Chap for thanhbln 😊😊!

The story is tindered below the character's perspective! _________________________

Hi!

Before you know who I am, let me summarize my life, before starting today's story!

I was born in 20002, in Wonju province, Gangwon city. My father is an office worker with a stable income enough to support the family. My mother... intellectually speaking, she is a small trader selling meat and fish at the market, but from everyone's point of view, she is a sharp, fierce woman who has no education and does not know how to treat people.

In return, she is really a sincere, gentle mother who treats her children with utmost care and cares for her husband.

I used to love her very much and wanted to grow up quickly and earn a lot of money to help her no longer need to work hard in business, but the impression of a gentle mother at home was shattered when I saw my mother, she was in front of dozens of eyes, holding a sharp knife threatening a meat buyer and swearing at very harsh words that I think should not be used to talk to people.

Since then, my eyes towards my mother have gradually changed, I still love her, but it's just difficult to absorb her somewhat brutal personality. Since then, my mother has not kept the image in front of me anymore, when she taught me, she could not control her actions and words, which made me even more distant from her. My father is the most educated person in the family, so every time my mother loses control, he is the one to protect me and gently remind me of the words she taught me the way an adult should teach a child, that's why I have a little more respect for my father.

Just a little more because even he himself sometimes complains about his miserable circumstances and often blames his family and sees me as a burden even though I know that because he is in an angry state, I keep quiet silently suffer but does not mean I accept his idea, just because there is no money, people can change their minds and want to bully the weaker?

My childhood memories are also not very good, school for me is like a cage and stuffed into children's heads with stupid ideas, when I was young, instead of with friends having fun playing, I became an object for the kids to rely on family to have some money and a little muscular body to bully me, despise my situation, my appearance, I was just a sick kid at that time, slightly dark skin.

In the 2nd year of high school, my father was promoted to a new job, not as big as the head of the department or director, but somewhat salvaged the current difficult family situation. I transferred to the city of Seoul, where the hustle and bustle of rich people like to squander their wealth like trash.

When I was in high school, everyone had dreams, and so did I. That is to become a singer, I have had a passion for singing since I was a child but usually don't show much, until one day I was recruited to a company called Moonlight! This company specializes in training actors, recently wanted to switch to idol training, so it went around looking for new faces to bring back as trainees.

I told this story to my parents, the result was of course objections, they didn't see the path I chose to be any less feasible and the percentage of becoming a famous idol was even weaker. I was 14 years old for the first time in front of my parents arguing, negotiating to compete for the opportunity to become a trainee, whether to debut or not, that's for later. Seeing that my expression was extremely resolute and my words were firm, without loopholes, my parents gave up the idea of ​​opposing my dream and gave their support, then I felt like I had more faith in life this dangerous danger.

After graduating from high school, my father went to great lengths to help me get into the famous school most music aspirants want to attend, SOPA! Life is like turning a new page, I feel like I'm almost reaching my dream, so I constantly try to study and practice hard so that one day I can stand on the stage to show my talent myself in front of everyone, proving to my parents the fruits of their trust in me.

There is one thing I did not expect, in this bleak, low light life of mine for the first time for someone who wishes to welcome that person into shining bright energy throughout the dark space inside me. .

That person is carefree but not stupid like the boring people around me every day acting immaturity, around that person spreads an aura, but especially only that person makes people accidentally or unintentionally want attention. I have a bit of hatred when this person is friendly to everyone like the "goddess next door", why force yourself to please others when you are not inherently such a personality.

As if reading my heart, that person personally appeared and gradually entered my world that was always waiting to welcome him.

- Found you, Kwon Juri!

Han Yumin is also like me, her mind is unchanged in the middle of life, she doesn't give up easily to fate but always has a way to turn the situation around, so God favors her to achieve what she wants, no unlucky like me.

Gradually, I became more and more attached to her warmth and safety, from which I realized that my feelings for Han Yumin are not as simple as friends should have.

I was both happy and scared at the same time this emotional part, too sudden, too dangerous. After expressing this love, will she and me like the present happily bond or break the bond that I had so hard to build with her?

Not letting me continue to daydream, the conspiracies and tricks of the bad guys who were behind me set up a battlefield, causing me to directly break my spirit and hope for my bright world. Even so, I was stupid enough to let go of the defensive wall when I knew the true face of the decadent society I lived in.

What I regret is that I can't be with my parents to take care of them when they are old and I can't go with the person I have put all my love and trust in to continue the beautiful future created by that person.

The summary is a bit lengthy. Now officially into the story I want to tell today.

Let's start!

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I woke up after enduring numbing pain from my wrist because I used a knife to make a deep cut with a paper knife with the intention of severing my own life.

I glanced around to assess my surroundings, which was still the bathroom in my room. It's strange, am I not dead yet?

Without letting me think about the outcome, there was a loud noise outside the bathroom as if someone had broken the door with force. The sound of footsteps waddling closer to my place, until I heard the owner's voice clearly, the bathroom door opened, I startled by inertia, covered my body with my hands, and suddenly remembered that I was still wearing clothes.

- JURI!!!

I raised my head to look at that person, Han Yumin's eyes were stunned, the blood on her face was reduced to a blue-white color looking at me without saying a word.

I was about to raise my hand to say it was okay, but her body was pushed to the side, my mother panicked and looked inside, then screamed in fear, fell down and sat on the floor.

I couldn't understand why my mother looked at me and reacted like she saw a ghost, but my ears heard Yumin mechanically say every word.

- Uncle Kwon! Call the police... and ambulance!

Police? Ambulance?

Am I not present in front of them? Why even call the police and ambulance?

I stood up from the bath suddenly feeling strange, my body did not feel cold nor did I feel wet from sitting in the water for a long time. Only now did I notice that Yumin's line of sight didn't move when I stood up, she was still looking at the bottom of the tub.

I also looked down and immediately froze. The girl drowning in the blood-colored bath, her eyes closed, her face pale from blood loss is me, Kwon Juri!

Turns out I'm just a soul right now with no emotions or feelings from outside influences, I looked towards the bathroom door Yumin was still standing there staring at my body.

My father said he wanted to take "me" out of the bath, but Yumin stopped him and told him not to touch the scene until the police team arrived.

I have compliments for her when in this situation still kept her mind to handle the situation. My mother sat on the floor crying so much, if I was still alive, I would definitely not be able to hold back my emotions and want to hug her to comfort her, but unfortunately I can only watch without any emotions, I am right now. I hate myself for being too indifferent to my parents, but hating on me won't change anything.

I worry in the future, who will be by my parents' side when they are old and weak? Involuntarily looking at the tall body, she stopped looking inside the bathroom, from the moment my father called the police and ambulance, she had an expressionless face that did not want to say a word. I walked over to stand in front of her to observe, her jet-black eyes seemed to have an illusion that just looking at them would make other people fall in love and want to suck in, now only empty and disappointed.

Was it because I died or because I was weak to death that made Yumin feel like that. I realized that the eyes can also express so many emotions, not only disappointed I also felt a little self-blame and heartache. I suddenly wanted to tell her that it wasn't her fault, but I knew she wouldn't hear my words, so I could only indifferently watch her immerse herself in thought.

The police and ambulance arrived, all the same operations and sequences as on television took place, my body was taken out of the bathroom for a preliminary examination to see if there were any traces of the person being attacked, my room was also searched by several investigators.

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Moments later, seeing no suspicion one of them ran out, I followed him out of the house watching him run up to a man who raised his hand and reported what they were investigating.

My father stood not far from the man, he was hugging my mother and a policeman who reported the details of the incident. Yumin was standing next to the man I heard from the policeman called "captain", behind her were two familiar figures Eunyeon and Myungsoo, who seemed to have just run up so they were still panting when talk to Yumin.

After talking with the captain a few sentences, he called back his team. Yumin went to my parents' side and gave them a few words and then left with Eunyeon and Myungsoo. I feel secure when she returns because I know she suffered a lot after today's incident, I stood next to my sad parents, but my mood also fell, even though I know that the soul is not have motions.

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On the day of the funeral, Yumin came early to help my parents arrange things to receive visitors, my father stood in front of the door to receive visitors, my mother stood quite close to my coffin to received the flowers from the visitors and Yumin finished the work and then stood with her head bowed beside my coffin, I was really grateful and sorry for her. Yumin helped my family a lot and even took on the responsibility of protecting me and taking care of my parents when I was not around, knowing where to find a soulmate like her.

Eunyeon and Myungsoo also went to the funeral, after bowing, the two standing next to Yumin seemed to be very attentive to Yumin's feelings at this time, I should also thank both of them.

At this moment, there was a voice outside that made me unable to forget the terrible people who harmed me even if I died. Simultaneously like me bursting with anger, Eunyeon and Myungsoo pouted in disgust at Bae Jiwook and Kang Taechun feigning grief in front of me.

Based on the corner of my face, I also noticed that Yumin was silently hostile towards the other two, I was also happy that she thought of me but didn't want to drag herself into this cruel battle because of me.

When it was time to bury the coffin, the sky pulled up a series of dark clouds, signaling a heavy rain was about to fall. I pursed my lips, life is so bleak that even when I die, I still meet this moody situation. Everyone who came to visit, took turns to leave to escape the rain and my parents also returned home with a sad mood.

Eunyeon and Myungsoo looked at the person who was still standing in front of my tombstone, aunt Nara seemed to understand this person's stubborn personality, so she shook her head and pulled the two out of the cemetery, a moment where in this wild, cold place, only that person stood there silently.

The rain was getting heavier, I stood behind looking at Yumin's back looking so lonely and pitiful, if I had feelings now, I would definitely be like her standing in front of my picture on the gravestone mixed with the rain to not know the sky and clouds, regardless of everything.

But just because a girl like me made her cry so pitifully, I bit my lip and blamed myself for being useless and causing more burdens to everyone.

I watched her single silver body walk into the stream of people, her body soaked in rain water sticking to her skin, such a struggling appearance that no one cared to look at her, this is love boring people in this society.

Arriving at her house, this is my first time going to Yumin's house, I suddenly admire her because of her rich background, all of her family members love her, so they fostered a good Han Yumin.

After a sick night, Yumin returned to a normal life, I asked myself why am I still here and not going to heaven or hell like so many other souls.

Is there something else linked to my soul, holding me back? So what is it, how to get rid of it? Should i just follow Yumin like this!

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The next days Yumin kept giving me one surprise after another as I followed her every day. I also went back to see my parents, except for a little sadness because of my absence, daily activities were still normal, also thank Yumin because she often came to my parents' house to have dinner, encouraging me spirit for them.

Back to Yumin, I'm not lying. Yumin is really different from everyone I know, she has a solid and long term plan to form Diamond Star.

Besides, there are elders who support and teach her to gradually master the skills of a leader. The friends she embodies and accepts to accompany her, her teammates, the hard-working employees, and Yumin create a Diamond Star like her ideal: "Everyone at Diamond Star is a family!"

Every memory she creates in each career journey, I have witnessed, I am very happy and proud because I personally know Han Yumin. She always makes people believe, always acts strong to protect the people she loves even though she is full of wounds that no one knows about.

I know she can always handle things smoothly, but there is one thing that worries me. My death has left in Yumin's heart a ghost that haunts her life, I have no way to convince her to let go of a ghost like me so I can only wait for time and friends around her help her overcome this obsession.

It's also because of me that she silently gathered evidence to overthrow Kang Taechun and Bae Jiwook, I hope she succeeds in bringing those bastards to the light of the law without causing harm.

But God did not meet my request, wanted to test Yumin's bravery. The assassination caused by Song Yoonjae, I stood there watching her motionless in a pool of blood, I panicked and couldn't think of any way to help her. Fortunately, the bodyguard who was always next to her showed up in time to take her to the hospital.

I ran after the doctors who were rushing to push Yumin's bandages into the emergency room, the bodyguard was blocked outside the waiting room, and I was a ghost, no problem following the nurse inside.

The doctors carried out surgery to remove the bullet in Yumin's left hip, I was a little impatient for the doctor to quickly complete the surgery. An hour has passed, I feel that the situation is not good at all, why until now the doctors continue to operate and the situation is more serious than the original.

Suddenly, I saw a black shadow appear from nowhere, quickly like a mouse jumping into Yumin's body, I was surprised to see this phenomenon, no one reacted, then i quickly imitated the black shadow, jumped into Yumin's body.

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I opened my eyes after jumping into Yumin's body, it was a surprise to see that it was an isolated space in the outside world. A vast ocean with only her body floating between the water and the abyss.

I saw myself on the edge of the abyss looking at her back whispering a smile. I'm just a shadow that haunts her after all, I don't deny that there are good memories between me and her, but if it's only because of my death that binds her mind to this extent I would rather have never known Yumin before.

I moved my swimming arms closer to Yumin, from behind her I pressed her back.

- Are you still here?

- Juri!

Oh, it turns out that here she recognized me, although I was a little happy, I still had to continue the responsibility of helping her get out of here.

- You'll be in danger if you don't get out of this place!

- What should I do?

What's with such a calm voice? Does she not want to live?

Stupid!

- You have to realize what you want? Revive your will to live!

I also don't know how to get Yumin out of this unknown state, just saying that so he can wake up on her own to come back.

Suddenly from below the bottomless dark abyss emerged a black shadow, it was the shadow I had seen earlier that jumped into Yumin's body.

At this point, I couldn't move anymore and slowly sank into the abyss looking at Yumin and the black shadow fighting for ideas. I did not expect Yumin to always have a firm will, but at the moment of life and death, she revealed her soft personality and was manipulated by the black shadow to pull her into the abyss, I tried to struggle to swim close to save her, but I couldn't. moving body.

I thought I could only watch Yumin fall into the abyss, but above the water came familiar voices that I also knew. Those are close friends who are always by her side, each image of everyday memories plays like a movie for her and I to watch together. Although they are small and simple stories, they are extremely precious to Yumin, who considers them like family.

The black shadow that completed its function became faint, disappeared in space, I could move at this time, so I swam to her.

I engraved her image in my mind so I don't forget that I used to know Han Yumin.

- Looks like you've figured out what you want! Go back to them!

I reached out and pushed her towards the water, and at the same time heard her thoughts.

- Thank you, Juri! Bye!

I smiled, it was I who thanked you, Han Yumin.

I watched her figure fade away.

"Thank you for everything! Goodbye the friend I can't go to the future with you!"

Then I also disappeared out of her dimension.

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Two days later, Yumin finally woke up.

The secretary came back from outside and noticed that she was awake, so she quickly pressed the alarm to call the doctor, forgetting to look at her puppy eyes that were in need of water.

"So cute!"

When the doctor came to check on her injuries, he gave her a few words and then let her rest.

According to media reports, Kang Taechun and Bae Jiwook were arrested by the police with sufficient evidence of their crimes. I know Yumin also played a part in this, and that's why she became the target of this reckless harm.

It's all right now, the culprit has been dealt with and Yumin is safe too, I feel at ease.

I feel like I'm about to leave her, seeing her so successfully standing on the podium expressing her feelings, I know what she's been through deserves to be achieved today.

Everyone around her is proud and proud of him, others looking at her mostly admire and envy her popularity.

All the knots between me and her have also been removed, it seems that our connection has completely disappeared from today so that she can start a new life without being attached to me.

Congratulations, Han Yumin!

Be happy with your present, if you remember me, remember our beautiful memories!

The last time I saw her was not the day I cut off my life, but the day she really let go of her attachment to me and lived comfortably with herself.

I'm a bit jealous of that Jang Wonyoung girl, the two of them may have been close before, so when they meet again, they gradually fall in love with each other but I should thank this girl for helping me change that stubborn person and happily ever after with her.

It's time for me to really leave!

Goodbye Yumin! I hope to see you somewhere under better circumstances!

_ Kwon Juri _

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I still receive requests from readers! If you have any interesting ideas about couples or certain characters, don't hesitate to comment!

For example: CP Junho - Heechul, CP Yohan - Woohyun, CP Kyungbin - Chanwoo,...

Or familiar couples like Chaekura, Jinjoo, Hiinak, Nielwink,...

Looking forward to comments! 😊