Sorry because i've
lost your paper,
sorry because i've done
your shit wrongly ,
sorry because i've made
you upset and
sorry, cause i've stood
up and protected myself.
But then you still
drowned
me like killing an ant
walking near
your side.

I was sad, i was happy, i was pained, i was warm.
But
i got hurt, i got offended.

And i'm really really shy when you guys body-shaming me.
Feels like I don't wanna
live just to hear that anymore.
I mean suicide, yup.

Yes i'm short, and fat, and my boobs are bigger than you guys. And I'M GEI!!
Okay? Don't belittle me. It's not worth, right?!

I'm really really hurt.
It's not worth.
Please.