moaning was making it harder for Yunho to keep his control. Just when Jaejoong was about to come, Yunho covered his tip, earning a pout from the latter. Yunho kissed away the pout. " I want you to come together with me Jae", Yunho's seductive husky voice, made Jaejoong shiver under Yunho's. No matter how many times they made love, every time it was like adventure for Jaejoong. Even if he tried to have control over Yunho, somehow the latter had the ability to shatter his pride and make him melt with every touch and kiss.

Yunho reached for the drawer searching for lube. Squeezing a small amount on his fingers, Yunho slowly inserted his long digits into Jaejoong small pink entrance. With each push, small soft moans escaped from Jaejoong. In a scissoring motion, Yunho loosened up Jaejoong before removing his fingers and positioning him in front of the latter's entrance, which was twitching hungrily.

Yunho leaned forward, kissing Jaejoong on the lips and forehead, as a assurance that he will gently. He entered Jaejoong slowly and ever so carefully, afraid that if he loses his control the latter would just break.

"Are you alright?", Yunho was entirely inside Jaejoong but he stopped when he noticed tears streaming down from Jaejoong's cheeks and the latter holding on to the bed sheets as if he was holding onto his life.

Yunho brushed of Jaejoong's fringe which was sticking on his forehead because of the sweat and kissed him. "Tell me when you're ready baby". Yunho was kissing Jaejoong all over the face, when he felt the latter buck his hips upwards. "Jae?"

"Yunnie move", Yunho smiled and withdrew only to thrust in again, causing Jaejoong to throw his head back and let out a loud moan. Jaejoong knew Yunho didn't want to hurt him but it was painstakingly slow. He started moving his hips. Realizing this, Yunho increased his pace making Jaejoong scream his name with every thrust, which only got louder when he hit his sweet spot.

"Oh god..Jae"

"uh..i'm cumming Yunnie"

"Me too baby, me too", Yunho kept thrusting until he spilled his load inside Jaejoong, while Jaejoong spurted his load all over Yunho's torso. Yunho dropped on top of Jaejoong, exhausted, not even bothering to pull out from Jaejoong.

Jaejoong cupped Yunho's cheeks, making him look straight at him. "I love you, Yunnie, more than ever". Jaejoong kissed him on the lips and looked at Yunho's hazy dark brown orbs, the same brown orbs with him fall so deeply and crazily in love with Yunho.

Yunho rolled over to the side and pulled Jaejoong closer to him, pressing their bodies together. "I love you too, boo. Jae or Hero, I'll always love you and thanks for having faith in me boo". Yunho rubbed his nose against Jaejoong's causing the latter to giggle. "And you were one naughty boy tonight", Yunho smirked, while Jaejoong hid his tomato red face in Yunho's chest. Yunho laughed and hugged Jaejoong tightly and both of them slept in each others arms.
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Changmin lathered his body with the green tea scented shower foam, excited about his date with Kibum later in the afternoon. Kibum and Changmin had been dating for the past 2 months but Changmin decided not to tell Jaejoong since the elder was already depressed by not being with Yunho. But since now everything worked out between Jaejoong and Yunho, Kibum suggested on picking up Changmin and going on a proper date, which Changmin gladly agreed to.

Changmin first noticed Kibum at the nearby bus stand about two and a half months ago and it wasn't exactly love at first sight, but slowly Changmin found himself searching Kibum whenever he drove past the bus stand. Ever since then, Changmin stopped driving to work, instead he took the bus but he wasn't aware that he wasn't doing the chasing instead he was being chased.

Flashback

Changmin got down from the bus and walked on the streets feeling totally down. 'He didn't come....again'. Changmin had been trying to catch a glimpse of Kibum for the past week but lady luck wasn't exactly on his side, until now.

Head hung low; Changmin dragged himself home but stopped when he felt a tap on his shoulder. He was totally dumbstruck when he found the very same guy he had been chasing for the past week standing in front of him, holding a bouquet of roses. He smiled and handed Changmin the roses. 'How did become like that?? I thought I was the one who was...arghh'.

"Err thanks"

"You're welcome. By the way, I'm Kibum and you're?"

"Huh..oh..my name...name...oh my name's.."

"Your name is?"

"Cha-changmin", Changmin stuttered, blushing evidently.

"Nice. Changmin-sshi, I've been noticing you for the past week and honestly I couldn't get my eyes of you. You don't have to answer me right now but will you go out with me?". Changmin's face was bright red that he was trying to use the roses to block his blushing face.

"Umm, Kibum-sshi could you give me some time to think?", that was what he responded but inside his brain was screaming yes, with a capital Y.

"Sure, anything and drop the sshi"
"I will if you do the same with mine", Kibum smiled at Changmin which made him melt. That was how they hit it off.

End of Flashback

Changmin pulled off a white tee with a dark gray vest and black skinny jeans. He was styling his hair when he heard the door bell go off. ' That must be him', Changmin smiled, headed for the door.
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On the other side

"Don't you think he'll be mad because we dropped all of a sudden?", Yunho stared at Jaejoong's back, who pulled him into the lift and pressed the 10th story button.

"Nonsense Yunnie, why would he be?", Jaejoong dragged Yunho and was now pressing the door bell of the apartment.
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Changmin excitedly opened the door, totally not expecting the person on the other side.

"Bumm..Jae hyung, Yunho hyung? What are you doing here?", Changmin was utterly surprised plus Kibum would be there anytime and both of them not knowing anything about Kibum might pose as a problem.

"It's wrong to visit you?", Jaejoong hugged Changmin while Yunho gave a manly pat on Changmin's shoulder.

"No no, I didn't mean that but you should have called", Changmin was stuttering, making Jaejoong and Yunho feel like he was hiding something.

"Min, are sure you're not telling us something?", Jaejoong began questioning Changmin but just then the door bell rang but unlike many cases, Changmin wasn't saved by the bell instead he was doomed. Changmin went forward to open the door but Yunho was faster than him.

Yunho opened the door to reveal a young sweet looking guy, around Changmin's age, donned in white long sleeves neatly folded slightly below his elbow and a crisp black vest to top it off, looking back at Yunho evidently taken aback. He had one of his hands hidden behind him as if he was holding something.

"Yes? Can I help you?", Kibum looked at Yunho as if he was being scolded for being late. He tried to look inside the apartment for any sign of Changmin but Yunho tall, well built body was blocking him.

"Er umm, is Changmin in?"

"Well yeah", Yunho slightly moved to the side of the doorway so that Kibum could enter. The moment he entered, Yunho was surprised to see the latter holding a bouquet of roses behind his back. Yunho smirked at the dumb founded Changmin who was tongue tied when Jaejoong asked about Kibum.

Changmin stood beside Kibum and looked up to face his hyungs, "umm hyungs, this is Kibum...my..my boyfriend". Jaejoong took some time to register until he ran forward and hugged Changmin.

"Aww, Yunnie, our Minnie has a boyfriend and exactly for how long?", Jaejoong pulled away from the hug and eyed Changmin.

"t-two months"

"2 months?! And you didn't tell me?! How could you?!", Jaejoong's sudden outburst was exactly what Changmin was waiting for. He understood that Jaejoong would get angry for hiding it from him but he had his reasons.

"You were already depressed being away from Yunho, so if I told you I had a boyfriend, every time you see us together, it'll only remind you more of Yunho", Jaejoong opened his mouth to retort but he kept silent.

"Thanks", Jaejoong murmured and hugged Changmin. "You still should have told me since I got to see Yunho everyday". The phrase, 'got to see Yunho everyday', caught Yunho attention.

"Whoa, you spied on me?", Jaejoong froze. He never wanted Yunho to know about him spying because he'll just get teased at endlessly.

"Wh-what? Pssh! Why would I? ",Jaejoong was blushing uncontrollably and looking down at the floor. Yunho looked at Changmin who simply nodded his head. Yunho couldn't help but smile when he looked Jaejoong. He approached Jaejoong and hugged him close to his body.
"You missed me huh, thanks boo. I think I could die loving you", gently hitting Yunho's chest, Jaejoong tip toed slightly and plastered his lips on Yunho's. It was a quick one but both of them knew that the feelings they had for each other, was nothing other than endless love.

"Ehem...we are still here, ya know", breaking away from their kiss, Yunho approached Kibum and stuck out his right hand. "I'm Yunho and he's Jaejoong, my boyfriend. Nice to meet you Kibum-sshi and please take care of Changmin"

Kibum gave a sincere smile, "Don't worry Yunho-sshi, I definitely will take care of him and...", Kibum was abruptly cut off when he heard Jaejoong squeaking.

"Yunnie! He brought roses for Minnie! So romantic". Jaejoong had his fingers intertwined and he placed it under his chin. Yunho approached Jaejoong, grabbed his hand and dragged him.

"You want romantic, I'll show you romantic boo", Yunho carried the flustered Jaejoong, bridal style, and left Changmin's apartment.

-The End!!-

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Chapter 19

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