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I laced up my sports shoes, fixed my smallest gym bag, put water, "must get the iPod" and so I did. Locked the door and head out.

🎶 This is gospel for the vagabonds,
Ne'er-do-wells, insufferable bastards
Confessing their apostasies
Led away by imperfect impostors 🎶

See there's a fine thin line between in love and heartbroken. One day, you feel like you're on the top of the world, lucky to have that someone in your life and then the next day, you feel asking what's the point of it all? Because the next thing you know....

She's leaving you. Without an acceptable reason for you, she said she's tired and probably you have gotten tired too but not that you want to break up but to her, it's the tired that she wants to be over you. You'll ask a couple of times: where did you go wrong? what happened? what did you lack? WHY? You'll doubt your self-worth, enough to even pity yourself. You'll doubt love and specifically relationships now. You'll blame the world and eventually yourself. You'll get drunk, you'll want to forget about her, you'll want to get laid, you'll want to do several other things but you know that none of it will ever conceal the pain nor can help you go on without her happily.

But you don't have to rush it. None of us should. Even though things may have happened so fast, we can't rush ourselves when it comes to moving on.

I realized that there are these 'degrees if separation'

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