One shot from me? : )

Jungkook x Sana One-Shot.

The format of this story is like a narration of Sana to Jungkook. It's like she's saying this to Kookie.

This is a true-to-life story.

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It was a Friday? Yes, a Friday night.

I have an overnight duty because I'm a Medicine student. Me and my friends are hanging around the lobby of the hospital when you came. You're holding two or three? Boxes of pizza.

"Hi Sana," you greeted but I rolled my eyes on you. I'm really annoyed by you. You're always like this. Delivering food to me. You're not a delivery boy, but you always deliver foods for me. "I brought pizza." You placed it on the bench.

"What is that for?" I asked you with my eyebrows crossed.

"I-I figured out that you and your friends are hungry already, so I brought food for you." You smiled. You looked at your watch and told me that you have to go. You bid your goodbye to me and left afterwards.

I turned my head to see my friends and great, they are eating your pizza.

"C'mon, Sana, eat Jungkook's pizza." Momo said while holding two pizzas with both of her hands.

"Keep it. I'm not hungry." I told them and played with my phone.

*

"Good job, Ms. Minatozaki," Dr. Kang said. "You may now rest for a while. I will call you if we need your help."

"Thank you, doctor." I smiled and went to my table.

"Sana, you have a delivery." Mina said and gave me a paperbag. She left me after. Even though I didn't ask who bought it, I knew that it was you.

You have a yellow sticky note there saying:

Sana,

I'm sorry I couldn't give it to you in person. I'm too busy. Please eat it ^^

- JK

I opened the paperbag and say spicy rice cakes and ramen. You know that I love spicy foods.

My stomach grumbled. Of course, I'm hungry. I saw Chaeyoung passed by so I called her.

"Chae, I brought you lunch." I told her and grabbed the yellow sticky note and crumpled it.

"Really? Thank you!" She took the paperbag and happily passed by me.

I stood up and went to the canteen to buy food for myself.

*

I have another suitor. He is much better than you. Like me, Mark is a medicine student.

"We will go now!" Mark said to my classmates. They never liked Mark. They said that he's a playboy, but I didn't care. I still like him than you.

"Be safe!" Momo waved her hands as we walk away.

I hopped in Mark's car and so did he. He drove me to my house.

And when we reached my house, he opened the car's door for me. I got off of his car and faced him.

"Thanks, Mark." I told him.

"Good night, Sana." He told me and kissed me on my cheek. That was probably the best day of my life. Not until I saw you inside my house when I entered.

You were sitting on our couch, sleeping. You have a bouquet of pink roses for me.

"Ya! Wake up!" I yelled at you. You woke up and saw me. You smiled at stood up. You gave me the flowers, but I refused it. "Go home!"

"Alright." You said and put the flowers aside. "Good night, Sana." You told me and exited my house.

I went upstairs and entered my room. I looked at you from the window to check if you really went home. You have no car, so you walked until your house. I heard that your house is on the next city.

You may ride a bus or something, but that's impossible because buses are rare at this time.

"Sana?" I looked at my aunt.

"Yes?"

"Why did you scold him?" She asked me. She's concerned for you. "Did you know that he waited for you here for hours? And then you came. You've had barely 2 minutes of conversation."

"It's his fault. I didn't tell him to wait for me." I told her.

*

My phone is buzzing for the nth time. I annoyingly fished it and saw 56 missed calls from you. You even sent me 7 messages. Why? Why do you have to waste your load for me?

I shutted down my phone and continued on working.

You always send me messages. Since morning, until evening. You fill my message box! You're always my recent call. You love calling me and I never answered. I never did.

"Sana, delivery for you!" Momo gave me a paperbag. Another yellow sticky note is there.

Sana,

Enjoy your meal ^^

- JK

The note said. I opened it and it was the same food you brought before. I crumpled the note and put it on my pocket. I saw JB walk by me, so I gave him the food you brought.

*

It was a Sunday morning. My aunt told me to go downstairs because you're there. You have a bouquet of red roses on your hand and a life-sized bear on your other hand.

"Good morning," you greeted me and handed the gifts. "Happy birthday." I took the gifts from you and placed it aside.

"You may go--"

"Sana." My aunt cutted me. I rolled my eyes and sat infront of you.

"I knew that you're not eating the food I'm buying you." You said. "I'm worrying that you're not eating well."

"I am eating well. Mark treats me." I told you.

"Look, Sana, Mark's a playboy. Don't tie yourself up with him." You've been like that since Mark started courting me. You always say that I should avoid him because he will only break my heart.

"I like Mark than you, Jungkook. So stop saying nonsense about him." I seriously said. You sighed. And then I noticed a bruise on your neck. I also noticed that your eyebags are getting deep.

"What happened to that bruise?" I pointed his neck.

"U-Uh, that's nothing. My classmate and I fought." You looked tense.

"And the eyebags?"

"I'm just too busy overnight. I'm not getting the sleep I need." You answered. You stood up and told me that you have to leave.

*

Saturday morning.

You texted me. You said that you want to meet me at the park. Because I have nothing to do on that day, I agreed. I wore simple clothes on my way to the park.

And then I saw you sitting on a bench. You have a white rose on your hand. When you saw me, you stood up and gave it to me.

"Why did you want to meet me?" I asked you as we sit down.

You smiled, "I wanted to bid my goodbye."

"Why?" I looked at you. Your eyebags are getting deeper and I saw a bruise on your arm. "You're getting a lot of fights nowadays. And you're too busy."

"Yeah," you nodded and looked at me. "I am going to the States." You paused. "I will leave you."

"And so?" This is certainly the best day of my life. You will not bug me anymore!

You suddenly hugged me and I felt your heartbeat, "I love you, Sana. I'll be back for you. After a year." You stood up and left me.

What is that drama all about?

When I got home, I saw a life-sized teddy bear that looks like you. Probably because of the clothes. The bear and you have the same taste for clothes.

It has a sticky note there saying:

Sana,

Let this bear remind you of me ^^

- JK

I took the paper and crumpled it. I grabbed the bear and threw it on my room.

*

I saw Mark.

He's holding hands with another girl. I'm not shocked of it. But what I'm shocked at is that I didn't feel anything. It's like I'm seeing a couple being sweet.

I guess you're right. Mark is a playboy. He just played with my feelings.

I went to the hospital and continued working.

I'm feeling weird right now. Maybe because I'm not receiving any texts or missed calls from you.

Your last call and message for me was a week ago. After that, no call nor message came.

And whenever our lunch break comes, I'm expecting a paperbag on my table. But no paperbag came.

*

It's already five months since you left me. I want to see you. I want to see you right now, Jungkook. I want to hug you. I want to spend a day with you.

I can't wait 'til you come back.

Please, come back early.

*

A year had passed. I have no updates about you.

But Momo called and told me that you're inside the hospital. I could have never been more excited!

I asked the nurse on the reception area to know which part of the hospital are you.

"M--"

"Mi Young." Dr. Kang cutted the nurse. "Sana, come with me."

"Where are you taking me, doc?" I asked her when she grabbed my hand and started dragging me towards the left wing of the hospital.

She sighed before answering, "To Mr. Jeon Jungkook."

"You know where he is?" Hope rose on my heart. He's really here.

But I got confused when we entered the ICU. Wait, I don't understand.

"Wear these first." She told me. I wore the gown and the mask. She led me to a room where I can hear sobs.

Wait... don't say that...

She opened the door and I saw you sleeping on a bed... forever.

"J-Jungkook?" My hands are trembling as soon as I touched your fragile skin. I slapped your cheek softly, trying to wake you up. But you're not waking up.

Tears started to flow on my cheeks as soon as I realize that you're really gone now.

"H-How did this happen?" I asked them, sobbing.

"Leukemia, stage 4." Dr. Kang answered. "He went to the States last year to find a better cure for it. He tried everything, but nothing cured him. He went back here. He really wants to surprise you, but on his way here, he fainted. We tried everything to bring him back, but nothing did."

"P-Please leave us for a while.." I told them and they left us.

"Jungkook," I called you with my sweetest voice. I never used this voice to anyone, except you. "I-I'm so stupid, Jungkook. I'm so stupid. I'm taking medicine as my course, but I didn't notice that you're experiencing that cancer already. All of those bruises I saw... I really thought you just get yourself in a fight. How stupid." I chuckled and wiped my tears. "But what is more stupid? Me rejecting you. All of those sweet things you gave me, Jungkook, are the sweetest things I've ever had. Thank you for the memories..." I started crying again. No one knows how broken my heart is right now. "I want to bring you back, Jungkook. But I know that nothing will." I hugged your cold body. Nothing is more painful than this.

I talked to you for minutes, it took an hour. I just wanna spend time with you, although I know that you will not answer.

*

I sat infront of your grave. I put a bouquet of red, pink and white flowers. I smiled.

It's already a year since you left me.

"We're going to meet in time, Jungkook." I told you. "Bone cancer, stage 3." I smiled. "Wait for me, okay?"

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