Date: 26 May 2021

Dear Diary,

I have 13 hours to go. I guess I have to deal with Oliver being with Sadie and like what I said, it's still painful but here is how I feel:

Sad, bursting in tears, crying, but all thanks to the advice from my mum, I know how boys are, but now I know that Oliver is a bit confusing. One minute, Oliver is soo close with me, then one minute, he is giving Sadie a goodbye.

That really shattered my heart very much. I hope no one will tell me anything about what happened on Tuesday... Oliver with Sadie and Tiana and goodbye. Diary, thank you for always containing all my happy, sad, and heartbreaking journals as always. 

Love you lots!!!

Will try to be more strong when I see him.

Byee!

~ Jiji xoxo

A/N: Adoloscence...