i wish to be as pretty

as her

or half as loved

maybe they'd all notice me

when i replicated her

would someone,then, help me

out of the wrecks of a life i've

lost control over

she has it all 

a life so perfect that it leaves

everyone awed 

had it been in my grasp,

i'd let go and reveal the facade

i've lived to convince them all

of a life i could only wish to have  

the spotlight remains on me and 

i wish it wouldn't

hushed rumors about me circulate

do i have a say anymore? no 

a/n : basically i suck at writing poems and this is the proof i choose to publish