first - he touches you right above your thumb and you light on fire. you cover up the parts his fingers have touched. the burns don't show but there's only so long you can breathe for with ash in your lungs. it's hard to breathe and to look at him. you're suffocating everyday but you don't mind.

second - you realize you'd stay with him forever even as a shadow just to look at him. he glows and it hits you. so much more than any other time. it's harder to look away from him. he's the only thing you see and you feel like you're going blind.

third - you could listen to him talk all day. his voice - melodious and youthful- you could pick his voice out from a sea of thousand other unheard voices only because you love his voice. he makes singers sound dull and boring - everything around him sounds ugly when he begins speaking.

fourth -the color of his eyes is dark enough for you to lose yourself in them.you're drowning and sinking down below . you've stopped caring, you don't seek help even as you sink all because you'd do this a thousand times again with no regrets.

fifth -you know him. you love him.through a thousand oceans,across a million galaxies, in every lifetime,you'd find him and love him just as much as now.you'd never leave him.he turned your life upside down like a hurricane yet you've never felt more alive than now. you will stay with him until death do you apart.

and the one thing you don't know?

he loves you too. so much more than you can imagine.